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offline illfates from space (United States) on 2005-09-10 04:52 [#01719160]
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i've been playing buckets and trash for more than a year
and a half now and have reached levels of drum skill I have
long desired but never realized I could truly possess.

sometimes i would draw crowds, or play something new and
inventive, but was often self conscious and inhibited in
drumming because of it.

I went to burning man because WMW is a hero.

while I was there i played the buckets on four hits of LSD
in front of a lot of people at the 3 o clock commons. I
found the most receptive audience I've ever encountered. I
was not nervous or self-conscious, just feeling it.

in all other regards I had an amazing time at the burn- it
was the best party, best art show, best camping trip; an
amazing emotional release on deeper than fun levels.

I didn't play the buckets or smoke any pot or consume
anything really after the man burned and I returned home. I
applied for some jobs and made love to my beautiful
girlfriend for a few days, and went out on Thursday to play
for the first time since tripping.

i warmed up and then smoked the first bowl i'd smoked in
nearly a week. i played the tightest 32nd note quantized
hyper drumnbass / hardcore gangster rap madness I'd ever
played. i was hypnotized by my own polyrhythms.

i played better than i had in my life. 5 people approached
me after I finished a jam and thanked me profusely for the
coolest thing they'd ever heard. i had crossed some kind of
threshold and found a sound that i could have played for an
audience of ten thousand people and entranced them all.

as i started to get tired it was a hard comedown off a crazy
dopamine high. i wanted to play like that more and get more
of that attention and transcend into that magic bucket place
MORE but like any cycle or high or oscillation or peak there
was a trough.

I had low hopes for tonight, figuring I'd been lucky at
best. I went out tonight and played even better than I did
last night, rocked it harder, and stopped more fucks hard in
their socks. I am finding a sound that no on


 

offline illfates from space (United States) on 2005-09-10 04:54 [#01719164]
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has ever heard, and it fucking riots.

i am outgrowing the corner and these crowds. i got a
fortune that told me a "great satisfaction awaited me in the
near future." it was after delicious sweet and sour pork.


thanks



 

offline FlyAgaric from the discovery (Africa) on 2005-09-10 04:57 [#01719167]
Points: 5776 Status: Regular



samples?


 

offline illfates from space (United States) on 2005-09-10 05:14 [#01719176]
Points: 844 Status: Regular



recording them on sunday. i put up some samples i recorded
once, here, but i was all messed up on a bunch of drugs when
i someone happened to be recording. what i'll lay down on
sunday will be quite tight. right.


 


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