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           scup_bucket
             from bloated exploding piss pockets on 2004-10-01 18:57 [#01350485]
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 sorry that was an understatement...I crave death.  thank  you for your attention, bye. 
 
  
         
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           DeadEight
             from vancouver (Canada) on 2004-10-01 18:58 [#01350486]
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           JivverDicker
             from my house on 2004-10-01 18:59 [#01350487]
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Did you watch that documentary on synesthesia?
 
  
         
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           scup_bucket
             from bloated exploding piss pockets on 2004-10-01 19:00 [#01350489]
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no i didn't, should i?  
 
  
         
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           scup_bucket
             from bloated exploding piss pockets on 2004-10-01 19:01 [#01350491]
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i hate to seek attention like this...I just need to be  distracted right now, I feel so numb 
 
  
         
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           zaphod
             from the metaverse on 2004-10-01 19:04 [#01350493]
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well, i just stepped outside to take out the garbage and saw  my neighbor, who waved, and stepped forward onto a  fucking skunk. my man got sprayed. 
 
  
         
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           scup_bucket
             from bloated exploding piss pockets on 2004-10-01 19:07 [#01350496]
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o mannnn,
  i just refreshed the screen about 17 times
 
  
         
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           scup_bucket
             from bloated exploding piss pockets on 2004-10-01 19:10 [#01350497]
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i think i'm more than manic depressive, this is strange, and  quite horrible. 
 
  
         
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           scup_bucket
             from bloated exploding piss pockets on 2004-10-01 19:21 [#01350505]
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*refresh refresh refresh*
 
  
         
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           horsefactory
             from 💠 (United Kingdom) on 2004-10-01 19:24 [#01350509]
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How do you feel?
 
  
         
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           Sido Dyas
             from a computer on 2004-10-01 19:32 [#01350512]
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I got the cure my nigga! 
  distraction
 
  
         
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           dog_belch
             from Netherlands, The on 2004-10-01 19:32 [#01350513]
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I just went to a bar on my own and nearly cried. Sadness is  a loyal mistress. 
 
  
         
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           Sido Dyas
             from a computer on 2004-10-01 19:41 [#01350516]
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Jebus! that is really depresing.  Why would you do such a horrible thing ?
  I was waiting for a friend at a bar last week and he was  like 40 mins late. I felt like killing myself when i sat  there all alone with a beer haha! Instead i killed my  friend. He visits me in my dreams now. I have 10 cats. Mom  can i suck your tit ? 
 
  
         
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           dog_belch
             from Netherlands, The on 2004-10-01 19:55 [#01350521]
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God it is depressing, sorry, I didn't want to bring the  board down.  
 
  
         
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           jenf
             from Toronto (Canada) on 2004-10-01 21:49 [#01350544]
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Maybe it's just mood swings?  Don't overanalyze and label  the situation to make yourself look completely victimized  and helpless..  I know where you've been, and it's no fun -  but continually thinking about depression in this recursive  loop is not going to make things any better, right?  Anyway,  point is that if you are seriously experiencing manic  depression (or think you are), go see the doctor and find  some solution you could try out.  If you're just sad, don't  let it get out of hand and basically bring down everything  around you. My two cents... 
 
  
         
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           weatheredstoner
             from same shit babes. (United States) on 2004-10-02 00:24 [#01350567]
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I've honestly thought about going to the bars alone. I dont  think it'll be that bad, aside from the fact that I'll end  up totally drunk. I'll try it sometime. I know when to stop  though, its all about self control. 
 
  
         
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           warh0l
             from <----- on 2004-10-02 01:01 [#01350578]
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i love to merely strike conversation with random people. it  tends to cure my tendancies... when you need to talk,  sometimes the best place to do it is with a complete  stranger.
 
  i t amazed me how much it actually relelieved me.
 
 
  
         
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           Anus_Presley
             on 2004-10-02 05:22 [#01350665]
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make yourrself busy. that's what i'm doing. making myself  busy. 
  i even got a prroperr job forr heck sake, yep, a job. i  starrt on monday. thank you.    
 
  
         
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           clint
             from Silencio... (United Kingdom) on 2004-10-02 05:33 [#01350666]
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That's true. Kinda an escape... talking to someone who knows  nothing about you or what you are like inside. LIBERATING in  a way. Wooo I'm sad. 
 
  
         
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           Anus_Presley
             on 2004-10-02 05:42 [#01350669]
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I'd like to sharre my feelings with Ant and Dec
 
  
         
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           pOgO
             from behind your belly button fluff on 2004-10-02 06:15 [#01350689]
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yeah I'm feeling a little blue today too
  I think it has something with the amout of alcohol I  consumed last night, and waking marlowe up at 4am for a chat  =o\ 
 
  
         
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           idle interloper
             on 2004-10-02 16:24 [#01351012]
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I agree. Sometimes it's tricky to strike up a conversation  or even say "hello" to a complete stranger, but when they do  reply and aknowledge your existence it can warm a tired and  cold heart (your own). 
 
  
         
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           marlowe
             from Antarctica on 2004-10-02 16:28 [#01351018]
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Death Does Not Betray You, When It Comes To Take You Home.
 
  
         
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           marlowe
             from Antarctica on 2004-10-02 16:29 [#01351019]
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Awww emma don't feel bad about that, really! :( *hug hug*
 
  
         
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           idle interloper
             on 2004-10-02 16:30 [#01351022]
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What, is that a title of a book or something?
 
  
         
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           marlowe
             from Antarctica on 2004-10-02 16:37 [#01351030]
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first two lines of a poem I wrote earlier in the year.
 
  
         
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           ecnadniarb
             on 2004-10-02 16:40 [#01351035]
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Why do good people always feel sad and lonely, and cunts  like me never do?  The world is a fucked up place I tell  you. Unless once you get happy you turn into a cunt?  but  that wouldn't explain why nobsmuggler is a major cunt,  because he never seems particularly happy.  Such are the  mysteries of life. 
 
  
         
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           Anus_Presley
             on 2004-10-03 02:08 [#01351345]
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Quite a bit of the time people do turrn into cunts when they  get happy.  
 
  
         
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           Anus_Presley
             on 2004-10-03 02:11 [#01351348]
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I feel blue at the moment. It's not actually a feeling of  blueness, it's morre lonely. Even when people arre arround  me I feel lonely and it makes no sense at all.  
 
  
         
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           Taxidermist
             from Black Grass on 2004-10-03 02:29 [#01351349]
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I think its funny that people will go around demanding  attention, and due to those magic "warning signs" that  popped up in the 80's, everyone who craved attention got it  by threatening everything but suicide. It managed to  accomplish nothing other than discrediting a bunch of people  that were seriously considering suicide.
 
  My advice would be to try to find attention somewhere else,  and leaving the round about suicide threats to people who  are seriously considering suicide, so they can be lead to  the resources that they need for the help that they truly  need. 
 
  Of course, if you are a serious suicide risk, you should  make a point of immediately going out and finding a  meaningfull means of distraction untill the depression is  over. That is what I usually do. 
 
  
         
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           jenf
             from Toronto (Canada) on 2004-10-03 09:41 [#01351496]
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drink lots of coffee ... uppers always get you going!
 
  
         
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           hedphukkerr
             from mathbotton (United States) on 2004-10-03 10:34 [#01351546]
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im blue too, and tired. i need to brush my teeth, blech....
 
  
         
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           thecurbcreeper
             from United States on 2005-01-04 23:54 [#01445799]
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I'd like to bump this thread and say that I also am feeling  blue.
 
  I even started a new topic called The Official Xltronic  Depression Thread, typed up past the limit (had about one or  two full posts to go) then decided not to start the topic at  all.
 
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           DeadEight
             from vancouver (Canada) on 2005-01-05 00:14 [#01445801]
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...little did they know... it would be the thread that broke  the internet! 
 
  
         
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           bogala
             from NYC (United States) on 2005-01-05 00:41 [#01445814]
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Are you hearing voices? Kip Kinkle heard voices
  Kinkle
 
  
         
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           recycle
             from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2005-01-05 11:35 [#01446306]
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I DONT CARE IF you THINK ITS FUNNY,
 
  
         
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           virginpusher
             from County Clare on 2005-01-05 11:38 [#01446310]
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Itll be ok! 
  panda love <3
 
  
         
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           rarndaraki
             from from from from (United States) on 2005-01-05 11:54 [#01446340]
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you're gonna be okay.  us humans can handel a considerable  amount of shit, we can be beaten into sheer pyschosis and  fight our way through it.  take my word on it.  best thing  to do when you feel defeated and empty, is open up to  somebody.  despite what you tell yourself, you're not and  will never be alone. 
 
  
         
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           denniscpearce
             from Canada on 2005-01-05 11:59 [#01446350]
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scup_bucket: do you ever spell bucket "buchet" and also do  you like to paint your face?
  there is a man, a myth, a mystery.
 
  
         
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           hobbes
             from age on 2005-01-05 11:59 [#01446352]
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<3<3<3
 
  
         
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           thecurbcreeper
             from United States on 2005-01-05 19:11 [#01447024]
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