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Skink
from A cesspool in eden on 2004-10-28 16:48 [#01375452]
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I wonder if death is worht the wait or shall i induce it?
Live online suicide sound like fun to you...?
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nacmat
on 2004-10-28 16:56 [#01375457]
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the word suicide hurts me
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dopper
from Bern (Switzerland) on 2004-10-28 16:58 [#01375459]
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by law suicide is illegal. the reason for this is that 'by law' you are not in the right mind of thinking if you think this. if you are really considering this i suggest you go to your GP tomorrow and tell him. depression is very complicated and the causes are unfortunately categorized into one. i hope you will adhere to my advice and understand that you are ill.
i have read your posts before but not commented on them. but please go and see your GP as i think you really need to. he will be very helpful (hopefully) and suggest suitable treatment. for your own sake do not be shy. you will look back on this and then realise you are not thinking correctly. but please be patient with yourself and accept help from others.
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deepspace9mm
from filth on 2004-10-28 16:59 [#01375461]
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No, it fucking well doesn't. Put the thought as far out of your head as it'll go, no matter if it seems attractive or not. Please, man. I'm serious.
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Skink
from A cesspool in eden on 2004-10-28 17:08 [#01375469]
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It isn't like it really matters is it, i don't even have a face...
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nacmat
on 2004-10-28 17:12 [#01375471]
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make a track
make an ep... I ll buy it
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plaster
from splitska 10 on 2004-10-28 17:13 [#01375472]
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what happened?
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Skink
from A cesspool in eden on 2004-10-28 17:14 [#01375474]
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Money dosen't make happiness, freedom makes happiness... Freedom is what we all need...
It is also something we will never have...
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dopper
from Bern (Switzerland) on 2004-10-28 17:21 [#01375478]
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happiness is not a constant state of mind. happiness comes in periods, a 5 second orgasm, a fleeting view, meeting with friends, hearing a great song for the 1st time. please understand this.
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Skink
from A cesspool in eden on 2004-10-28 17:22 [#01375479]
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plaster
from splitska 10 on 2004-10-28 17:22 [#01375480]
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freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose!
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nacmat
on 2004-10-28 17:26 [#01375485]
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but freedom can be experienced doing the music you dream of
I say: if so strong is what you feel that you think o fsuicide, translate those feelings into a track...
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tolstoyed
from the ocean on 2004-10-28 17:26 [#01375486]
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you got money=you got freedom imo. at least that's the way i see it.
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deepspace9mm
from filth on 2004-10-28 17:29 [#01375491]
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It might not matter on the face of it whether any of us lives or dies, but it matters to the people who care about you. Which sounds like even more of a bloody stupid cliche than "things do get better eventually" when you're in a certain state of mind, but it's true.
My grandad killed himself, and the effect on the whole family was catastrophic. I won't lie, suicide must be a way out, but it's damaging and horrible to everyone you know. Don't, man. Don't.
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nacmat
on 2004-10-28 17:35 [#01375497]
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skink:
I know nothing about you, but I think people here do know you: telica, pogo, ceri...
I always heard good things of you when they spoke... so I am sure you are a nice person, and an intelligent one too
whats wrong? what makes you feel so alone?
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plaster
from splitska 10 on 2004-10-28 17:39 [#01375500]
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that's the way i deal with life problems...so far it turned out to be a very good therapy.
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tolstoyed
from the ocean on 2004-10-28 17:43 [#01375502]
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skink, you're very young..don't give up so soon. if things don't change by the time you're 30, then start worrying.
i had great time from my 20 to 25...it's all going downwards since then though. im still hoping to change things for better though.
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Skink
from A cesspool in eden on 2004-10-28 17:45 [#01375503]
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I have always felt alone...
I will always feel alone...
There are some things you are born in too... This is my fate, i was never meant to be loved, i was never meant for anything...
Mistakes were made... I exist... what is the point of existence if all you do is suffer...???
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dopper
from Bern (Switzerland) on 2004-10-28 17:49 [#01375506]
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how old are you?
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idle interloper
on 2004-10-28 17:50 [#01375511]
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Hey, you've got about as much to live for as the rest of us. just stay keep living and things are bound to get a better eventually.
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idle interloper
on 2004-10-28 17:51 [#01375512]
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Forget that "stay" Damnit.
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nacmat
on 2004-10-28 17:52 [#01375513]
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things change
and you will be loved.... but first you have to love yourself.... and not in the masturbative way
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plaster
from splitska 10 on 2004-10-28 17:53 [#01375514]
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then move from england
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Skink
from A cesspool in eden on 2004-10-28 17:55 [#01375516]
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where tooo?????
I am 20???
Wherever i go it will be the same...
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tolstoyed
from the ocean on 2004-10-28 17:56 [#01375517]
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i'd be constantly out on gigs if i'd live in uk...that would keep me well busy.
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nacmat
on 2004-10-28 17:58 [#01375519]
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in spain its sunny most of the time! come here
skink, I am going to sleep, you should too... tomorrow maybe you think life can give you somehting
but rmember... you will find love, just be patient and fight for your dreams
if you dont have dreams, try to think of what would make you happier and go for it... but dont surrender at the age of 20 cos the best part is about to come to your life.... really
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nobsmuggler
from silly mid-off on 2004-10-28 18:00 [#01375521]
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ive always been unhappy, but when i learnt that was just the way it is, i felt better in the accepetance of it
also sorry for the spelling
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Skink
from A cesspool in eden on 2004-10-28 18:05 [#01375528]
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I really wish i could show you that this is a combination rather than just one thing... It isn't just one thing...
It is my existence, my life thus far...
I wish i could explain it all to you without inviting derision and malcontenet....
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marlowe
from Antarctica on 2004-10-29 07:29 [#01375899]
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Suicide isn't illegal - attempted suicide is illegal
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scup_bucket
from bloated exploding piss pockets on 2004-10-29 07:35 [#01375902]
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I know how you feel, I've had some pretty intense depressions
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Matvey
from Kiev (Ukraine) on 2004-10-29 07:37 [#01375904]
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not illegal - just condemned
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Matvey
from Kiev (Ukraine) on 2004-10-29 07:39 [#01375906]
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no, no, no and no
what the fuck suicide sucks. Carry on mr. Skink.
look
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marlowe
from Antarctica on 2004-10-29 08:26 [#01375936]
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Maybe where you are it is legal, not here - you can be charged with attempted suicide.
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Matvey
from Kiev (Ukraine) on 2004-10-29 08:37 [#01375959]
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yes, sorry.
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tolstoyed
from the ocean on 2004-10-29 08:38 [#01375962]
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my grandfather passed away last night...you shouldn't be thinking about death..
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Skink
from A cesspool in eden on 2004-10-29 18:35 [#01376495]
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I am very sorry to hear this, i really wish that it would stop from thinking about the things i do...
No hope there, i will either sort it out or not... Depends what happens between now and then.
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ecnadniarb
on 2004-10-29 18:47 [#01376498]
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Actually suicide is illegal in the UK and you could legally be tried and held guilty at inquest for murder.
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OK
on 2004-10-30 10:00 [#01376721]
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a don't fucking threaten us do it or stop seeking attention from A INTERNET MESSAGEBOARD.
do something crazy,like robbing a bank.
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Gwely Mernans
from 23rd century entertainment (Canada) on 2004-10-30 10:24 [#01376728]
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ive been to the hospital 4 times recently on suicide attempts. my mind perceives truth in such a negative way that living life in this bound, limited, mortal, damned, unevolved organic form seems to hold no meaning.
but..
on these new meds, im becomming happy, even tho i still think this hapiness is nothing more than a blindfold to live with simplicity hiding from the absolute truth, in time i may forget these horrid thoughts all together, and live with a smile.
give medication a chance.
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qrter
from the future, and it works (Netherlands, The) on 2004-10-30 10:29 [#01376733]
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have there been actual cases of this?
that sounds insane. literally.
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qrter
from the future, and it works (Netherlands, The) on 2004-10-30 10:33 [#01376735]
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it has been suggested that clinically depressed people are the only people on the world who really see reality for what it is, in other words, "see the truth".
on the other hand, your post reads like a NIN-lyric. :P
you don't need to see "the absolute truth" to be alive, in fact, it has little to do with being alive, I think.
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Gwely Mernans
from 23rd century entertainment (Canada) on 2004-10-30 12:11 [#01376816]
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please dont say that, because ill kill myself if im really that right about it all
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nacmat
on 2004-10-30 12:15 [#01376820]
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sorry to hear that
I send my sincerest condolences to you and your family.
sorry my friend
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nobsmuggler
from silly mid-off on 2004-10-30 12:25 [#01376823]
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the only thing life you can be certain of is that you will die
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nacmat
on 2004-10-30 12:28 [#01376825]
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!?????!!!!!!!!!!
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nobsmuggler
from silly mid-off on 2004-10-30 12:34 [#01376828]
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sucks ass dont it
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isnieZot
from pooptown (Belgium) on 2004-10-30 12:48 [#01376832]
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... ik know how you feel Skink. things will work out. you're still young.
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marlowe
from Antarctica on 2004-10-30 14:34 [#01376876]
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It's all illusion - depressed people just see their version of Reality, but it's not the Concrete Objective Truth.
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Skink
from A cesspool in eden on 2004-10-30 18:19 [#01376981]
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It isn't really a threat and it isn't attention i am looking for.
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