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so um people may have read that last post in the would you ever thread, and im really depressed right now. one of my fucking best friends fucked up and ended up with me getting caught with pot by my parents and so now i have a 930 curfew until winter break and its halloween night in fucking salem mass (halloween capital of the world) and i had to leave a party where i was having alot of fun and actually started liking this cool girl there (yeah i know you dont want to hear that tragedy, im venting) and i had to fucking leave without saying goodbye to her or just about any of my other friends for that matter and i ever heard that the girl didnt like me but you know that fucking time when you like a girl you think she likes you and then she doesnt wel lyeah thats what im in now on top of not getting as fucked up as i had planned to be (which sounds low but this makes it seem even lower that it really does mean alot to me because at the moment i need drugs) and im not really sure why i started this thread, but i just needed to vent, im really depressed, im not going to kill myself tho, so dont start with that shit, i just want someone to know how much i am in the fucking shitter right about now. so to give this thread a purpose: i dub this the "whine and please help me" thread. feel free to whine and bitch and moan and all that and even beg for someone to cheer you up online or at your house or something. yeah im bitching im me at "i am cantaloupe" on aol. im done now, sorry for wasting my typing energy on your precious time. |
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i hope you feel better soon. |
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Fuck punctuation. |
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tough shit |
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waaah, it sucks to be a teenager huh?? |
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punctuation just doesnt fucking happen when youre venting becuase youre just letting everything come from your heart to your brain to your spinal cord to your nerves to your nerve receptors to your muscles to your fingers to your keyboard to your fucking screens. but i just talk to two of my best fucking friends and i feel alot better. i know they wont fucking see this, but chris and tory, your two of the most chill dudes ever and i love you guys. thanks for the people who read this miserable entry in another miserable chapter or my misterable life (wow talk about cliches) |
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Kill, Kill, Kill, Kill (fade)... Kill, Kill, Kill, Kill (fade)... Kill, Kill, Kill, Kill (fade)... Kill, Kill, Kill, Kill (fade)... Kill, Kill, Kill, Kill (fade)... Kill, Kill, Kill, Kill (fade)... Kill, Kill, Kill, Kill (fade)... Kill, Kill, Kill, Kill (fade)... Kill, Kill, Kill, Kill (fade)... Kill, Kill, Kill, Kill (fade)... Kill, Kill, Kill, Kill (fade)... |
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i sympathize man... that's real shitty... judging by the your parents' reaction, it sounds like there's not much chance of you convincing them that pot is no more harmful than alcohol, and they should fuck off... |
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i hate to say this, but you'll experience much bigger problems in years to come...at least that was my experience life is nothing but trouble |
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on account of my parents, my mom is an ex hippie, her first husband she had to put away for heroin addiction, and my dad has had a long bad family line of "soically acceptable" dug addictions (in the senses of what renton says in trainspotting about his mother) so yeah i wish they hadnt caught me and i wish i wasnt punished, but i think from a parents point of view its the right thing to do. and im listen to kid a right now im gonna just fucking bawl my eyes out in a few minutes while being a complete emo pussy and hugging my pillow in front of my computer. |
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yeah i know ill experience worse times, i just thought typing all this would help to make this one lesser and shorter and all that, and it has so far. wow. |
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i think nothing could be better than exiting teenagerdom. while it's initially frightening to realize that you know nothing, in the end it's liberating... |
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i agree... i know some people younger than me right now having a bad time... and its hard to make them see that itll end... things will pan out... maturity sets in, and you become more secure in yourself and living how you want to. my advice: look ahead, have hope in the future, and that you can have a good life... even if its hard to do... tell yourself that, cuz thats what we all want... the pain to end... and it will, maybe nto forever, but the pain of youth will become a smarter, more focused and together you. i know it prolly sounds like rubbish, but its true... ive seen it happen alot in the past few years. |
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my friends ditched me for halloween. so now im at some strangers house and their all asleep and im using their computer typing shit to you guys and my friend still hasnt called and im gonna kill him and he pisses me of and kill, kill, KILL!!!! |
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first of all. . .don't ever mention me and girls in the same sentence again. i don't give a shit what you do with girls anymore. and by the by... this isn't my message board, write whatever the fuck you want about whatever you want, i tend to avoid whatevr you say anyways. and i can't believe you're at the point of crying about having to leave a fucking party. sorry you feel like shit, but i just wanted to clear that up. |
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hehehe. That told you, hedphukkerr. Ah teenage angst, i'd love to say i missed it.. buuuuuut i'd rather suck a cows nipple |
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did I miss something or was that just not very nice? |
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ooh, i didn't mean for it to be that harsh or anything, but if i had any snce or fucking self worth it would have been a LOT worse, but luckily for nils here, i don't |
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so you guys know each other in person or something? 'yeah i know you dont want to hear that tragey, im venting' ... that sounds like you used to be fuckbuddies or something. Tragedy, are you gonna take that patronising tone? ARE YOU? You let him have it goddamnit. hehehe im so deliciously maliciously intented. |
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lol, it's funny bcause it's true!, anyways, i don't want to bring drama on the board yo, i'm out. |
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wheheeh whoooo yayy whoohoo man i used to be like you, buried in selfpity. it's not worth it man. look on the bright side is suicide!! :D |
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so your parents found out that your smoking pot and a girl you like didn't like you back. and your concidering suicide over this? you obviously don't know what real pain is. |
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no, did you evn read his post?? : "im really depressed, im not going to kill myself tho, so dont start with that shit, i just want someone to know how much i am in the fucking shitter right about now." |
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awwshit....my mistake sorry dude :) |
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yeah um hey tragedy, hows about a big FUCK YOU right in your direction. i was just noting that the last time we talked you said you still hated it when you heard me talk about other girls. i was just trying to be fucking nice. so fuck off, im going to sat2's now. |
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hehehe. *does joker from batman voice* ooooooooohahahahhahaheeeeeeeeehahahahahahahhahahahahaahoooo "Ooh we got a live one here oohahahaha" |
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what is pot? |
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ehm, weed |
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hedphukkerr> i didn't mean for any of that to piss you off, i was just saying. sorry if i offended you, jesus christ! |
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mar ij u ana |
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i would just rather you not bring my name up, as if i was still part of your life, that's all i meant, peace. |
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Breast. The answer to everything. |
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heh im feeling alot better now. i just thot id update on the female situation because its really funny and stupid. who thing was my firends gf was supposed to bring a girl for me right? and that was the girl who was at the party who i liked and i was told didnt like me. i just talked to my friends gf and this is what she first said: Rach3627: ya she thinks ur really nice Rach3627: and cool Rach3627: um she said that she would like hang out w you if she came to salem but its really far so but then........ Rach3627: she is kinda involved w someone ok so if shes involved with someone, WHY THE FUCK WAS SHE BRINGING HER TO THE PARTY TO MEET ME AND SHIT LIKE THAT?! arrrrg people are so stupid |
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ive been there man - just chill out - its not worth the frustration - there are no doubt many better girls out there that you will be involved with. besides - she's probably another boring sterotype :P in my experiences they almost all are - that is - the ones you think you really like because you hung out with them at a party for a few hours - but whatever - you can learn your own lessons as you wish. |
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besides - DUBturbo |
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