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orr die beforre you'rre old? Both strrike the fearr of God into me. |
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whats god got to do with it? |
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i dont want to be too old when i die. 60 will be enough. but at the rate i'm going, i reckon 30 is probably about right. |
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I just don't want it to hurt. |
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got to do, got to with it |
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I have no idea. |
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I see old faces and I don't want to rreach that point orr live that lifestyle. I think that's it, the sad lives they live. But I know that I don't want to die eitherr. Painful orr not. I won't lie, although I don't rreally believe it, I am a bit worrrried about going to hell. |
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your location, your avatar , some of your previous alcohol threads strike the concern over you into me. this board is about 3 years old, where are the regulars that might talk to you and bring you into the sunny side of this fucking life ? goddammit, i'm getting serious again, i'm a noob. |
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I figure, I'll probably be living alone and eventually get too old to take care of myself properly and get confused and fall down the steps breaking my hip and die of starvation in the basement. or something. |
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id like to be in a brothol,injecting viagra pissed out of my tree at the age of 126 |
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you don't have to live like that when you're old. it's just like you don't have to get some boring office job, work 40 hours a week, drink yourself moronic every friday night at the pub and watch quizshows religiously, etc. a lot of people live like that, but that has more to do with those people than their age. |
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it doesn't matter, a man with 70 years old can be more awake than a man with 30 years old. |
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It's harrd knowing that I live to die at this stage of my life but at least therre arre things that I'll do which I hope will brring me grreat pleasurre. Imagine when I'm old and my wife has died, I'm living on a pension and can't afforrd to do anything... with nothing to get up forr otherr than to eat and drrink to prrolong my shitty life. |
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I worrrry about my back, too. I alrready have to currl in a ball beforre I can lay strraight pain-frree. Not everry single night but when I've had a heavy day. When I'm old I might be in constant pain. |
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i'm worried about being another no one more than anything |
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That used to get me down. Now I'm acception of the fact: I'm alrready a no one, a neverr was one. |
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accepting* |
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W.O.R.D. |
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i really have no problem being a nobody. |
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Same. |
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geee, what would i do if i didn't make music ? i'd probably drink myself to death. what else is there apart from music [making] that's ....oh, hold it hold it obi, stop. |
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Take Hugh Hefner. People say 'Oh, he's not rreally happy' Maybe he's not happy, but I'm surre he's not LESS happy than 9/10s of people his age. |
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Fuck it, I'm off to bed, I'm tirred. But I do have a 9 starrt tomorrrrow, I'm becoming a Fire Marshal. SEE life is worrth living. |
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I can't help feeling I'm going to get taken to a rroom and find it empty, just to be shot in the back of the head. |
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one good way to avoid going to hell, so i've been told, is to be nice to people. |
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that's what the devil wants you to think. |
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i don't care enough to kill myself, it's inevitable anyway. so i'd rather just be selfish and do whatever the fuck i enjoy doing while i still can. hopefully i go out in like some sorta crazy end of the world type shit! |
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i want to be ancient and intact. |
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Die before I'm old. Being old looks more beareable if you have your health and don't have money worries, but it still looks rubbish. Dulled reactions, senses, strength, etc. means anything 'active' is off the menu. Music will hopefully still be good, but dodgey hearing may well interfere with that. No videogames due to arthritis, eyesight too bad to drive/ride fast, if it all. There's also the terrible guilt at the thought of being a burden to your children/family. I certainly don't have a deathwish and I don't consider suicide an option, but I'd welcome death by the age of 60. |
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still obsessed with death lately? |
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They both strike the fear of God into me, too. I can't imagine myself old. Plus I expect to get testicular cancer, have it spread, maybe to my brain, and die in my early 30s. I have mixed feelings about that. At least I won't get old, those people upset me, but on the other hand I really like stuff. I like life and other things. But it's not all doom and gloom in my mind, there's some optimism. I'd say don't worry too much about your back pain now, maybe we're in for some medical miracles in the coming years. Too bad I'l be long dead before then (testicular cancer). |
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Your perspectives alter slightly as you grow older, mind. |
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True. Or DRAMATICALLY, not slightly. I don't expect to feel the same way if/when I get old and get rid of whatever immature misanthopic baggage I'm carrying now (if I survive the testicular cancer), but right now the oldage is a miserable thought. |
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