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           tolstoyed
             from the ocean on 2004-12-30 10:32 [#01439957]
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 it's been going on for quite a while...i just can't do  something right. today i should have done a few things, but  everything went wrong, and now i postponed most of what i  was supposed to do until next week..
 
  does this ever happen to you?
 
  
         
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           somejerk
             from south florida, US (United States) on 2004-12-30 10:33 [#01439961]
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only when i'm on the internet and i use message boards as a  means of procrastination. 
 
  
         
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           Chihiro
             from twins land on 2004-12-30 10:35 [#01439962]
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ow yeah.... There are days you just can't do anything  right.
  Everything goes wrong in every area. I have it quite often. I really dislike it. :)
  The following day is usually great though.
 
  
         
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           tolstoyed
             from the ocean on 2004-12-30 10:35 [#01439963]
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i see...it might seem that way in my case as well, but it  honestly wasnt! :) 
 
  
         
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           tolstoyed
             from the ocean on 2004-12-30 10:35 [#01439964]
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ohh...looking forward to tomorrow then :-)
 
  
         
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           hobbes
             from age on 2004-12-30 10:36 [#01439965]
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I wish you all the best for the new year in case i miss ya  tolst! 
 
  
         
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           tolstoyed
             from the ocean on 2004-12-30 10:38 [#01439970]
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thanks and likewise!! :)
 
  
         
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           ecnadniarb
             on 2004-12-30 10:38 [#01439971]
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I used to be like that all the time.  Negative thinking  causes negative things to happen and when things aren't  going right negative thinking causes you to stall.  You need  to make a change or changes to your life where you focus on  positivity...it sounds cheesy but it works.  Even something  as stupid as adjusting sleep patterns and making sure you  have something to actively do every morning when you wake up  (exercise, walking the dolphin, playing chess with  alcoholics)  completely changes your outlook on life.
 
  Don't dwell on shit to much...you seem to be dwelling a lot  at the moment. 
 
  
         
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           tolstoyed
             from the ocean on 2004-12-30 10:47 [#01439982]
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thanks for the advice...infact i'll have to improve my  sleeping pattern coz this is just no good - then see if i  can get in touch with some alcoholics or something :)
  i've been way too negative lately, but mostly coz of all sad  things that happened in the past few months - most of them  not because of me..hopefully this bad luck is going to stop  though :) 
 
  
         
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           epohs
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kick, punch, it's all in the mind.
 
  
         
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           horsefactory
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I can sell a bottle cyap like dis 
 
  
         
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           ecnadniarb
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Sleep pattern was the biggest factor for me.  I have been  sleeping funny hours the last week or so and I am feeling  increasingly shitter as the days go on.
 
  As for the sad things, you have to try and not let them get  to you...hard at times, but easier as time goes on.  Lack of  sleep amplifies the magnitude of a problem far beyond its  severity.  These days when I feel bad I try to have a little  sleep (unless I am driving or something). 
 
  2005 will be your year though.
 
  
         
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           mylittlesister
             from ...wherever (United Kingdom) on 2004-12-30 10:54 [#01439991]
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parapper the rapper?
 
  
         
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           epohs
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you know it dawg.
 
  
         
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           epohs
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seriously tolstoyed, you seem to be funny, smart, quick  witted, and kind.  i wish you weren't so hard on yourself.
 
  ... "hardon" ... *snickers*
 
  
         
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           tolstoyed
             from the ocean on 2004-12-30 10:59 [#01439996]
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it's just too weird how my life is going atm...it's not that  im depressed, at least i don't think so...i can have a  laugh, fun..but lately it's been like; a bad thing happens  and gets me in a bad mood, it takes a while to get over it  and just when i start to feel cool again something bad  happens again, and it's just unbelivable how it is possible  for so many of shit to occour in such a short time. there's  very little chance this could continue in this way though :) 
 
  
         
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           tolstoyed
             from the ocean on 2004-12-30 11:02 [#01439998]
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thanks man, same goes for you and (almost) everyone else on  this mb.
  i don't think im hard on myself at all..maybe thats the  problem here :)
  it's just that today, everything possible went wrong -  luckly nothing too important, but it just enough to make me  feel bad. 
 
  
         
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           pomme de terre
             from obscure body in the SK System on 2004-12-30 12:28 [#01440141]
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I have been feeling the same way lately tolsty
 
  
         
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           tolstoyed
             from the ocean on 2004-12-30 12:33 [#01440146]
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im sorry to hear that...i hope it goes better in 2005 for  all of us!! 
 
  
         
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           nacmat
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I happens to me all the time
  I love you tolst
 
  
         
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           Monoid
             from one source all things depend on 2004-12-30 12:34 [#01440149]
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yes, story of my life
 
  
         
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           plaster
             from splitska 10 on 2004-12-30 12:35 [#01440150]
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damn,i'm sorry to hear that !
  maybe it's just a matter of your decisions?
 
  
         
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           epohs
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i feel like this a lot too.  feeling like i fuck up  everything i try.
 
  that's why i stopped doing anything.
 
  
         
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           Monoid
             from one source all things depend on 2004-12-30 12:38 [#01440157]
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walden 2 ! read this book, discipline will improve your life
 
  
         
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           tolstoyed
             from the ocean on 2004-12-30 12:40 [#01440159]
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well, at least im not alone i this :)
  plaster, those things i messed up weren't my mistakes, or  because i did something wrong...it still bothers me though. 
 
  
         
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           plaster
             from splitska 10 on 2004-12-30 12:48 [#01440167]
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you sound a bit lost to me...it's not that i make fun of  you,but i think you should find your goal in life,or you  already have one? 
 
  
         
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           Monoid
             from one source all things depend on 2004-12-30 12:54 [#01440176]
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posting on xlt
 
  
         
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           -crazone
             from smashing acid over and over on 2004-12-30 12:56 [#01440178]
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I dont feel sorry for you all, you're all a bunch of  wankers; get a grib; do what you've to do and dont cry over  it if you didnt do it yet; start doing it right now!!
 
  I keep on telling this to myself; I had to finish my  university five years ago..but i'm still working on it 
 
  
         
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           epohs
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SEE, i can't even express my feelings on an internept  messageweb without fucking it up!!! 
 
  
         
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           plaster
             from splitska 10 on 2004-12-30 13:25 [#01440212]
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ur no better than some of us!
 
  
         
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           big
             from lsg on 2004-12-30 13:26 [#01440214]
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at least you tried 
 
  
         
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           axion
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yes i was supposed to been moving in to an apartment in like  one month ago but its been some troubles with getting it  done and i feel that evrything about it take so much time  but it everything use to be solved   
 
  
         
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           Ophecks
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I don't really try, so I don't really fail. I feel I could  do whatever I need to do if I wanted to. But I don't try.  That may be the biggest fuck up of all.
 
  If you see a fork in the road, take it.
 
  
         
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           Ophecks
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Or if you COME to one, rather. If you COME to a fork in the  road, take it. I fucked up. 
 
  
         
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           pomme de terre
             from obscure body in the SK System on 2004-12-30 15:56 [#01440409]
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You can't do anything right.
 
  
         
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           uzim
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hmm... sometimes everything seems to go wrong, yes. i hate it...
 
  stade 1 - (bad) surprise (what the.... *gets all white* ... oh no.... *shivers*  no..... *shivers more and more*)
 
  stade 2 - anger (fuck, this really pisses me off!! RRRRARR!!! I HAVE THE  RAGE!!!! DON'T YOU FUCKING PISS ME FUCKING OFF!!!!! KILL!!!  FUCK!!! ARRRHHHH!!!! *shivers of rage*)
 
  stade 3 - anger and despair (why can't this fucking stuff work fucking right??  damn... i hate it... fuck... T_T)
 
  stade 4 - despair [usually the last one if problem isn't  solved before]
  (it will never ever work... i give up... i wish i was  somewhere else and someone else right now... nothing matters  in the world anymore... the whole world goes wrong... i want  to die... leave me alone... *locks into room*)
 
  stade 5 - getting crazy [when just too much stuff goes  wrong]
  (HAHahahAhAHaaAaA!!!!!! weeee!!!! everything's FUCKED so  MUCH LOL!!!! let's fuck it some more!!! LOL!!!!!!  hAhHaahhahAHahahahaaaaa...  glallalzllzlzaazahhahahhahhh)
 
 
  ...i only reached stade 5 once, thanks goodness.
  but about doing things, it would be more accurate to  say that i can't seem to do anything at all sometimes...
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           tolstoyed
             from the ocean on 2004-12-30 18:07 [#01440527]
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HAHAHA, ohh, the hilarity in tragedy :D
  plaster, i don't really have any goals appart from settling  down with a nice girl, and to see aphex live as often as  possible. i find setting goals a bit silly, see :-) 
 
  
         
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           uzim
             on 2004-12-30 18:09 [#01440529]
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it's exaggerated of course, but sometimes not *that* far  from reality ^^ (i really shiver sometimes...) 
 
  
         
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