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offline Skink from A cesspool in eden on 2004-10-28 16:48 [#01375452]
Points: 7483 Status: Lurker



I wonder if death is worht the wait or shall i induce it?

Live online suicide sound like fun to you...?


 

offline nacmat on 2004-10-28 16:56 [#01375457]
Points: 31271 Status: Lurker



the word suicide hurts me


 

offline dopper from Bern (Switzerland) on 2004-10-28 16:58 [#01375459]
Points: 436 Status: Addict



by law suicide is illegal. the reason for this is that 'by
law' you are not in the right mind of thinking if you think
this. if you are really considering this i suggest you go to
your GP tomorrow and tell him. depression is very
complicated and the causes are unfortunately categorized
into one. i hope you will adhere to my advice and understand
that you are ill.

i have read your posts before but not commented on them. but
please go and see your GP as i think you really need to. he
will be very helpful (hopefully) and suggest suitable
treatment. for your own sake do not be shy. you will look
back on this and then realise you are not thinking
correctly. but please be patient with yourself and accept
help from others.


 

offline deepspace9mm from filth on 2004-10-28 16:59 [#01375461]
Points: 6846 Status: Addict



No, it fucking well doesn't. Put the thought as far out of
your head as it'll go, no matter if it seems attractive or
not. Please, man. I'm serious.


 

offline Skink from A cesspool in eden on 2004-10-28 17:08 [#01375469]
Points: 7483 Status: Lurker



It isn't like it really matters is it, i don't even have a
face...


 

offline nacmat on 2004-10-28 17:12 [#01375471]
Points: 31271 Status: Lurker | Followup to Skink: #01375469



make a track

make an ep... I ll buy it


 

offline plaster from splitska 10 on 2004-10-28 17:13 [#01375472]
Points: 4173 Status: Regular | Followup to Skink: #01375469



what happened?


 

offline Skink from A cesspool in eden on 2004-10-28 17:14 [#01375474]
Points: 7483 Status: Lurker



Money dosen't make happiness, freedom makes happiness...
Freedom is what we all need...

It is also something we will never have...


 

offline dopper from Bern (Switzerland) on 2004-10-28 17:21 [#01375478]
Points: 436 Status: Addict



happiness is not a constant state of mind. happiness comes
in periods, a 5 second orgasm, a fleeting view, meeting with
friends, hearing a great song for the 1st time. please
understand this.


 

offline Skink from A cesspool in eden on 2004-10-28 17:22 [#01375479]
Points: 7483 Status: Lurker



...


 

offline plaster from splitska 10 on 2004-10-28 17:22 [#01375480]
Points: 4173 Status: Regular



freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose!


 

offline nacmat on 2004-10-28 17:26 [#01375485]
Points: 31271 Status: Lurker | Followup to Skink: #01375474



but freedom can be experienced doing the music you dream of

I say: if so strong is what you feel that you think o
fsuicide, translate those feelings into a track...


 

offline tolstoyed from the ocean on 2004-10-28 17:26 [#01375486]
Points: 50073 Status: Moderator



you got money=you got freedom imo. at least that's the way i
see it.


 

offline deepspace9mm from filth on 2004-10-28 17:29 [#01375491]
Points: 6846 Status: Addict



It might not matter on the face of it whether any of us
lives or dies, but it matters to the people who care about
you. Which sounds like even more of a bloody stupid cliche
than "things do get better eventually" when you're in
a certain state of mind, but it's true.

My grandad killed himself, and the effect on the whole
family was catastrophic. I won't lie, suicide must be a way
out, but it's damaging and horrible to everyone you know.
Don't, man. Don't.


 

offline nacmat on 2004-10-28 17:35 [#01375497]
Points: 31271 Status: Lurker



skink:

I know nothing about you, but I think people here do know
you: telica, pogo, ceri...

I always heard good things of you when they spoke... so I am
sure you are a nice person, and an intelligent one too

whats wrong? what makes you feel so alone?


 

offline plaster from splitska 10 on 2004-10-28 17:39 [#01375500]
Points: 4173 Status: Regular | Followup to nacmat: #01375485



that's the way i deal with life problems...so far it turned
out to be a very good therapy.


 

offline tolstoyed from the ocean on 2004-10-28 17:43 [#01375502]
Points: 50073 Status: Moderator



skink, you're very young..don't give up so soon. if things
don't change by the time you're 30, then start worrying.
i had great time from my 20 to 25...it's all going downwards
since then though. im still hoping to change things for
better though.


 

offline Skink from A cesspool in eden on 2004-10-28 17:45 [#01375503]
Points: 7483 Status: Lurker



I have always felt alone...

I will always feel alone...

There are some things you are born in too... This is my
fate, i was never meant to be loved, i was never meant for
anything...

Mistakes were made... I exist... what is the point of
existence if all you do is suffer...???



 

offline dopper from Bern (Switzerland) on 2004-10-28 17:49 [#01375506]
Points: 436 Status: Addict



how old are you?


 

offline idle interloper on 2004-10-28 17:50 [#01375511]
Points: 418 Status: Lurker



Hey, you've got about as much to live for as the rest of us.
just stay keep living and things are bound to get a better
eventually.


 

offline idle interloper on 2004-10-28 17:51 [#01375512]
Points: 418 Status: Lurker



Forget that "stay" Damnit.


 

offline nacmat on 2004-10-28 17:52 [#01375513]
Points: 31271 Status: Lurker | Followup to Skink: #01375503



things change

and you will be loved.... but first you have to love
yourself.... and not in the masturbative way


 

offline plaster from splitska 10 on 2004-10-28 17:53 [#01375514]
Points: 4173 Status: Regular



then move from england


 

offline Skink from A cesspool in eden on 2004-10-28 17:55 [#01375516]
Points: 7483 Status: Lurker



where tooo?????

I am 20???

Wherever i go it will be the same...



 

offline tolstoyed from the ocean on 2004-10-28 17:56 [#01375517]
Points: 50073 Status: Moderator



i'd be constantly out on gigs if i'd live in uk...that would
keep me well busy.


 

offline nacmat on 2004-10-28 17:58 [#01375519]
Points: 31271 Status: Lurker | Followup to Skink: #01375516



in spain its sunny most of the time! come here

skink, I am going to sleep, you should too... tomorrow maybe
you think life can give you somehting

but rmember... you will find love, just be patient and fight
for your dreams

if you dont have dreams, try to think of what would make you
happier and go for it... but dont surrender at the age of 20
cos the best part is about to come to your life.... really


 

offline nobsmuggler from silly mid-off on 2004-10-28 18:00 [#01375521]
Points: 6265 Status: Addict



ive always been unhappy, but when i learnt that was just the
way it is, i felt better in the accepetance of it

also sorry for the spelling


 

offline Skink from A cesspool in eden on 2004-10-28 18:05 [#01375528]
Points: 7483 Status: Lurker



I really wish i could show you that this is a combination
rather than just one thing... It isn't just one thing...

It is my existence, my life thus far...

I wish i could explain it all to you without inviting
derision and malcontenet....


 

offline marlowe from Antarctica on 2004-10-29 07:29 [#01375899]
Points: 24590 Status: Lurker



Suicide isn't illegal - attempted suicide is illegal


 

offline scup_bucket from bloated exploding piss pockets on 2004-10-29 07:35 [#01375902]
Points: 4540 Status: Regular | Followup to Skink: #01375528



I know how you feel, I've had some pretty intense
depressions


 

offline Matvey from Kiev (Ukraine) on 2004-10-29 07:37 [#01375904]
Points: 6851 Status: Regular | Followup to marlowe: #01375899



not illegal - just condemned


 

offline Matvey from Kiev (Ukraine) on 2004-10-29 07:39 [#01375906]
Points: 6851 Status: Regular | Followup to Skink: #01375452



no, no, no and no

what the fuck
suicide sucks. Carry on mr. Skink.

look


 

offline marlowe from Antarctica on 2004-10-29 08:26 [#01375936]
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Maybe where you are it is legal, not here - you can be
charged with attempted suicide.


 

offline Matvey from Kiev (Ukraine) on 2004-10-29 08:37 [#01375959]
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yes, sorry.


 

offline tolstoyed from the ocean on 2004-10-29 08:38 [#01375962]
Points: 50073 Status: Moderator



my grandfather passed away last night...you shouldn't be
thinking about death..


 

offline Skink from A cesspool in eden on 2004-10-29 18:35 [#01376495]
Points: 7483 Status: Lurker | Followup to tolstoyed: #01375962



I am very sorry to hear this, i really wish that it would
stop from thinking about the things i do...

No hope there, i will either sort it out or not... Depends
what happens between now and then.


 

offline ecnadniarb on 2004-10-29 18:47 [#01376498]
Points: 24805 Status: Lurker | Show recordbag



Actually suicide is illegal in the UK and you could legally
be tried and held guilty at inquest for murder.


 

offline OK on 2004-10-30 10:00 [#01376721]
Points: 4791 Status: Lurker



a don't fucking threaten us do it or stop seeking attention
from A INTERNET MESSAGEBOARD.

do something crazy,like robbing a bank.


 

offline Gwely Mernans from 23rd century entertainment (Canada) on 2004-10-30 10:24 [#01376728]
Points: 9856 Status: Lurker



ive been to the hospital 4 times recently on suicide
attempts. my mind perceives truth in such a negative way
that living life in this bound, limited, mortal, damned,
unevolved organic form seems to hold no meaning.

but..

on these new meds, im becomming happy, even tho i still
think this hapiness is nothing more than a blindfold to live
with simplicity hiding from the absolute truth, in time i
may forget these horrid thoughts all together, and live with
a smile.

give medication a chance.


 

offline qrter from the future, and it works (Netherlands, The) on 2004-10-30 10:29 [#01376733]
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have there been actual cases of this?

that sounds insane. literally.


 

offline qrter from the future, and it works (Netherlands, The) on 2004-10-30 10:33 [#01376735]
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it has been suggested that clinically depressed people are
the only people on the world who really see reality for what
it is, in other words, "see the truth".

on the other hand, your post reads like a NIN-lyric. :P

you don't need to see "the absolute truth" to be alive, in
fact, it has little to do with being alive, I think.


 

offline Gwely Mernans from 23rd century entertainment (Canada) on 2004-10-30 12:11 [#01376816]
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please dont say that, because ill kill myself if im really
that right about it all


 

offline nacmat on 2004-10-30 12:15 [#01376820]
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sorry to hear that

I send my sincerest condolences to you and your family.

sorry my friend


 

offline nobsmuggler from silly mid-off on 2004-10-30 12:25 [#01376823]
Points: 6265 Status: Addict



the only thing life you can be certain of is that you will
die



 

offline nacmat on 2004-10-30 12:28 [#01376825]
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NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!?????!!!!!!!!!!


 

offline nobsmuggler from silly mid-off on 2004-10-30 12:34 [#01376828]
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sucks ass dont it


 

offline isnieZot from pooptown (Belgium) on 2004-10-30 12:48 [#01376832]
Points: 4949 Status: Lurker



... ik know how you feel Skink. things will work out.
you're still young.



 

offline marlowe from Antarctica on 2004-10-30 14:34 [#01376876]
Points: 24590 Status: Lurker



It's all illusion - depressed people just see their version
of Reality, but it's not the Concrete Objective Truth.


 

offline Skink from A cesspool in eden on 2004-10-30 18:19 [#01376981]
Points: 7483 Status: Lurker | Followup to OK: #01376721



It isn't really a threat and it isn't attention i am looking
for.



 


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