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illfates
from space (United States) on 2005-09-10 04:52 [#01719160]
Points: 844 Status: Regular
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i've been playing buckets and trash for more than a year and a half now and have reached levels of drum skill I have long desired but never realized I could truly possess.
sometimes i would draw crowds, or play something new and inventive, but was often self conscious and inhibited in drumming because of it.
I went to burning man because WMW is a hero.
while I was there i played the buckets on four hits of LSD in front of a lot of people at the 3 o clock commons. I found the most receptive audience I've ever encountered. I was not nervous or self-conscious, just feeling it.
in all other regards I had an amazing time at the burn- it was the best party, best art show, best camping trip; an amazing emotional release on deeper than fun levels.
I didn't play the buckets or smoke any pot or consume anything really after the man burned and I returned home. I applied for some jobs and made love to my beautiful girlfriend for a few days, and went out on Thursday to play for the first time since tripping.
i warmed up and then smoked the first bowl i'd smoked in nearly a week. i played the tightest 32nd note quantized hyper drumnbass / hardcore gangster rap madness I'd ever played. i was hypnotized by my own polyrhythms.
i played better than i had in my life. 5 people approached me after I finished a jam and thanked me profusely for the coolest thing they'd ever heard. i had crossed some kind of threshold and found a sound that i could have played for an audience of ten thousand people and entranced them all.
as i started to get tired it was a hard comedown off a crazy dopamine high. i wanted to play like that more and get more of that attention and transcend into that magic bucket place MORE but like any cycle or high or oscillation or peak there was a trough.
I had low hopes for tonight, figuring I'd been lucky at best. I went out tonight and played even better than I did last night, rocked it harder, and stopped more fucks hard in their socks. I am finding a sound that no on
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illfates
from space (United States) on 2005-09-10 04:54 [#01719164]
Points: 844 Status: Regular
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has ever heard, and it fucking riots.
i am outgrowing the corner and these crowds. i got a fortune that told me a "great satisfaction awaited me in the near future." it was after delicious sweet and sour pork.
thanks
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FlyAgaric
from the discovery (Africa) on 2005-09-10 04:57 [#01719167]
Points: 5776 Status: Regular
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samples?
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illfates
from space (United States) on 2005-09-10 05:14 [#01719176]
Points: 844 Status: Regular
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recording them on sunday. i put up some samples i recorded once, here, but i was all messed up on a bunch of drugs when i someone happened to be recording. what i'll lay down on sunday will be quite tight. right.
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