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CS2x
from London (United Kingdom) on 2005-01-25 12:26 [#01476410]
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I'm interested in hearing anybody's bad experiences with any drug, from marijuana to LSD. Be as detailed or as short as you want.
I've had dreadful panic/paranoid attacks on skunk before (yes, I know, I must be a super sensitive lightweight) as have my friends who toked too much too quickly for the first time (one of them forgot my name, talked gibberish, threw up, and then fell asleep.) These experiences have put me off trying anything harder, as skunk is supposed to a weak easy drug to mellow out with (which has normally happened in my experiences) but I've seen it turn people very strange and have experienced bad things with it myself.
Anyway, I'd especially like to hear what sort of hallucinations have occured while people have tried the more interesting examples of mind-altering substances.
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Zeus
from San Francisco (United States) on 2005-01-25 12:27 [#01476415]
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Nebraska, when I was like 12.... that was a bad trip.
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epohs
from )C: on 2005-01-25 12:29 [#01476417]
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I've gotten scared pretty bad while being high. Odd perspectives, and really deep introversion and whatnot.
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welt
on 2005-01-25 12:30 [#01476418]
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i was a hybrid-plant of catus and vine and felt how i was growing under a blue virtual-looking sky.
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welt
on 2005-01-25 12:31 [#01476420]
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cactus
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pomme de terre
from obscure body in the SK System on 2005-01-26 13:13 [#01476449]
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so like I was saying:
I recorded this trip story that a guy was telling me one time
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hedphukkerr
from mathbotton (United States) on 2005-01-26 13:38 [#01476492]
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a few months ago i had a real frightening mushroom trip. it started with me and 20 (yes 20) of my buddies heading out the huge big green meadow right outside our dorms and tripping mushrooms. i hadnt eaten much that day other than a couple bowls of salad and alot of green tea. i ate a full eighth and immediately after smoked a fat joint of some chronic to my dome. after that, most people broke up into smaller 4 or 5 person groups and went wandering through the meadow. i was just feeling laying back in the sun, so i stuck around the original spot while a friend played some music from his cooler that had speakers in it. he eventually came to introduce the couple of us there to big dumb face. as it was playing, he would just say 'big dumb face' and the three of us would burst into giggle fits. but he kept on saying big dumb face. eventually, i came to the conclusion that he was talking to us, but i couldnt understand what he was sayinng. at this point i sat up and saw a grasshopper in the grass. then, i looked down at my legs and they were covered with these grasshoppers. it was at this time that everyone came back to the original spot and started smoking bowls. i had completely lost my memory and was horribly scared. there were all of these people who i didnt know out in this weird meadow with me, all speaking an unintelligable language and doing some weird thing with these pieces of glass. appartently one friend, z, looked at me during this and asked if i was ok, because i looked horrible and all i could do was stare back with a look of terror on my face. a friend matt stood up and asked if anyone wanted to head back to the dorms. i was through with the confusion of the meadow, so i followed him. part of the way there i was able to squeeek out "hhhhhhi mmmmatt, how you dooooin?" i went back to my room, took all my shit of my pockets, took off my clothes and layed down to try and go to sleep (just about the worst thing you can try and do on mushrooms.) after laying down, i sat back up, put my clothes..
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pomme de terre
from obscure body in the SK System on 2005-01-26 13:41 [#01476502]
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I hope there's more
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hedphukkerr
from mathbotton (United States) on 2005-01-26 13:41 [#01476505]
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...back on, put all my shit back in my pockets. i then took it all out again, and this repeated for about an hour or so. once i finally snapped out of this, i just watched family guy, and was convinced my parents (who are on the other side of the us) would come into my room and find me trippin balls on mushrooms. through all sorts of other paranoid thoughts i eventually fell asleep after i dont know how many hours of this horror.
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jtalton
from Onomichi (Japan) on 2005-01-26 13:56 [#01476530]
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I did a shit load of shrooms when i was 16 and ended up losing my car, getting mugged, and ended upwalking home (5mile) to my parents house. You should have seen the look on my parents faces when they saw me tripping balls with only my pants and one sock to my name. Not a fun time, but i atleast found my care 3 hours later. All i can say is dont take a jar full of mushrooms a t one time. Other than that i had a good time.
Now will someone emial me Analord 1&2? please
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elusive
from detroit (United States) on 2005-01-26 13:57 [#01476531]
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shrooms r bad
yet i continue to do them.
that is all : ' (
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evolume
from seattle (United States) on 2005-01-26 14:08 [#01476544]
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the most frightning experience of my life was a bad LSD trip.
i've written about it here before but here it is again. I dropped a lot of acid one night with my friends, 4 or 5 hits. and while we were really peaking, we smoked a lot of weed. too much weed. we were sitting around, watching "the gift" by Perry Ferrel and i started to realize that i couldn't understand anything anybody was saying. I could understand individual words, but i couldn't make sense of the context of full sentences. I started hallucinating very intensly. My hallucinations were so vivid, that i could no longer tell whether or not my eyes were open. I would close my eyes and still see the room. then i would open my eyes, see the room, then open my eyes again, on and on.
eventually i had to keep one hand on my eyes to make sure they were open. Then, i couldn't tell if i was thinking or actually talking. so i had my other hand on my mouth to make sure my lips were moving when i talked.
things started getting crazier and crazier so i decided to go upstairs and lay down for a while in my friend's parents' room.
as i lay on the bed, i began hallucinating more intensly. In my head, i would get up, walk downstairs and fall into the basement. then i would open my eyes and i was still up stairs. So i would get up again, walk downstairs and fall into the basement. Eventually I didn't even know where i was in my friend's house. I was trapped in this loop for about 2 hours. I thought i had gone 'over the line' and made myself permanently retarded. after about 2 hours it kinda faded though, and things went back to a relative calm.
but every LSD trip after that was tainted, and i haven't done LSD in almost 7 years because of it.
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epohs
from )C: on 2005-01-26 14:14 [#01476551]
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that's scary.
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plaidzebra
from so long, xlt on 2005-01-26 14:23 [#01476558]
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after 5 grams of shrooms i was communicating with disincarnate intelligent entities about the death of my body. when i found out this was real, i was profoundly shaken...
i had the lsd "i'm never coming down, i'm tripping permanently" paranoia a few times...
the worst experience was losing the capacity to transfer my experience out of my short term memory after lsd, nitrous oxide and cannabis. i kept asking friends the same questions over and over until i was given a sheet of paper explaining the situation to me, but then i would forget that i had the note in my hand and ask anyways, "hey man, what's going on? what are we doing?" etc...
then there was the temporal distortion from lsd and cannabis in which my heart seemed to slow down and stop, which was totally unnerving...
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evolume
from seattle (United States) on 2005-01-26 14:39 [#01476576]
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but don't get me wrong. some of the most fun experiences of my life also happened on LSD. not after that bad trip though.
I loved LSD for the first year or so of dropping. I thought bad trips were a myth, it was always so much fun, i couldn't comprehend having a bad trip!
One time a cop gave me and my friend free laser show tickets!
on another occasion, a bunch of us were standing around in the middle of Red Square at the University of Washington during a huge windstorm. Out of nowhere, an unopened bottle of juice rolls up to our feet. we stood around drinking free juice and we felt like God had given us a present or something.
i remember weeping once at the beauty of a bunch of hippies throwing a frisbee in a field. it was sooo fucking beautiful watching them turn aerodynamic physics into their little toy.
but every trip after the bad one had this bad flavor. i had the fear always creeping up from behind me. i finally just gave up on LSD because it could never be as fun again.
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epohs
from )C: on 2005-01-26 14:41 [#01476580]
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Once when I was huffing propane I saw satan sitting on the corner of my porch. When I ran up there he turned into a fly.
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CS2x
from London (United Kingdom) on 2005-01-26 14:41 [#01476581]
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Wow, wicked stories. I love reading this stuff.
Thanks all.
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elusive
from detroit (United States) on 2005-01-26 14:42 [#01476582]
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evolume i've been in "loops" like that on very intense mushroom trips (afte puking).
oh man
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CS2x
from London (United Kingdom) on 2005-01-26 14:44 [#01476585]
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I must be a real facktard, because I've had similar experiences after having loads of skunk... :S
Especially the heart thing...it felt like it was going at a million miles an hour one second, and then it felt like it was slowing riiiiiiggghhhttt dooowwwwnnnn. Very disturbing at the time.
I guess, as my imagination is wild enough as it is, when I take any drug things go wrong because it goes in overdrive.
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evolume
from seattle (United States) on 2005-01-26 14:45 [#01476586]
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ya, it sucks. i used to get stuck in this loop where my head would slowly turn to the left and i would hear this "creeek" noise then i would reset it at the center and i would hear this "tick tick" noise. this doesn't go away untill i stop thinking about it. but if you try to not think about something on LSD, you end up thinking about it forever!
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plaidzebra
from so long, xlt on 2005-01-26 14:50 [#01476594]
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cannabis can be a very powerful experience, if it's high quality stuff (pun not intended) it can initiate "psychedelic" experiences, but there is often a significant impairment of memory in such episodes...
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pomme de terre
from obscure body in the SK System on 2005-01-26 14:52 [#01476601]
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I've never got off that much on drugs.. I've never taken more that 12.5 hits of lsd though
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pomme de terre
from obscure body in the SK System on 2005-01-26 14:52 [#01476602]
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that should be 1.5 hits.. at once
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epohs
from )C: on 2005-01-26 14:53 [#01476604]
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one time i tripped really hard on beer and acted dumb.
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plaidzebra
from so long, xlt on 2005-01-26 14:57 [#01476609]
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does that involve a cd player, the orb, and a fountain of yellow fluid?
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epohs
from )C: on 2005-01-26 14:58 [#01476610]
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that was exctasy.
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deepspace9mm
from filth on 2005-01-26 14:59 [#01476612]
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I've had a few bouts of quite horrible paranoia and seen nasty things on mushrooms (devil and wolf faces in the walls, being convinced that close friends are actually the police) but nothing even close to my only really bad lsd experience.
It actually starting going downhill with that same "heart slowing down" feeling that plaidzebra describes (as i was looking down a plughole), but it ended up with me convincing myself that i'd actually died and gone to hell.
I shut my eyes, opened them maybe a minute later and everything looked like it had the contrast turned right down. I could physically see "through" people as if they were ghosts and read what i believed were their most evil thoughts. Everytime i even blinked everything got darker and more horrible. It was like being trapped forever in this cold, dark, surreal nightmare where everyone was psychic.
I remember thinking about the nature of infinity, and how scared i was that i'd have to live forever like this. I can't even remember coming out of it properly as i was still tripping in a sort of zombified dream-state when i finally managed to get to sleep about a million years later. I've never felt such relief waking up though. It was very, very frightening.
It was really odd, because lsd always made things seem brighter and more friendly for me before that. I don't think i described it very well, but it was like having some sort of 8-hour spiritual panic attack. Apparently i was completely silent for most of it. I never touched the stuff again.
Moral of the story: don't do acid on antidepressants :-(
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cygnus
from nowhere and everyplace on 2005-01-26 15:07 [#01476626]
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2 very large blunts of some very fine hydroponics 3 joints of the same, all smoked individually. the blunts first.
yeah got a little too high, thought i was going to die or something. couldnt tell if i was breathing or not and was having pretty bad heart palpatations. not doing that again.
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Chihiro
from twins land on 2005-01-26 15:11 [#01476630]
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Yoodelayeeey.
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cygnus
from nowhere and everyplace on 2005-01-26 15:19 [#01476639]
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fuck it - i trip bad whenever i ponder spirituality and begin doubting it. i lose sleep and the idea of tomorrow becomes death. sleep or relaxation is impossible. everything just sort of becomes dark and i am on the outside of everything. all folks living their lives during this - when i observe them - just are ignorant and are absolutely foreign to me - like distant objects. sort of alien. that's a bad trip right there. life.
i get that rhythm for life back when i listen to music though. the gravity bass of fat beats just sort of pulls me back down into that 'ignorance' or whatever you'll call it. contentness. beats like reniform puls that just kind of drop you on the fucking ground. or if youve listened to 'the black hole' by dj krush, that shit is so disgustingly heavy, it can bring you back to life - out of nothingness. back to earth. you pick up that rhythm and you brain gets back on that frequency really. you'know. sort of a remedy.
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cygnus
from nowhere and everyplace on 2005-01-26 15:21 [#01476642]
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that and they are just fat and there is no rational explanation i think for why fat beats sound good to people. is there?
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hedphukkerr
from mathbotton (United States) on 2005-01-26 15:23 [#01476643]
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whenever i smoke that much herb i just end up smoking myself sober. thats always a fun experience.
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evolume
from seattle (United States) on 2005-01-26 15:36 [#01476657]
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one time i smoked a bunch of weed at the end of a long LSD trip. i was laying in bed listeing to The Orb's "Pomme Fritz" and there is one track on there with a lot of voices or something. it felt like the voices were coming from my own throat. the sensation in my throat felt like a slippery finger poking down into my esophagus and it eventually made me puke. I really haven't listened to that album much since then!
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DJ Xammax
from not America on 2005-01-26 16:03 [#01476714]
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It's terrible when someone is leading you somewhere and they choose not to tell you to "Mind your step" especially when they're giving you a tour of a crowded area and you're sent flying.
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deepspace9mm
from filth on 2005-01-26 16:07 [#01476719]
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Or when they don't tell you about a big pile of dog poo or something and then you stand in it and you fall over and you smell and everyone laughs.
Man, bad trips really suck.
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DJ Xammax
from not America on 2005-01-26 16:10 [#01476725]
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Fo def.
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qrter
from the future, and it works (Netherlands, The) on 2005-01-26 16:18 [#01476734]
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you typed "fo def"!
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azatoth233
from tku (Finland) on 2005-01-26 16:32 [#01476754]
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i never had any bad trips...sure sometimes it has gone totally strange, that i didnt know if my eyes are open or not. but reading some of your posts, i can totally relate, as not understanding speech or doing something repeatedly until you realize how fucked up you are....this has happened usually on acid or smoking some strong weed.
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azatoth233
from tku (Finland) on 2005-01-26 16:38 [#01476762]
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reading all this made me want to trip again. i like it when it goes totally strange. everything seem so much more interesting then. most of the time my trips go from anticipation to exploring to enjoying and then waiting for it to end, but always ends with a feeling that i wished it would have continued a little longer.
does anybody else notice that you are clenching your teeths alot when on acid?
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mrgypsum
on 2005-01-26 16:42 [#01476770]
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worst trip: i had taken some acid the night before, so i woke up and my brain felt like it was sloshing around in my head. to make matters worse, the night before was a friday night, so i knew i would be partying on this night as well. No matter what i did, i couldnt shake that 'i did acid the night before' feeling. so i decided to say fuck it, and i smoke a couple of bowls with some friends at about 5 that night. i was so gone, that i hardly felt it. i took this as a good thing - so i decided to take some more acid. for about 3 hours i was teetering in and out of tripping. i literally felt like i was going insane, because i was so right in the middle. i couldnt talk, couldnt think, all i could do was sit there and fall deeper into this acid whole. this was the longest night of my life. i ended up not tripping at all, i was just in the middle the whole time. to this day, i cant event really think about that night without fealing that half trip half sober feeling. :(
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clint
from Silencio... (United Kingdom) on 2005-01-26 16:50 [#01476785]
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I tried to reply the other day but my internet was injured
Yo'all probably know erowid, the 'experiences' section has absolutely thousands of good/bad trip reports on everything you can imagine. Its really addictive reading... I've been checking up on the salvia reports - i got 2 grams of extract today :)
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hedphukkerr
from mathbotton (United States) on 2005-01-26 16:52 [#01476789]
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im hpoefully tripping salvia this weekend at some point. looking forward to it. i also spent about two hours the other day reading trip reports of diphenhydramine hcl. some people are so stupid.
then again i shouldnt be talking considering i was a robotripster for about half a year.
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deepspace9mm
from filth on 2005-01-26 16:55 [#01476795]
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What strength extract did you get? Go easy the first time you try it, i got pretty scared the first time.
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clint
from Silencio... (United Kingdom) on 2005-01-26 17:02 [#01476809]
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Yeah i just got the 5x this time. Even though its short lasting it looks pretty intense. I had a bit of pure leaf months back, it was a bit too harsh to smoke 3-4 hits and get a few seconds of stonedness. So yeah I hope this will be a bit more interesting :)
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deepspace9mm
from filth on 2005-01-26 17:12 [#01476840]
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5x is a lot easier to "manage" than the stronger extracts, but you'll definitely feel more than a bit of stonedness if you have a 3-4 pipe/bong hits... salvia's a weird one, it's kind of more interesting than fun. It's not a very "recreational" drug in a way, the lower-end doses are just a bit weird, and the higher end are incredibly intense. I'd recommend listening to music that you know won't freak you out though, the child counting in BoC's "gyroscope" nearly pushed me over the edge the first time i smoked it.
I always get the sensation of a single bead of sweat running down one of my legs just before things get really weird on salvia. No clue why.
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mappatazee
from ¨y¨z¨| (Burkina Faso) on 2005-01-26 17:31 [#01476851]
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good story
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clint
from Silencio... (United Kingdom) on 2005-01-26 17:41 [#01476859]
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Haha that gyroscope story rings a bell, I think you must have spoken about it a while ago. Thanks for the advice I think I'll put on some soothing (yet mystical) Eno - Apollo...
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mappatazee
from ¨y¨z¨| (Burkina Faso) on 2005-01-26 18:09 [#01476888]
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my heart feels like it's going to explode during a bad trip rather than slows down. i was so paranoid i calculated it at 180 bpm
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Quoth
from Sweden on 2005-01-26 19:18 [#01476942]
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hey fuck you man... this where MR. QUOTH LIVES
no, but seriously... ONE bad trip arose, when i decided to show up to my mother's house after eating 3 grams of mushrooms at 3 o'clock in the morning, only to find out that she had been waiting up all night for my stupid ass... READY to start yelling and cursing at me... I SET OFF THE ALARM SYSTEM TO MY FOLKS HOUSE and my dad came running out of the bed room, screaming at the top of his lungs, "What the fuck are you doing, you fucking son of mine... You're not a son of mine... What the fuck are you doing setting off the alarm system at 5:20 in the fucking morning!?!?!?!"
-he is a bald man, 66 years of age, silver back hair, and wears only his white underwear briefs with him when he sleeps... so when he is disturbed he runs out of the bed room with only these articles of clothing on... I was still tripping while this was all happening... my ears went whacko... and i suddenly felt like i fucked up my relationship with my folks from that moment on... it was a weird day/night/crazy way to end a perfectly good trip, besides waking people up and doing stupid shit you normally wouldn't have thought about
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bryce_berny
from chronno (Canada) on 2005-01-26 23:27 [#01477031]
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I was on acid in a convenience store, and I hadgone to the counter to buy something, but improperly entered my key on the keypad. I pressed cancel and asked him to run it through again.
He leaned forward and said to me "Why didn't you just press correction?"
It was one of the single most terrifying moments of my life
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