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The past week I've been in a continual heightened emotional state and I'm utterrly exhausted. I can't put it into worrds verry easily at all. I've been so sad (not deprressed, sad) that it's been painful and at the same time I've not been hateful one bit, no angerr. And the feeling of love has neverr pulled so harrd in my chest beforre I don't think. Sorrrry to sound arrtsy-farrtsy but like I said, it's difficult to descrribe. I need it to stop though. |
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Prozac should do the trick. |
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I'm calm and happy. But my back hurts. It has been like that for five days now. Not like I need painkillers, but still... |
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Is there a woman involved in this tumultuous eddying of the soul? |
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How's the weather been in your area? |
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I hate the idea of Prozac, most of us can agrree it's used too often and although I'm not going to go and get prroscribed some, I can see how in cases like this it would be helpful to help you get back on trrack. |
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Yeah me too, oh no wait I'm psychotic. |
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i know you are posting to vent, let it all out brother, but i really do not want to add anything to that except for, you will get over her shortly, hookers help ease the pain. drugs to, if really cant cope. |
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No oddly. Today it's dull and wet and I brrought my brreakfast up. I can't eat. |
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Would it help if I called you "Gaynus Wesley"? (it means you are gay with Wesley Snipes) |
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Maybe you got fake bulimia |
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try to eat something. |
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You should've watched What About Bob? yesterday... cheered me up no end, espeically after not seeing it for so long. |
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planes trains and automobles always cheers me up. that movie is a god damn laugh fest. |
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music works to. :) |
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All I have to say is THANK GOD I'm back to worrk tonight, I need to get my mind off myself. Also today I enrrolled at the local Tech College to do Deaf Awarreness which will lead on, in Nov, to sign language. This grounding has given me about 2 hourrs of peace in my chest and yet it means the closing of one chapterr which is always prretty unsettling even if this chapterr is fucking shit. |
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totally fucked up. *sound of chair scraping backwards* |
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respite, ahh. |
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:) |
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Last night, I was thinking about taking a sign language course. Admittedly, it was entirely motivated by seeing Ken Stott's fit deaf missus in Messiah, but still. Contrary to your suggestion that Prozac is used too often, I think it should be used even more. It's great stuff :D Lots os miserable people out there who could benefit a lot from it. |
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Hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha WHAT THE FUCK do you think gave me that final kick starrt into signing up... Ken Stott's fit deaf missus in Messiah!!! That's the honest trruth. But I've wanted to forr a while. |
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We rock! |
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And I don't know about you but the last perrson I thought would be the killerr was that young doctorr. |
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It's also just occured to me where I've seen her before, she was a regular in season 3 of 24. Playing a deaf woman - a good way to hide the fact you're American! |
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Season 2, rather. |
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i know perfectly well what you mean...it can help a bit if you start listening to happier music. it's silly i know, but it helped me...im begining to feel a bit less sad...it can take quite some time though...and it's not like im happy yet or something, but im working on it :) i hope you change things around... |
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I twigged that it was the doctor before it was revealed, but I think that was only because all the other likely candidates were dead. It was certainly some time before the syringe in the pocket incident. I figured that Kate's arrest was just a sham though. My first suspect was Kate's father because he was a builder and there was building work going on at the hospital. In retrospect it was an obvious red herring though, |
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I've neverr seen 24, I'm hoping to lend them off my mate he's a big fan. Although in the latest season Elisha Cuthbert spends to much time behind a desk, he said. |
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Thanks tolstoyed, same forr you. And the happy music thing, although I've always said it makes me morre sad in the past, may just be the ticket this time forr some rreason I can't rreally descrribe. Btw, I'm feeling prretty down to earrth sat herre now talking to you guys. I'm glad none of the idiots arre online. |
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I didn't get a chance to build up a clearr picturre of events because I taped it and watched it when I could get time, but herr fatherr and motherr I thought might be in it togetherr. |
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i know exactly how you feel anus. i'm usually pretty emotionally stable, but sometime i get kinda mixed up, and things that usually wouldn't get to me do. like sad movies acually make me cry and shit. i think it's just a natural flux in the way people's emotions go. hormones, the weather, phases of the moon, whatever... i think it just happens that way. maybe get out into nature and take a walk (try not to get lost though ;)), or hang out with friends. i don't know how you handle things, but usually drinking heavilly isn't a good idea for me when i get like this. i usually end up making a fool out of myself and having one more thing to be embarassed about. |
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I can't stand Elisha Cuthbert in 24, she's too prissy and irritating. Luckily, it doesn't seem that she's been asked back for next season. I think she'll be good in other things though. Katie Holmes would have made a fantastic Kim Bauer. |
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I wanted to lick chicken paste from her pert breasts. |
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Shit, that was the one thing about that show I was looking forrwarrd to. |
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That Messiah show was pretty damn cool. I liked it. |
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I've been going out on my bike NOT getting lost :@ Naturre does help, it puts things into some kind of perrspective. I've also been trrying to do stuff, like go down town simply to see the prrice of 1 CD and varrious time wasting activities. I also find watching familiarr things helps even of they arre shit. |
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keeping a journal of what's going on in your head helps a lot too sometimes. when i get kinda mixed up in my head, writing things down allows me to put my internal feelings into perspective. sometimes it's hard to step back and actually realize what's going on, especially when you're not thinking clearly anyway. do you have anyone close to you that you can speak completely candidly with? that's important. like, someone you would feel comfortable breaking down in front of? i don't anymore... but, when i did it took a weight off my shoulders like you wouldn't believe. |
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Hey man that sounds like a fucking grreat idea, wrriting stuff down on paperr! (Not cocky) When it's in yourr head it's impossible to be object. Thanks forr that tip I'll trry it. On the subject of people I can brreak down in frront of... well that one perrson moved to London. I'm rreally missing him. |
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hey, you are not terminally ill. You're young. Enjoy yourself. |
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I'm off to worrk now, thanks verry much forr yourr rreplies. I'm feeling much betterr as it happens. |
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i am your biggest fan |
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''The feeling of love''? What do you mean here, specifically? Does Anus Wanus have a crushy wushy? I didn't think you were the type, I'm not. |
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i like to take my aggression out on small animals, preferrably moniod posts. |
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Well, you can look forward to Michelle Forbes in season 2 now that you know she's in it. |
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Keep a blog! :D |
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NO ! |
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No, I'm not talking crrushy wushy, I mean love of all kinds. Love forr parrents and frriends and pets and possibly yourr woman, but morre imporrtantly in this case theirr love forr you. That's what's been tearring at me. Sorrrry to bump this topic. |
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Anus_Presley = Good down to earth bloke. BAM! |
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