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first of all, an apology to phobiazero and all the other mods for my spontanious decision to ban myself. in fact, if your feeling nice enough to unban the teapot name that might be nice, but whatever :) anyway, i feel like i owe you all an explanation, so here it is... so, i had this little downward spiral thing happening so to speak... probably built up over a good year or so, but i spent most of the time in denial over what was going on around me. i started uni at the beginning of the year and things were going really well, yet i was becoming increasingly busy with my work. my relationship with alyssa was really starting to sour from my point of view, and although she was in love with me, i dont think i could say the feeling was mutual, which made things even worse when she tried to make the relationship even more serious. so i became increasingly more and more depressed with my situation, yet fealt unable to leave alyssa due to the fact that had no friends and nowhere to go. but of course i couldnt dodge what would inevitably happen. so when i did break up with her, breaking her heart seemed to also break mine and i became extremely depressed. im not exactly sure what was going on in my head, but the worst moment was most likely when i found myself standing on the edge of a cliff on the ocean 200 miles away from my house at 4am in the morning, and half hearted moments of about to crash my car into a tree at 80 miles an hour. anyway. since then things have become infinately better for me, im moving into a house with some friends this coming tuesday, my band maudlin has had some huge success in the 2 months that we've been together, and are already lined up for a national tour and a label release (not guarenteed just yet however) im with a girl, im in love etc etc, things couldnt be better. :) |
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thats awful. but very good of you not to take the easy way out. im very glad for you it all went okay in the end. :) |
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here are 2 recordings from a maudlin rehersal if your interested... often times and optimistic written by james alexander, stephanie lees and noah wilson. vocals : stephanie lees piano/programming : james alexander double bass/cello : briony lutrell keys : noah wilson drums : jack hicks trumpet : liam griffin |
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cheers bro :) |
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good to hear you're back with the living, so to speak. : ) |
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welcome back! |
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listening to optimistic. nice downtempo ness. it deserves better recording equipment |
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we're going into the studio on wednesday to record it... that was just recorded with a room mic. we've recorded one song already using the studios at uni... i presume you've heard it tho?? if you havent |
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no, i never heard anything besides that one. downloading. |
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I am happy that you are in "a beautiful place" now! Life can be tricky sometimes! |
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Welcome back, James! |
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nice to hear that life is better for you again keep it going and do not make the same mistakes again ;) |
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Glad life is back on track for you mister. The CHURCH OF THE XLTWEB welcomes you back with open arms. |
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I find your happy life depressing |
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: ) |
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real nice to see you back...nice to see you sorted out things too. downloading music... :) |
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every day wake up and look in the mirror and say........ "i am a winner" |
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