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offline Salma Hayek on 2004-05-18 14:50 [#01194282]
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It is so interesting that such a big number of IDM fans are
depressed or on drugs or both..

Or so it seems from neetta's thread....

Somehow it's very appropriate... I am not sure why I think
that...



 

offline virginpusher from County Clare on 2004-05-18 14:51 [#01194286]
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I drink quite often. Thats about it. Havent seen you in a
bit.

Welcome back!


 

offline oscillik from the fires of orc on 2004-05-18 14:52 [#01194287]
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i'm not depressed or on drugs

i used to be depressed, but i haven't been depressed for
nearly three years now


 

offline Salma Hayek on 2004-05-18 14:52 [#01194288]
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thanks! i always visit,,, just rarely post anymore):


 

offline epohs from )C: on 2004-05-18 14:54 [#01194294]
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i usually get drunk and kill myself three... maybe four
times a day.

it's truly invigorating!


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2004-05-18 14:54 [#01194296]
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its not just IDM

its people in general.



 

offline sons of august from the sacred cycles on 2004-05-18 14:54 [#01194299]
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perhaps theyre just more honest and open


 

offline virginpusher from County Clare on 2004-05-18 14:55 [#01194300]
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I demand you post more!


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2004-05-18 14:56 [#01194305]
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e-angst.


 

offline Salma Hayek on 2004-05-18 14:56 [#01194306]
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I don't know, would you get so many replies saying "I'm/I
used to be depressed or I have such and such" in a Justin
timberlake msg board..

maybe maybe...



 

offline epohs from )C: on 2004-05-18 14:57 [#01194308]
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maybe it's the beeps & clicks that cause it


 

offline Salma Hayek on 2004-05-18 14:58 [#01194309]
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yeah maybe the timberlake fans just are far more
secretive...

in that case it's interesting that IDM fans are so open
about how fucked-up they are):


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2004-05-18 14:59 [#01194311]
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id be fucking depressed if I hung out on a justin timberlake
mb.


 

offline Fuckwagon from Dallas (United States) on 2004-05-18 15:00 [#01194314]
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I love you


 

offline Salma Hayek on 2004-05-18 15:02 [#01194319]
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Therefore IDM fans are prone to depression..

yay!


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2004-05-18 15:03 [#01194323]
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no. i mean- oh shut it you :-P


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2004-05-18 15:19 [#01194352]
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Somehow I think I should be posting in this
thread......well....


 

offline Salma Hayek on 2004-05-18 15:24 [#01194361]
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sorry i am not up to date with Monoid developments and the
thread bearing your name confuses me..


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2004-05-18 15:28 [#01194376]
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Salma you hot little chick what happened, no pics :(


 

offline Salma Hayek on 2004-05-18 15:29 [#01194379]
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wow! i am famous):


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2004-05-18 15:32 [#01194381]
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yeah man, that's what happens when you starr in some big
hollywood films.


 

offline tolstoyed from the ocean on 2004-05-18 16:08 [#01194441]
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maybe it's music we listen to, that makes us depressed and
use drugs...


 

offline Salma Hayek on 2004-05-18 16:25 [#01194482]
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maybe maybe...

although i was thinking it was the other way around. ie.
screwed up people like IDM instead of IDM screws people up.


 

offline tolstoyed from the ocean on 2004-05-18 16:27 [#01194487]
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idm=depressing music and that's a fact. not that's a bad
thing. i don't know...


 

offline Ceri JC from Jefferson City (United States) on 2004-05-18 16:31 [#01194493]
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The only drug I take with any sort of regularity is alcohol.
I keep even that in comparative moderation these days though
(I drink strong stuff- just not very often). I'm certainly
not depressed. I was in my late teens, but I think most
people are. I grew out of it and taught myself to be happy.


 

offline Salma Hayek on 2004-05-18 16:36 [#01194500]
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i was mostly refering to medicine type drugs...you know as
in the anti-depressant thread... but other stuff is valid
too!

also most people aren't depressed......only some people get
depression...
being sad for some period of time is not an illness...

but anyway...

Pen Expers= genius


 

offline Ophecks from Nova Scotia (Canada) on 2004-05-18 16:38 [#01194504]
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Weirdos gravitate toward ''weird'' music. If we were popular
and good looking, we wouldn't have time to look into all
this bizarre noise.


 

offline virginpusher from County Clare on 2004-05-18 16:39 [#01194505]
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what ever happened to Pen Expers?LAZY_TITLE


 

offline Salma Hayek on 2004-05-18 16:40 [#01194507]
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offline korben dallas from nz on 2004-05-18 16:44 [#01194511]
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maybe its the mb factor that comes into it as well?


 

offline Salma Hayek on 2004-05-18 16:46 [#01194514]
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maybe maybe...

it's an IDM mb though, attracting people who like IDM, not a
pin-collectors mb, which would be different. Therefore there
maybe a link.


 

offline Ceri JC from Jefferson City (United States) on 2004-05-18 16:49 [#01194517]
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No, trust me, I was depressed. I know the difference.


 

offline Salma Hayek on 2004-05-18 16:51 [#01194521]
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i am not saying you weren't. Just that "most people"
aren't...

it's completely believable that you had depression
considering this thread and its consideration of depression
among IDM fans!


 

offline korben dallas from nz on 2004-05-18 16:53 [#01194525]
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there probably is some link - but it might be that in
general idm fans that don't visit/regular mb's aren't in
general as "messed up"?

having said that, i haven't really been on many other
boards, so i can't really comment on what the likes of
pin-collector mb's are like ;)


 

offline Salma Hayek on 2004-05-18 16:55 [#01194533]
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Niether can I.

Speculation is my friend.

Your's too):


 

offline korben dallas from nz on 2004-05-18 17:03 [#01194562]
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too true.

you still doing sociology?


 

offline Ceri JC from Jefferson City (United States) on 2004-05-18 17:03 [#01194567]
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Yeah, I felt bad for a couple of years solid, despite
everything in my life being comparatively peachy, but I
eventually overcame it through self-mastery/control. You
know what really does my box? When people who are still
depressed or who use drugs as crutch say that I
wasn't depressed- simply on the grounds of me getting
myself out of it and not going to anyone for help.

I was reading the other week in one of the broadsheets about
a revolutionary new treatment for depression some shrink had
developed. In simple terms 2 things: Firstly, it's yuor
problem, only you can fix it. Giving people the indulgent
"it's not your fault, it's chemicals in your brain" attitude
doesn't help people out of their depression. Reducing it to
a chemical level and not factoring in free will means we
also shouldn't punish criminals and that we shouldn't take
responsibility for our actions. Secondly, stay busy-
depression is least prevalent in times when people are
working a lot or enduring hardship (look at suicide rates in
WW2, much much lower than in times of prosperity). By
working (and by that it can be almost anything- studying, an
actual job, even just doing music in a really applied
manner) you free yourself of the periods of "dead time"
where you sit around and mope, which is when you get into
that spiral of sitting around more, getting more depressed
etc.

These are both things I realised for myself a few years
back.


 

offline Salma Hayek on 2004-05-18 17:05 [#01194571]
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yeah i am...
actually right now i'm procrastinating an assignment in
Canterbury's computer room!


 

offline Salma Hayek on 2004-05-18 17:11 [#01194583]
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well i am happy to hear you got yourself out of it. But many
people can't do that for numerous reasons.

Also, given that I'm into sociology, I don't buy into the
ultimate significance of biological theories for these
things. Genetic predisposition maybe there but I think often
enviromental factors play a huge role to trigger it. Also I
read some stuff on some mental health illnesses where
there's debate around whether the chemical imbalances are
the 'result' rather than cause of the problem.

Also, saying that enviromental factors play a big role in
this does not mean I'm saying it is still very difficult to
deal with and get out of. You don't need screwed up
chemicals in your head to be screwed up. Enviromental
pressures can build things up in people that makes them feel
they cannot control their lives or themselves. Social
construction is very powerful.


 

offline korben dallas from nz on 2004-05-18 17:13 [#01194586]
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ceri: nicely put .. i tend to agree that "objectifying"
problems of this nature don't really get at "the problem" -
if there really is one


 

offline Salma Hayek on 2004-05-18 17:13 [#01194587]
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also i think this sort of thing can be very different for
each person. It's not a surprise that some people like you
can manage to eventually beat it themselves but others
can't.



 

offline clint from Silencio... (United Kingdom) on 2004-05-18 17:14 [#01194588]
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Errr that is perhaps true for some and bollocks for others.
I can see the point but I think way of thinking could
increase some people's condition.


 

offline clint from Silencio... (United Kingdom) on 2004-05-18 17:15 [#01194590]
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*that* way of thinking


 

offline Ceri JC from Jefferson City (United States) on 2004-05-18 17:17 [#01194592]
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"Also I
read some stuff on some mental health illnesses where
there's debate around whether the chemical imbalances are
the 'result' rather than cause of the problem."

Spot on- that's one of my arguments: there is no
satisfactory way of proving that they are not simply a
physical manifestation of the way the brain is "behaving"
(due to environmental factors).

Also, you might laugh, but I'm religious and I find the idea
of there being no "soul" or true conciousness in a body
unpalatable. If we really are just bags of chemicals,
morality really goes out the window and the future really is
pre determined etc. which as well as being not something I
believe, it's not something that I think would be good to
know, even if it were true (people already act like twats,
imagine what they'd get up to if they could hide behind the
fact there was no free will). Paradoxically, such a
discovery (and by that I mean real, irrefutable proof- not
just philosophers touching on it) would actually greatly
alter peoples behaviour.


 

offline KainiIndustries from over the roof floats billy on 2004-05-18 17:18 [#01194594]
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I drink way too much, and I smoke way too much weed. I
very rarely do class A drugs.

I think it's more that people who post on boards and usenet
and stuff a lot are on average more fucked up than
the average person in the street, rather than IDM fans in
particular. The fact that IDM has quite a strong presence on
the net could lead you to the assumption that it's IDM in
particular, granted.


 

offline Ceri JC from Jefferson City (United States) on 2004-05-18 17:20 [#01194598]
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Yeah, you should see some of the gimps from the Muse board
my old flatmate (who was a mod there) used to bring to the
flat. Right bunch of misfits, makes us look normal ;)


 

offline KainiIndustries from over the roof floats billy on 2004-05-18 17:22 [#01194600]
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Yeah, cause and effect go out the window when you're talking
about brain chemistry really. There are many different types
of chemical cascades that can occur in the brain. In other
words self-catalysing reactions where more and more of a
chemical is generated.


 

offline korben dallas from nz on 2004-05-18 17:23 [#01194602]
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ceri: irrefutable proof?!!! irrefutable proof of what?



 

offline Salma Hayek on 2004-05-18 17:23 [#01194603]
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i won't laugh..i know lots of religious people and come from
a religious family

except people can pretty much refute any irrefutable proof
for anything! it's the 'beauty' of the human brain..., it
can always find ways to disagree...



 

offline clint from Silencio... (United Kingdom) on 2004-05-18 17:24 [#01194605]
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I agree about the keeping busy bit though, I think that
helps.

I guess the first bit would probably work well for passive
sufferers, as in the ones who don't attempt to get better
because of their negativity. However I think there is a
completely different type of sufferer who acknowleges their
responsibility and works bloody hard to get their life back
on track - say those who have have been bereaved. They may
have periods of recovery and success as a result of their
positive thinking, but I think it would be extremely
dangerous and plain wrong to 'place the blame' of any
relapse on the sufferer. I think that could only decrease
their self esteem at a time when they need more to move on.
Hmm it has got me thinking that one


 


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