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offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2004-01-15 00:03 [#01034071]
Points: 22557 Status: Lurker



man i was at my friends house and we were wathcing the dvd
with all the smashing pumpkin videos and it made me really
sad cause it reminded me of being like 13 and fuckin six
years have gone by and i can never get it back


 

offline hevquip from megagram dusk sect (United States) on 2004-01-15 00:04 [#01034074]
Points: 3379 Status: Regular



yep. that's what sucks about the past. you cant ever go
back.


 

offline Gwely Mernans from 23rd century entertainment (Canada) on 2004-01-15 00:05 [#01034076]
Points: 9856 Status: Lurker



isnt it so strange, when i passed by my elementary school
and old house when i was high with some mates one night, i
got freaked out that all this happened in the blink of an
eye. but lots happened in between, you must take that into
account.


 

offline mappatazee from ¨y¨z¨| (Burkina Faso) on 2004-01-15 00:05 [#01034077]
Points: 14294 Status: Lurker



FUUUUUUUUUuuuuckk.


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2004-01-15 00:07 [#01034081]
Points: 22557 Status: Lurker



and i dunno i've been listening to hyperballad by bjork alot
and it makes me feel really empty


 

offline Cheffe1979 from fuck (Austria) on 2004-01-15 00:08 [#01034083]
Points: 4630 Status: Lurker



the thing is, you should live a way that in six years you
will want to go back to now

maybe



 

offline tibbar from harrisburg, pa (United States) on 2004-01-15 00:09 [#01034087]
Points: 10513 Status: Lurker



wait till yr a quarter of a century old.... THATS an odd
feeling.

not bad or too extreme, just odd... feels like things are
slipping out from under yr feet a little, and you have to
remember everyone goes through that.


 

offline hevquip from megagram dusk sect (United States) on 2004-01-15 00:10 [#01034089]
Points: 3379 Status: Regular



i'm 21 now and i feel like i didn't do enough with my
childhood.


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2004-01-15 00:16 [#01034099]
Points: 22557 Status: Lurker



you're only like 2 years older than me and i feel the same
way


 

offline mappatazee from ¨y¨z¨| (Burkina Faso) on 2004-01-15 00:18 [#01034101]
Points: 14294 Status: Lurker



Okay, this is a problem, I'm 19 and my life is over, but I
can't kill myself. Do I just move away and become reclusive
and live my days till the end without any human contact?


 

offline -V- from Ensenada Drive on 2004-01-15 00:22 [#01034104]
Points: 1452 Status: Lurker



The past always seems short, and the future keeps getting
shorter... even the present isn't as long as it sometimes
seems. Soon you'll be dying and you'll think back over your
life and realize how short it was and how much of it you had
to waste working and sleeping. Then you'll die.


 

offline Gwely Mernans from 23rd century entertainment (Canada) on 2004-01-15 00:22 [#01034106]
Points: 9856 Status: Lurker



ill be 18 in may.
theres allot of girls i could have screwed,
allot of games i should have played,
allot of friends i could have made,
allot of money i could have saved.

i seriously didnt mean to rhyme that..


 

offline Co-existence from Bergen (Norway) on 2004-01-15 00:40 [#01034115]
Points: 3388 Status: Regular



Shut up, you sad miserable wankers! I'm 31 and life has just
begun!


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2004-01-15 00:46 [#01034124]
Points: 22557 Status: Lurker



i want a do over


 

offline Labium Sweat from United States on 2004-01-15 00:47 [#01034126]
Points: 922 Status: Regular



Thats how it is with just about everyone except rich
fuckers!


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2004-01-15 00:49 [#01034130]
Points: 22557 Status: Lurker



i really like - V -'s avatar


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2004-01-15 00:56 [#01034135]
Points: 22557 Status: Lurker



i'm not going to be able to sleep like this


 

offline REFLEX from Edmonton, Alberta (Canada) on 2004-01-15 00:58 [#01034136]
Points: 8864 Status: Regular



im 21 and young.


 

offline revpersona from Plainfield (United States) on 2004-01-15 01:03 [#01034144]
Points: 3167 Status: Lurker



After reading this post..which I do enjoy and listening to
"dead sea" by Plaid...it makes me sad :[


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2004-01-15 01:08 [#01034149]
Points: 22557 Status: Lurker



may i please have the years 1997 through 2003 back please?


 

offline DeadEight from vancouver (Canada) on 2004-01-15 01:11 [#01034151]
Points: 5437 Status: Regular



i definitely miss being younger, but at the same time, i
feel like i'm enjoying my life now as much as i ever have...
i love learning new things, and slowly (but surely) learning
how to express myself creatively, not to mention meeting all
kinds of really cool likeminded people... i feel like
there's just so many beautiful things to be found in the
world... and so long as i'm finding beauty on a daily basis,
it outweighs the really fucked up things about life and the
world...


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2004-01-15 01:15 [#01034155]
Points: 22557 Status: Lurker



that just makes me sadder!


 

offline DeadEight from vancouver (Canada) on 2004-01-15 01:25 [#01034159]
Points: 5437 Status: Regular



why?


 

offline Gwely Mernans from 23rd century entertainment (Canada) on 2004-01-15 01:28 [#01034162]
Points: 9856 Status: Lurker



we face death alone, the memories we have and the people we
meet do affect our state of mind on our deathbeds mind you.
take this into account and be happy, or life was never worth
living..


 

offline Gwely Mernans from 23rd century entertainment (Canada) on 2004-01-15 01:34 [#01034164]
Points: 9856 Status: Lurker | Followup to roygbivcore: #01034155



take a nap, listen to stone in focus, relax.

thats what im doing, goodnight, people...


 

offline DeadEight from vancouver (Canada) on 2004-01-15 01:35 [#01034165]
Points: 5437 Status: Regular



'ave a good 'un


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2004-01-15 02:43 [#01034193]
Points: 23472 Status: Lurker



i'm 6 and i'm going to be a astrronaut when i'm big, not a
loserr like you lot.


 

offline bob from Nottingham (United Kingdom) on 2004-01-15 02:49 [#01034205]
Points: 4669 Status: Lurker



grow old gracefully, stop going on about the fucking past.
being younger was ok, but i'm 27 this time next week and i'm
sure that 27 will be a fantastic age for me. i'm getting old
and loving it.


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2004-01-15 02:53 [#01034207]
Points: 23472 Status: Lurker



i don't want to be an old man. i rreally don't. old people
suck but being old does.
but maybe afterr a full 75 yearrs of worrking, sitting alone
in an unwarrmed house wishing my frriends werre still alive,
will appeal to me.


 

offline Jarworski from The Grove (United Kingdom) on 2004-01-15 02:55 [#01034208]
Points: 10836 Status: Lurker



I hope I never get into horse racing


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2004-01-15 02:57 [#01034211]
Points: 23472 Status: Lurker



old people don't*


 

offline tallyho from Vladivostok (Russia) on 2004-01-15 02:58 [#01034215]
Points: 1300 Status: Lurker | Followup to DeadEight: #01034151



i feel exactly the same.

i'd also say that if i had a chance to go back to my teenage
years i'd never do it. too much frustration, too many fears
and insecurities...

seems that life keeps getting better and better, like good
red wine. indeed, there are so many things to learn and
explore, both inside and outside of me.

the only bad thing is that the older you get the shorter the
year :D


 

offline Bob Mcbob on 2004-01-15 03:18 [#01034235]
Points: 9939 Status: Regular



i want to go back and live my childhood again...but i dont
know what i would do different :S shure it sucked but i cant
think how i could have made it better, only how it could
have been worse....


 

offline Milkwoman from Weert (Netherlands, The) on 2004-01-15 03:20 [#01034238]
Points: 130 Status: Regular



I just wanna grow up and leave this place... the sooner the
better.


 

offline fleetmouse from Horny for Truth on 2004-01-15 06:34 [#01034399]
Points: 18042 Status: Lurker



dead soon


 

offline knobcheese from Perth (Australia) on 2004-01-15 07:03 [#01034416]
Points: 982 Status: Lurker



i wish to destroy the world using a single bass note from a
subwoofer. until then i will continue to be a smart ass.

"it's gonna blow, wowwowwow, volcano!"


 

offline epohs from )C: on 2004-01-15 07:12 [#01034420]
Points: 17620 Status: Lurker



i felt like this when i was 16.

i think everybody feels like this.

growing up isn't at all what i expected. it's not
bad really, just not what i expected.

it's wierd being able to identify with my parents, and even
grandparents. like, how they're not as sure of everything
as they seemed when i was 9.

my grandmother is in a nursing home cause she broke her leg.
her mind is still sharp, but her body is going. she's 86.
it's wierd to listen to her talk about growing up. she says
she still pictures herself as an 20 year old woman. says
that time just flew by, and it just goes by faster and
faster.

pretty strange. people been going through this shit for 30
some thousand years.


 

offline princo from Shitty City (Geelong) (Australia) on 2004-01-15 07:33 [#01034449]
Points: 13411 Status: Lurker



I have a few more teenage weeks left. after that no more
excuses.. (apparently)
I wish I could go back. But I think i'll drink myself into a
coma so it won't matter.


 

offline TonePu5her from lincoln !UK! (United Kingdom) on 2004-01-15 07:53 [#01034468]
Points: 3640 Status: Regular



I'm 18 and my life's just beggining.


 

offline Dael from the low end (Australia) on 2004-01-15 08:28 [#01034507]
Points: 968 Status: Lurker



you can't go through life looking backwards all the time,
you'll end up trippy over yourself (tish-boom)


 

offline aphextriplet from your mothers bedroom (United Kingdom) on 2004-01-15 10:02 [#01034637]
Points: 4731 Status: Lurker



im 22 and i'll be fucked by a chimp if im gonna sit here
whining about how old i feel with a fucking 19 year old.
Jesus christ get a life you miserable cunts


 

offline uzim on 2004-01-15 10:10 [#01034645]
Points: 17716 Status: Lurker



woohoo, pumpkin, nail, blip, pie!! me super-economic!!!! =D


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2004-01-15 10:11 [#01034647]
Points: 14042 Status: Lurker



its my life

and its now or never

something somthing something some thing sooommmeee
thinggggg

*guitar solo*


 

offline uzim on 2004-01-15 10:12 [#01034649]
Points: 17716 Status: Lurker



(well, i get this feeling too, but you can still at least
try to keep your mind young. even if you won't be able to go
back to high school and all, that's still something. - and
not being able to go back has its advantages too after all,
there must be some bad times you won't re-live again... erm,
well... at least you can hope you won't live them again ; ))


 

offline rez from here on 2004-01-15 11:31 [#01034751]
Points: 1366 Status: Lurker



i'm almost 17 months and i'm feeling the same thing


 

offline plaidzebra from so long, xlt on 2004-01-15 11:34 [#01034754]
Points: 5678 Status: Lurker



you'll be a lot better off when...

1) you understand that you *choose* to be sad, because you
choose what to believe, and your feelings are derived from
what you believe.

2) you learn to live your life according to positive
principles, and then most importantly with no regrets and no
guilt.

3) you know virtually nothing. although "absolutely
nothing" may be closer to the truth. this is why you must
cultivate faith in yourself and accept yourself and everyone
else no matter what. maybe it's not widely recognized, but
this process that we call life has been playing out in
infinite variety in infinite contexts for an infinite
expanse of time. put your faith in this process, because
*you* are the reason this process exists. consider how much
of the physical world you live in occurs outside of your
awareness. ant colonies. water dripping down an evergreen
after a soft rain. a dead sparrow being consumed by
bacteria fungi and insects. that massive unseen world is
only a tiny thread in an infinite expanse of fabric. you
cannot ever understand it all, which is why you must put
your faith in it. you put your faith in the sun rising
every morning, but you never think about it. now, think
about it!

4) there is nothing but this moment, right now. the past
exists as much as the future, a set of interlinked
probabilities and probable events. your capacity to
transform your experience and yourself exists only in the
present moment. learn to cultivate your awareness in the
present and *stop dwelling on the past*.

now put down "hyperballad" and put on the album version of
"all is full of love" at once!



 

offline rockenjohnny from champagne socialism (Australia) on 2004-01-15 11:35 [#01034756]
Points: 7983 Status: Lurker | Followup to Co-existence: #01034115



that is a legendary thing to say :)


 

offline Smyrma from Beloit, WI (United States) on 2004-01-15 11:55 [#01034790]
Points: 2478 Status: Lurker



I just turned 20 recently. It's weird to know that I'll
never be a teenager again.

That was a pretty pointless comment; sorry.


 

offline evolume from seattle (United States) on 2004-01-15 12:34 [#01034858]
Points: 10965 Status: Regular



"i wish that i knew what i know now, when i was younger."



 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2004-01-15 12:38 [#01034865]
Points: 22557 Status: Lurker | Followup to Zeus: #01034647



I'm gonna say i did it my way


 


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