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Really, really, really fucking sick. Fuck it. |
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And how are you different from the worlds 6-7+ billion dwellers? There are various ways of dealing with such angst. Change your surroundings/settings. |
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Erm, believe me i know i a no different. Don't even try to use that fucking excuse on me. You are not sitting in my fucking shoes. Believe me, if i could change my surroundings i would but i fucking can't. If i even fucking well believed in god then i would fucking start praying. It would do no fucking good because my world is flawed and everything in it is fucked. Sorry, i didn't mean to shout or have go. |
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Since you brought it up, why not go into whats troubling you. |
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What happened man? |
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CRAWWLING IN MY SKIIN. THESE WOUNDS THEY WILL NOT HEEEEALL/ |
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WHY are you SICK DUDE? WHY |
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Shut up and read this: |
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I am fucking sick of everything! Self Hate Just had a nervous breakdown ...XLT, excellent emotional turmoil |
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the xlt people are gooing down |
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To be honest man i don't really know. Nothing happened per se, i am just prone to feeling like shit. I can't find somewhere to fucking live. Waiting for the local government to sort out a somewhere else for me to fucking live is like waiting for the next fucking ice age. People are just generally wankers. People just fucking constantly run around in circles doing and saying pointless things. I never have any time to myself. I haven't had a sound nights sleep in nearly a year. I have no options just yet, there is no light at the end of the tunnel AND i can't fucking blame god. Fuck!!! |
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paul, what happened? |
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This little fellow isn't. |
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I hate all you smart alec fucks as well!!! What don't you do everyone else a favor and jump off the mearest fucking bridge. |
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Just too many things Dosen't matter. |
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Without wanting to be a pedantic bastard... well actually I love being a pedantic bastard... but... you can't possibly hate everything. You haven't experienced everything. The serious side of this being that no matter how bleak things seem, since there are always new things to be discovered things can always get better. And they will. |
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There probably won't be a light at the end of the tunnel if you keep saying there isn't. It's a vicious circle. Once you start believing that there is the possibility of a good outcome, such a thing becomes far more likely to happen. :-) |
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some personal advice: Nothing happened per se, i am just prone to feeling like shit. --Everyone does, at times like these I vent, with some writing or some music. it helps - sometimes just writing random thoughts down even helps. I can't find somewhere to fucking live. Waiting for the local government to sort out a somewhere else for me to fucking live is like waiting for the next fucking ice age. ---Then let them know how frustrated you are, you are a citizen and have a right to an opinion. and if that doesn't work, go to the press or someone else. People are just generally wankers. People just fucking constantly run around in circles doing and saying pointless things. ---Yes, this is true. Ignore them and strive to better yourself. They're lost causes. I never have any time to myself. --Maybe you're too busy. Try to make time for yourself, and avoid doing pointless things. I haven't had a sound nights sleep in nearly a year. ---Try talking to someone about it if its something keeping you awake at night, or talk to a doctor. I have no options just yet, there is no light at the end of the tunnel ---There's always options, the pain in the ass is finding them. You know, I was on a dead-end road just a year ago, and i was working at a fast food place and not doing anything with my life. then i finally figured out how to get my financial aid, and now i'm back in school, i'm financially comfortable, and i'm confident in myself. maybe someone else needs to help you find the way. i know i needed a good foot in the ass to get going. AND i can't fucking blame god. ---Well, no one can. It is up to man to make up his own destiny. "We have not yet seen what man can make of man." oh, and if you think things are rough, remember what Gandhi said: "Strength does not come from physical excess, it comes from an indomitable will." Suffering builds character, believe it or not, and the fact that you are still around and trying to move ahead is proof of your resolve. hang i |
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Erm, just a quick few words. I am not that stupid ok. Surely you have heard about perspective and personal experience? So, no i can't everything but i hate everything in my life, therefore, i hate everything as i know it which means i hate everything. Now please go and do some real work. |
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"hang in there" was my last phrase. |
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ok. good bye |
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: ) |
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i read messageboards to learn about new music not to hear why you hate the world. what is this the moral support brigade |
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Oh, please!? Go and do some whinging of your own. I never said anything about killing myself or leaving this place did i? No, just go and look in the fucking mirror. |
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I PICK SKINK ! |
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Yep, as Nietchsze said: "What does not kill me makes me stronger." I actually really dislike the rest of his morally nihilistic, disturbingly anti-absolutist views, but his stuff on suffering is true, and you can gather some good stuff from it. |
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Fuck off! |
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And my comment about being pedantic was supposed to convey that I knew perfectly well what you meant. My whole point was that unexepectly good things happen as well as bad |
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I bet you would love it wouldn't you? |
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<3 |
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that is exactly how I felt when I had my "nerous breakdown" of sorts last night *sigh* life is a mess for most of us. |
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I think everybody on this board needs to stop being so "Chester Bennington" and start being a little bit more "Andrew WK". |
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Blah... That was so blah... |
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You didn't have a fucking nervous breakdown, you were rightly told by your parents that you were pissing about, you fucking moron. |
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im begining to think that your problem appears to be, to not have any actual problems :) |
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It happens. But remember this has alot to do with frame of mind. Trust me, people get dicked around. we all deal with pricks. If you could look at this from a third person perspective wouldnt this seem overreationary? I mean you posted and i quote: "Don't even try to use that fucking excuse on me. You are not sitting in my fucking shoes. Believe me, if i could change my surroundings i would but i fucking can't. If i even fucking well believed in god then i would fucking start praying. It would do no fucking good because my world is flawed and everything in it is fucked. ' I mean come on. I was expecting you to post that your mother got raped to death or something of that matter. I understand that life is troubling sometimes but everyone deals with this. Its part of growing up. we all go through it. By letting it cripple your outlook you further isolate yourself inside of your own depression. In all honesty I think that there may be something more serious here. You have always come across as down/depressed/bothered etc etc in my time here. Perhaps the problem is more deeply rooted? i dont mean to judge but perhaps an outside view helps? |
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This is turning out to be an interesting thread. I am now a little calmer. This is a good thing. |
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NO. FUCK YOU DUDE! I HATE YOUR LIFE TOO, LOL |
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Dear Diary, Mood: Apathetic. My life is spiraling downward. I couldn't get enough to go to the bloodred romance and suffocate me dry concert, it sucks cause they play some of my favorite songs like 'stab my heart because I love you' and 'rip apart my soul' and ofcourse, 'stabby rip stab stab'. My life is just a black abyss, you know. It's so dark, and its suffocating me. Grabbing a hold of me and tightening it's grip. Tighter than a pair of my little sister's jeans. Which look great on my by the way. My parent's don't get me, you know. They think I'm gay just cause they saw me kiss a guy.. Well, a couple guys. But I mean, it's the two thousands, can't two, or four dudes make out with eachother without being gay.. |
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It does help and i appreciate it. Quite alot of things have happpened this week. Funerals and being introduced to family who i have never really seen and all of this stuff i was talking about up there. It pretty crazy if you ask me. I just needed to rant! So i did. Still feel shit though just alot calmer now. |
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haha, go outside or something. |
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GROUP FUCKING HUG! It'll be better tomorrow. |
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Ranting/Venting is a healthy way to release stress. Watch a comedy today. Laughter is medicine to the soul! |
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Yes, yes you can quote soething from a mildly funny website. Well done! |
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I wanted to give you a laugh or two :) |
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Who needs comedy when i have all the halfwits trying to poke fun at me, eh? ;) As i said, this is turning into an interesting thread. |
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: ) I know, i am having a laugh myself now. Not at your expense however. |
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sometimes just saying what's on your mind helps - it's better than letting it bottle up inside. that's what i was doing with the girlfriend i just dumped. so i just got sick of her and had to end it. i'm not sad - it had to be done. now she thinks i'm leading her on because i still want to be her friend. i don't think that will happen though. anyways, cheer up. venting is therapeutic, and no matter what someone else may say or not say about it should be none of your concern. i'm sure phobia himself doesn't mind people venting as long as they don't harass other members while doing it. we have to vent, eventuallyy. Argh, a pun! How did THAT get there? |
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oh, and remember that you ARE in England. Anyone who lives in the UK is probably better off than 80% of the rest of the world. :) comforting thoughts, indeed. |
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: ) |
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