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People don't really want to know about me, I bet. Time to take a break from blogging, perhaps even the internet all together. People care about me, I know, but not the ones who I think care about me, and not to the the extent that I make it out to be. I'll give you your space and stop being a twat to new friends, old friends, and importantly, my parents. It's for the best anyways. When did I forget about being a "good person"? Somewhere down the line, I made a wrong turn and it's kind of ruined me. I'm pushing hard now to get my life, morals, and mindset where it should be. I want to be a "good person" again, like when I was a child. Music, fun to make, but I'm not going to make it out to be something big for me, because it really isn't as good as I think it is. Art, still fun, always fun, but it needs to remain extra-curricular in my life. Income, Air Force, or movinf to Florida with my Uncle, I can do both. The latter may be mre sensible and better for me. Seeking attention, NEEDS TO STOP. I'll stop worrying about what people think of me and start worrying about other people. I really need to change and I'm hoping I can do so. Becoming an "ideal" person is not easy this late in life, because most moral things we learn at such a young age, or should. It will take work and dedication on my part. Wish me luck, or don't, I may not deserve it. Just expect a change in my personality and attitude. No more "swift_jams" blogging bullshit. i_x_ten is right, it's a music message board, not my personal diary, no one cares to read what I have to say unless it's about something to do with this site or current affairs. Sorry if I've been "undesirable". Peace. |
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relax, fella |
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tldr |
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yikes can i get the cliffs notes? |
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If you want to be a better person, listen to me 'cause I am right: don't join the army. |
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In general I need to sort out my priorities. Relationships with family, friends, self and yes, the internet. If you could see my face right now, I'm trying to make a serious one. |
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Goddamn, I only have to check out the Post your Picture thread and I know it better than my own. |
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Sorry for that. I like the way I look, I think it's unique and intresting. Other people don't. I should have kept it to myself rather than spoiling the day for them. |
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I think you should move to England, it's great. You would get loads of shags 'cause girls love Americans over here. |
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Again, wishful thinking, but that may not be best for me. If you pay for my trip, I'll surely come visit though! |
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But english girls are... Well... |
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sluts. |
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i hope you achieve being the "good person" you want to be, although that won't happen suddenly, even if you post a rupture text in the internet. keep making your art, you are very good on that. and follow what drunken mastah said, he is right. |
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http://xltronic.com/mb, how low can you go? |
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Taking advice has always been hard for me, good advice I mean. I'm starting to learn it's REALLY called "good advice" for a reason. My mom has lots of it. I've been listening to her more this past two days. I have also been more helpful to my family and friends and strangers the past week. I'm hoping to stick to it and not let myself quit. I really want to be better. |
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XLT is not that bad. What I use it for is bad. |
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No. That would be acceptable. They are UGLY sluts. |
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i thought this was a music forum, not sum place for emo's to cry and beg for attention. just stfu, i don't give a shit about you, your life or your stupid emo avatar. if you wanna moan go see a fuckin councellor or something. I mean seriously, if your making some kind of change why would you post about it here? why not just get on with it? because you want the attention of people talking about you and your 'problems' that's why and probably don't have friends you can talk to irl. I'll also add that your so called problems are fuckin miniscule, just get over it and get over yourself. quote: "XLT is not that bad. What I use it for is bad." well at least you got that right, now go find some other emo forum to blub on. |
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:) |
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agreed |
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btw as is often the case |
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word! |
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COME ON,SOME DONT HAVE BEARDS. |
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That would be other europeans that moved there. I'm almost serious! |
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I SHALL KEEP THE WIFE AND DAUGHTER INDOORS THEN. |
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It's not that far away from the truth. The swedish chicks are a bit skanky at times, but it's in the "i wanna fuck them so it hurts" way. Nuff said. |
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that made my eyes dry |
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WELL YOU GOT ME THERE. |
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In a good, or a bad way? |
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I shit you not, the quality of the chicks is LIKE that over here. Move !!! |
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That seems pretty honest. luck! |
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That was non-ironic, By The Way |
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Hope you solve your problems. The internet really is a bastard. |
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mental note to self; visit sweden before age 30! |
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Seeking attention, NEEDS TO STOP. I'll stop worrying about what people think of me and start worrying about other people. |
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swift_jams, you should don specs. |
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come on swift jams, this is just absurd, you dont seem to understand anything about anything |
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I don't give a fuck about your life man! But please stay on the messageboard. The more, the merrier. |
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haha, man, you'rre going thrrough a crrisis. i rrememberr when i was trrying to get the lost innocence of my youth back, but face it, you'rre not 7 anymorre. and by the sounds of it you'rre a bit of a goody two shoes anyway. you need to take a brreak frrom yourr brrain orr do something that's actually verry wrrong to put things in perrspective. |
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try not to take yourself too seriously. it's worked for me. i also went through serious self-evaluation at your age. it may be good, but don't let it ruin you by being too hard on yourself and steering yourself in the wrong direction. try to have fun and enjoy life. take up buddhism and become zen. meditate. seek stillness of mind. seek detachment. just be. |
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can i take all the attention from now on?? PLEEEAAAASSSEEEE i promise to post lots and LOTS of pics. show my ass on youtube. perhaps porntube too. blog the hell out of this place. which from now on should be called XLB, or for the incrowd: Zilby. THE place for excellent bloggers like me, myself, and me. |
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hu hu hu |
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ahhahah zilby! we should keep this as a jargon to use in every blogging post |
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this is just another page in the same book. yawn. |
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the next page is usually where the story continues, blunt object. |
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"blunt object"? what are you on about? |
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you just have to stop thinking about that shit. |
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no, keep it up swifty. we love your emo blogs. |
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