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offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-06-18 11:12 [#01246059]
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N.B. this is by far not an attention seeking thread
(although some people will probably swear blind that it
is!).

i would like to take the opportunity to apologize for any
comments or behavior i have exhibited that have offended,
upset, or pissed off any member of xltronic.

i realise that i can have a habit of saying the wrong thing
a lot of the time, or not elaborating on my comments enough
to give a proper emotive response, and therefore I
unintentionally piss someone off. Hobbes seems to be a
frequent recipient of my misconstrued "gobshiteness", but
i'm sure that he/she is not the only person i have pissed
of.

therefore, please read my text:

i am sorry everyone.

the reason for this public apology? i dunno. today i just
feel kinda defeated (for want of a better word). i just feel
like i'm an aggravating little fucker who just amuses people
sometimes with my stupidity and zealot-ness, or pisses
people off with my condescending and sometimes patronizing
comments (usually to do with computers or something)


 

offline deepspace9mm from filth on 2004-06-18 11:15 [#01246063]
Points: 6846 Status: Addict



Such sarcasm! I say we lynch this lil' bugger.


 

offline giginger from Milky Beans (United Kingdom) on 2004-06-18 11:16 [#01246064]
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Look what happened to the last person......


 

offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-06-18 11:16 [#01246065]
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and there proves my theory :(


 

offline deepspace9mm from filth on 2004-06-18 11:16 [#01246066]
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Naw, only pulling yer leg. I bear you no ill will oscillik.
If you ever get uppity about technical matters I usually
don't care anyway. You seem like an alright guy.


 

offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-06-18 11:18 [#01246067]
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thanks :)

good to hear that you don't care when i get arsy :)


 

offline dequalsrxt from Los Angeles (United States) on 2004-06-18 11:18 [#01246068]
Points: 468 Status: Regular



no apologies necessary oscillik...we are all condescending
assholes from time to time. don't worry about it.

hang in there, bro! weekend is upon us!

i want you to get up from your computer, get up and walk
over to your window. open up your window and yell, "i'm mad
as hell, and i'm not gonna take it anymore!" let everybody
hear you!

get up! do it now.


 

offline Doomed Puppy from on and off and on and off and on 2004-06-18 11:19 [#01246070]
Points: 1818 Status: Addict



You should stop using the phrase "that's the bomb" and the
acronym "L.O.L.". Also the bomb picture. Here's an emoticon
:)


 

offline virginpusher from County Clare on 2004-06-18 11:21 [#01246072]
Points: 27325 Status: Lurker



i am a condescending asshole!!!

:D


 

offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-06-18 11:21 [#01246073]
Points: 7746 Status: Regular



dequalsrxy

yeh, i can sleep until 2pm for two days! :)
i would do that, but i'd get lynched :(

Doomed Puppy

i say "that's the bomb" a lot, because that's what i say in
real life when i'm trying to exclaim my approval for
something. i shall try to diversify my vocabulary a bit more
though - maybe then i can appear comical, or something.


 

offline Doomed Puppy from on and off and on and off and on 2004-06-18 11:25 [#01246077]
Points: 1818 Status: Addict | Followup to oscillik: #01246073



Don't mind me guy. Relax. In the bottom of things the only
thing people learn on the internet is to stop caring what
others say about them.


 

offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-06-18 11:26 [#01246081]
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i guess you're right, but i dunno.

i just don't like people hating me........i had enough of
that through school and such.

damn, i'm sounding like an angst riddled teen


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2004-06-18 11:27 [#01246083]
Points: 23472 Status: Lurker



it comes down to this: therre arre some rright fucks on this
message boarrd, you'rre not one of them. i snapped at you
today forr a comment that otherrwise wouldn't have botherred
me in the least. you'rre being a little bit harrd on
yourrself, oscillik.


 

offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-06-18 11:29 [#01246086]
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i know that there are some fucks on here, but i kinda feel
like one.

it's not just on the mb that i seem to piss people off
either. i constantly seem to get the evil eye at work,
although as far as i'm aware i haven't done anything to
warrant that kind of treatment.

i'm guessing i just have that kind of air about me, you
know?

the air that stinks of a substance that fills people with
rage, kinda like that virus thing in 28 Days Later or
something


 

offline horsefactory from 💠 (United Kingdom) on 2004-06-18 11:32 [#01246093]
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Doomed Puppy is right... take everything here with a pinch
of salt at the very least. No one here has any real beef
with you and you definitely have no need to apologise like
this. At the end of the day it's all words on a screen and
it's a real shame for anyone to let themselves be negatively
affected by it. We all come here out of choice so just take
it easy and have fun.


 

offline horsefactory from 💠 (United Kingdom) on 2004-06-18 11:34 [#01246096]
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I'm sure that's nothing but a self fulfilling prophecy. If
you think people feel that way about you then you will
believe it.


 

offline giginger from Milky Beans (United Kingdom) on 2004-06-18 11:35 [#01246098]
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Internet = Faceless unless you meet up with someone.

You'd only meet up with someone you get on with so why care?
Seriously. Just say what you want and get on with it.


 

offline Jazembo from The Earth ball on 2004-06-18 11:35 [#01246099]
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what ever happened to promo? I miss his music, I tried to
track him down but his site is gone and he never did give
out an email address. Any body still in touch with him?


 

offline DeadEight from vancouver (Canada) on 2004-06-18 11:37 [#01246102]
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haven't you heard? the "evil eye" is the new "welcoming eye"
in all the cool circles... i think it was the product of a
mass chain reaction that started with Zoolander...


 

offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-06-18 11:37 [#01246103]
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thanks man :)

i've rarely seen you make a comment that doesn't have some
kind of comical content (unless this one you just made
really has gone RIGHT over the top of me!) and i appreciate
that :)

i don't not enjoy coming on here, it's pretty much my
home on the net. it's just you know, i know i've made a prat
of myself on here quite a lot, and i seem to piss people off
quite a bit too.

i really like this community, which is why i'd rather be one
of the good guys than one of the guys that ends up getting
on everyone's nerves


 

offline epohs from )C: on 2004-06-18 11:37 [#01246105]
Points: 17620 Status: Lurker



you need thicker skin.

*nbsp;

 

mmmmmm.. thick skin... *droolS*


 

offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-06-18 11:37 [#01246108]
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i haven't seen that film yet, i've gotta go rent it out ASAP
:)


 

offline deepspace9mm from filth on 2004-06-18 11:40 [#01246113]
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I think he posts more on watmm now since all those
shenanigans went on. But then again, watmm = down.

To be perfectly honest, i don't miss promo.


 

offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-06-18 11:40 [#01246114]
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yeh i guess i do, but i've always had thin skin.........i'm
a stick anyways!

i guess it all kinda stems from school, and just wanting to
be accepted somewhere.

wherever i've lived, even in my hometown, i've never ever
been accepted. i've always been regarded as an outsider or
something, so i've always been an easy target for abuse and
such. but over the years i kinda thought that maybe it is
just me being annoying or something....

i dunno........

i don't mean to be using xlt as a free psycho therapy or
something!

i only wanted to apologize :(


 

offline Doomed Puppy from on and off and on and off and on 2004-06-18 11:43 [#01246117]
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I guess these are lonely times. People want closure and I
guess messageboards is a pretty safe way to get it. People
want to be accepted but forums tend to become a digital
projection of society. Sometimes people try too hard and
make asses of themselves. It is hard to feel part of a
community that already has a tight core of old members who
know each other etc. Many times you feel like a simpleton or
an idiot. The only thing to do is make the best of the whole
situation. Ofcourse there's the whole written/speech
obstacle. One just has to take everything less seriously.
Ofcourse for neurotic people like me or as it seems oscillik
that's a very hard thing to do.


 

offline Jazembo from The Earth ball on 2004-06-18 11:43 [#01246118]
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I wouldn't worry too much about winding people up, as far as
I can tell 90% of the conversation around here is either
piss taking or random bullshit, same as any forum or
messageboard.

People joke, get insulted and make up. Its what you do with
the other 10% that counts. You make and share exceedingly
good music oscillik, and for that I thank you.


 

offline DeadEight from vancouver (Canada) on 2004-06-18 11:46 [#01246123]
Points: 5437 Status: Regular



just imagine what they are saying about you behind your back
in their private chatrooms!!! :D


 

offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-06-18 11:47 [#01246126]
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woah, thank you :)

someone who likes my stuff! yay

i know that a lot of the posts here are pisstakes and stuff,
but i just seem to get on people's nerves.

or maybe, as people have said.......i'm taking things too
seriously


 

offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-06-18 11:48 [#01246128]
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god no

people would be making clever intelligent insults compiled
on the personal knowledge they have accrued from my posts on
here!


 

offline epohs from )C: on 2004-06-18 11:49 [#01246130]
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i'd say 99% of the time everything, even insults on here are
jokes. (except what i say to qrter..... oooohhhh.. i can't
stand that guy!!!.. *snaps out of it* oh yeah!)

just play it off, don't let it get to you, and everything
will be just fine. if you let it get you wriled up.. well,
people are like sharks when they smell blood they swarm.


 

offline JAroen from the pineal gland on 2004-06-18 11:49 [#01246132]
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I wont post these again!


 

offline dequalsrxt from Los Angeles (United States) on 2004-06-18 11:51 [#01246136]
Points: 468 Status: Regular



jaroen is a kinky little fucker isn't he


 

offline Jazembo from The Earth ball on 2004-06-18 11:52 [#01246137]
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thanks, i'll have to go a hunting there for him.


 

offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-06-18 11:52 [#01246138]
Points: 7746 Status: Regular



epohs

usually i do just let it pass, but today i'm feeling quite
low.
my past is catching up to me. i've had a bad month (as i've
publicly stated) and things at work are kinda troublesome
lately. it's times like this that i question my worth. i'm
just feeling susceptible at the mo

thanks :)

JAroen

you just made my physically LAUGH OUT LOUD

thanks mate :D


 

offline Doomed Puppy from on and off and on and off and on 2004-06-18 11:56 [#01246146]
Points: 1818 Status: Addict



I wanna heal
I wanna feel
What I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I felt so long
Erase all the pain till its gone
I wanna heal
I wanna feel
Like Im close to something real
I want to find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong


 

offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-06-18 11:58 [#01246150]
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i just want something i can never have

(just had to post the NIN angsty lyric, it's obligatory)


 

offline dequalsrxt from Los Angeles (United States) on 2004-06-18 12:18 [#01246194]
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LOL now THAT is funny

i haven't listened to that song in ages...i saw NIN in 92 or
so and when they played that song everyone held up their
lighters



 

offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-06-18 12:20 [#01246198]
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you saw NIN live?
i'm jealous!

yeh, Something I Can Never Have always gets the lighters up

i've never understood why people hold their lighters at
certain songs


 

offline Ophecks from Nova Scotia (Canada) on 2004-06-18 12:21 [#01246200]
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Most worthless apology topic ever. It's like me apologizing
for beating you up. I have never beaten any of you up.


 

offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-06-18 12:22 [#01246203]
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ah but i have at least pissed one person off quite
badly

that would be hobbes


 

offline dequalsrxt from Los Angeles (United States) on 2004-06-18 12:22 [#01246204]
Points: 468 Status: Regular



denver, 1992, at the gothic theater. (yeah, it's really
called that.)

if any of you were there, i was the one who dove off the
stage during "sin".


 

offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-06-18 12:24 [#01246207]
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Sin is my fav+ track from PHM


 

offline dequalsrxt from Los Angeles (United States) on 2004-06-18 12:25 [#01246209]
Points: 468 Status: Regular



me too. hence the dive.


 

offline SValx from United Kingdom on 2004-06-18 15:14 [#01246492]
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Come on now. Don't be silly! You're not offensive at all.
Some people jus need to learn how to take a bit of stick now
and then. No need to worry about it!


 

offline ecnadniarb on 2004-06-18 15:16 [#01246495]
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Apology refused. This means war.


 

offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-06-18 15:18 [#01246501]
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ahh i see you're in cheshire.

lets hope that you don't have the misfortune of meeting me
in person. you may change your point of view!

people at work seem to think i'm an annoying little gobshite


 

offline SValx from United Kingdom on 2004-06-18 15:20 [#01246505]
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Why where do you live? Near by? I'm sure you're not at all!


 

offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-06-18 15:20 [#01246506]
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i'm in Widnes (unfortunately)

lol


 

offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-06-18 15:21 [#01246508]
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oh damn, i'm meant to be cutting back on using that three
lettered abbreviation


 

offline SValx from United Kingdom on 2004-06-18 15:23 [#01246511]
Points: 2586 Status: Regular



oh niiice:) Widnes is alright! Well check us out-the North
West crew.


 


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