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I couldn't finish my steak :(
 

offline Refund from Melbourne (Australia) on 2004-04-07 05:50 [#01135467]
Points: 7824 Status: Lurker



(skip this paragraph if you want to get straight to the
point)

I've been out of work for about 5 weeks,... I'd payed rent
and bills heavily in advance so it didn't bother me all that
much, so I started looking for a job,... and did a real half
arsed effort of it,.. and now I'm at the point where I need
money otherwise I might start actually getting behind,..
which I DO NOT want to happen, and of course,. all my bills
came in at once, so I need $600 in a hurry or else I loose
phone and electricity, so I ring a temp agency for work,
it's the only place that can give me full time work at short
notice, so I take it,.. go in to see what my jon will be
until I can get back on track and start looking for a normal
job again,.. I expect my job to be shit,.. but I need the
money

so I get taken to a duck factory, now,.. I'm not a
vegetarian, but I love animals, and hate to see them die,..
but rather than show my disgust, I just put on a normal face
and pretend nothing bothers me as they try to gross me out
to make sure I can handle the work, and it's all fine,.. so
I get told to start after the weekend,

chicken bagging.

you think you have a bad job?
you're wrong,
'I' have a bad job, I have to stuff a dead duck in a bag and
clip the top of it airtight, the work is constant, and
basically, I have to put them in bags,. as fast as the
people behind me can throw them on the table,.. which is no
fucking easy task. so I am flatout all day, for only fucking
$10 an hour (INCREDIBLY SHIT PAY) the place stinks like all
hell, stinks of death, and it's now the second day I've
worked there, and I simply cannot take it,.. the work,.. and
the emotional ethics behind the work are affecting me so
badly that I feel almost completely unable to talk properly,
when they slit these ducks throats, they are still concious,
I've never had something bother me so much in my life, I try
hard not to feel sick all day long, and the work is so
involving that I can't even zone out,

.. continued


 

offline horsefactory from 💠 (United Kingdom) on 2004-04-07 05:51 [#01135469]
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I skipped every paragraph


 

offline dog_belch from Netherlands, The on 2004-04-07 05:53 [#01135470]
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I skipped all of it apart from the words "chicken bagging"
and leapt to my own twisted conclusion.


 

offline princess chimpy from the secret place (New Zealand) on 2004-04-07 05:54 [#01135472]
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i like skipping. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee


 

offline Key_Secret from Sverige (Sweden) on 2004-04-07 05:54 [#01135473]
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yeah fuck the greedy meatindustry.
go veg! (I am)


 

offline Refund from Melbourne (Australia) on 2004-04-07 05:55 [#01135474]
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so I get back home, and try to get over the fact that I will
have to endure this hell for at least three weeks,.. as I
need constant solid work NOW, and keep in mind that working
at this place I feel like I've sold my soul to the devil or
something, I HATE this place.

I'm feeling really fucking low as you would expect,,.. and
then I bite into a freshly cooked steak, and I notice
something strange, all of a sudden the bbq sauce started
reminding me of blood,.. which I quickly got over once I bit
in and started eating it, but then the smell started to
bother me,.. it smelt like the steam rising out of the cut
in a freshly killed duck, the smell of death, but I kept
eating,.. and then I noticed the texture of the meat similar
to that of the meat I was packing, anf started thinking of
the featherless duck with their slit throats still attached
and demonic eyes,

I couldn't finish my steak :(


 

offline Key_Secret from Sverige (Sweden) on 2004-04-07 05:55 [#01135475]
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(I read it all, because it was interesting.)

I'm sorry for the overall sad situation you are in by the
way.
Hope things clear up. I really do.


 

offline Sido Dyas from a computer on 2004-04-07 05:57 [#01135476]
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I read it all backwards and then used a mirror and a
flashlight to project my thoughts on the wall.

Refund: Quit your job! Nothing is worth feeling that bad.
I hope you are still searching for jobs.



 

offline marlowe from Antarctica on 2004-04-07 05:58 [#01135478]
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Never sell out your principles : If you are morally
disgusted by this work, do not do it.


 

offline Refund from Melbourne (Australia) on 2004-04-07 05:58 [#01135479]
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I need the money


 

offline dog_belch from Netherlands, The on 2004-04-07 05:58 [#01135480]
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I´ll have second thoughts about buying Toilet Duck now i
know the ghastly process involved in its manufacture.


 

offline Key_Secret from Sverige (Sweden) on 2004-04-07 05:59 [#01135481]
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and then I noticed the texture of the meat similar
to that of the meat I was packing, anf started thinking of
the featherless duck with their slit throats still attached
and demonic eyes,

I couldn't finish my steak :(


This is might not be an 'all bad' thing. There is no need
for humans to eat meat (in fact you'd be better off not
eating meat [replacing it with something more healthy]).
It also shows you're empathic, and that you do value life
high (if you do believe that it's possible to value life).

But I do feel sorry for you, I'd hate to be in the situation
you are in right now.


 

offline acidophilus from the gates of dawn on 2004-04-07 06:01 [#01135484]
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hope you find a better job quickly!



 

offline marlowe from Antarctica on 2004-04-07 06:02 [#01135485]
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Ducks Don't have Demonic Eyes.


 

offline Sido Dyas from a computer on 2004-04-07 06:04 [#01135486]
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Paul! just stuff it!

Get it? =)


 

offline Refund from Melbourne (Australia) on 2004-04-07 06:04 [#01135487]
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dead ones do,.. black eyes with infinite depth,

I might sound like I'm overdramatising things,.. but that's
litereally what it feels like in my head at the moment,..

I feel really fucking down right now.


 

offline JAroen from the pineal gland on 2004-04-07 06:05 [#01135488]
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yes, what acidophilus sez, cant you find a new job? i mean
my job isnt the greatest thing but i dont think i would last
longer than 5 hours in there.


 

offline JAroen from the pineal gland on 2004-04-07 06:05 [#01135489]
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of course you're down!! hell, such jobs are so awful they
shouldnt even exist


 

offline Key_Secret from Sverige (Sweden) on 2004-04-07 06:06 [#01135491]
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It's a good sign. Humans aren't supposed to torture animals.


 

offline Refund from Melbourne (Australia) on 2004-04-07 06:09 [#01135492]
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this job takes up all of my weekly daylight hours,.. and I
have to ride my bike 8 km there and 8 km back, (I used to do
this everyday at a previous job,.. this doesn't bother me)
I'm exhuasted after work and feel like going to sleep REALLY
bad,.. but what good is going to sleep if when I wake up I
have to go to work? (at 5am)


 

offline acidophilus from the gates of dawn on 2004-04-07 06:10 [#01135494]
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so how many hours a day do you work there?


 

offline marlowe from Antarctica on 2004-04-07 06:11 [#01135495]
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Dead ducks don't have demonic eyes! It's the cruel people
who kill them and stuff em in bags who do!!


 

offline JAroen from the pineal gland on 2004-04-07 06:11 [#01135496]
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damn that sucks

arent there any big supermarkets around? or petrol
stations?
or maybe work in a bar or something...


 

offline acidophilus from the gates of dawn on 2004-04-07 06:13 [#01135498]
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mcdonalds perhaps?


 

offline JAroen from the pineal gland on 2004-04-07 06:13 [#01135499]
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hahah yeah i would rather work in a mindless fatfirm like
mickey d than stfuing ducks


 

offline Refund from Melbourne (Australia) on 2004-04-07 06:14 [#01135500]
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"till it's done"

trucks come in and deliver a shitload of ducks, when all the
ducks are dead and bagged we go home, I got home at 4:30pm
today, after riding,

between 4 workers today including myself we bagged 11,000
duck just today, that might give you an idea of the sort of
effort and speed I am obliged to give in order to keep
everything form buikding up and fucking up.


 

offline marlowe from Antarctica on 2004-04-07 06:14 [#01135502]
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I never knew there were so many ducks in Australia!


 

offline horsefactory from 💠 (United Kingdom) on 2004-04-07 06:15 [#01135503]
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A duck factory, you say?


 

offline marlowe from Antarctica on 2004-04-07 06:16 [#01135505]
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yes, they make ducks.


 

offline JAroen from the pineal gland on 2004-04-07 06:17 [#01135508]
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well imagine working in a horsefactory, having to stuff dead
horses into little ziplock bags

impossible me thinks


 

offline acidophilus from the gates of dawn on 2004-04-07 06:18 [#01135510]
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that sucks!

is there no one close to you who can lend you some money
until you find a decent job?


 

offline tibbar from harrisburg, pa (United States) on 2004-04-07 06:19 [#01135511]
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HOW CAN YOU HAVE ANY PUDDING, IF YOU DONT EAT YOUR
STEAK?!?!?!?!

*sorry if tis been said already... pretty obiovus joke*


 

offline DJ Xammax from not America on 2004-04-07 06:19 [#01135512]
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Sort of like a..... horse..factory?? Oh my! The wit is far
too delicious!


 

offline Refund from Melbourne (Australia) on 2004-04-07 06:20 [#01135515]
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when I quit my last job I officially broke all ties with my
family, which is my only viable lening source for that
amount of money


 

offline horsefactory from 💠 (United Kingdom) on 2004-04-07 06:23 [#01135516]
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Thems bags ain't self sealing


 

offline JAroen from the pineal gland on 2004-04-07 06:33 [#01135525]
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like a plate of wild duck with cranberry sauce?


 

offline princo from Shitty City (Geelong) (Australia) on 2004-04-07 06:35 [#01135528]
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Buy my record!!!

please!?


 

offline Key_Secret from Sverige (Sweden) on 2004-04-07 06:37 [#01135530]
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when I quit my last job I officially broke all ties with
my
family


if you want to, tell me more about it (or if you already
have, on xlt, give me a link to the thread; if you want to).


 

offline Refund from Melbourne (Australia) on 2004-04-07 06:42 [#01135542]
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I will


 

offline Refund from Melbourne (Australia) on 2004-04-07 06:46 [#01135546]
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my dad is dying because he started smoking again after he
quit becuase it almost killed him,.. and he refuses to
listen to me,.. his health is at the point where quitting
could mean the difference between living 3 or 30 more years,
and he only greeted me with hostility, so I told him that
I'd rather pretend he didn't exist than watch him kill
himself, and that if he's going to take this selfish route
that he should do it alone,.. and he was my ride to my last
workplace,. so I had to quit, and I doubt I will talk to my
father again even when he's in hospital,

seriously though,.. my life wasn't this fucked up before...


 

offline giginger from Milky Beans (United Kingdom) on 2004-04-07 06:48 [#01135548]
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Oh man, that sucks. Can't you badger the temp agency to get
you something else?


 

offline Refund from Melbourne (Australia) on 2004-04-07 06:53 [#01135551]
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she said that she needs people there more than anywhere else
because people keep quitting

I WONDER WHY


 

offline Refund from Melbourne (Australia) on 2004-04-07 07:04 [#01135561]
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well, thanks to everyone for enduring my little miseryfest,
I'm going to go to sleep, and then I'm going to wake up and
have to go to work,

LIFE SUCKS

night all'


 

offline dan7250 from Osaka (Japan) on 2004-04-07 07:27 [#01135577]
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get a credit card.



 

online recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2004-04-07 07:29 [#01135579]
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get a life


 

offline uzim on 2004-04-07 09:00 [#01135738]
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it's terrible =(

i so much hope you can get another job soon...


 

offline X-tomatic from ze war room on 2004-04-09 16:30 [#01137026]
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"mcdonalds perhaps?"
King of sarcasm!! :D Great reply

Refund: Actually, I would view this as being a very
fortunate encounter for you as you're being confronted with
the true foulness of this industry. Bear in mind that these
were just the ducks, a relatively small part when compared
to cow, pig and chicken.
Every meat-eater should visit a slaughterhouse and if he has
at least half a brain he will also be appalled and
emotionally hammered by the scene and think twice about
continuing his unhealthy and unnecessary meat-eating habit.
This instead of placating our kids with balloons and happy
meals which is the one of the great evils of our time.
It's a natural response you're giving as the massive
slaughter of these innocent animals is the biggest human
crime in it's history.
And to think you've not witnessed even 0.001% of this
utterly repulsive animal holocaust taking place every
second of our lives, all over the world.
The numbers are so huge they turn unreal.
Which is why vegetarianism is always met with abusive and
witless response from meat-eaters, because it sparks that
bit of moral laying dormant inside telling them it's wrong.
I'm hoping you will do yourself and your body a huge favour
by becoming a vegetarian. As I see you're from Australia you
also have at hand a great vegetarian chef Kurma, who's show
has been televised and his books "Cooking with Kurma" and
"great vegetarian dishes"are widely available and are
showing some of the diversity of vegetarian food, unlike
popular thought of it being "rabbit-food".



 

offline Refund from Melbourne (Australia) on 2004-04-12 00:42 [#01138893]
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wise words, thank you...


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2004-04-12 04:02 [#01138937]
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i'm kind of laughing inside. not at you Refund, what you
feel is valid if you feel it.


 

offline Ceri JC from Jefferson City (United States) on 2004-04-12 06:50 [#01139011]
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Not meaning to be unkind, but if you're this hard up, should
you really be eating steak? That's pretty expensive...


 


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