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*heavy sigh* .........Life is depressing. I was thinking about my flat mate earlier & all the stuff he gets up to in an average day & the fact that he has loads of mates that he sees on a regular basis, then I thought about how I hardly do anything in a day apart from make half finnished tunes & listen to music. I no longer have any real mates since I moved from the country to town to live with my girlfriend of four years..........I think the reason I don't have mates is because I live very much within myself & am naturally on a lower level than most, this makes it difficult to get on with the average person. I honestly don't even know wether I should be bothered by being different from the average person, it's just that I know nobody who is like me or who even has the same interests as me. All my old mates are getting on with thier "normal" lives & I am just not interested in the way society works, but I do worry about what may lie ahead if I follow my current coarse. Am I some kind of freak because I like to shut myself off in my own little world with my music? I don't know anymore, these kind of questions constantly complicate my mind........don't even get me started on my upbringing 8S I listen to the Beatles & I hear thier words of wisdom but I cant help believing that I have been fucked out of a childhood & feel like a large part of me has been killed & now I cannot become the man inside that I know I should be & all hrough the childlike cruelty of a so called adult, I can actually understand how people can go full time insane as I am getting there myself. I cant believe I've expossed myself at my weakest on a public msg board. Be gentle |
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cant be arsed to read just kill yourself |
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the grass is always greener... |
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Predictable |
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reliable |
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touche! |
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you an' me both, buddy. hehe. i'm currently working out the same thing (or something similar, anyways). i moved to canada from utah and haven't done much aside from working and sitting on my ass in front of this computer (mostly at this mb, too). =P i figure that eventually something'll come up to make things interesting. i'm trying not to worry too much about "the big picture" and just take it one step at a time. something i've always done, and it's been known to get me into trouble as i'm 100% incapable of planning ahead. anyways...i have no idea what to tell you, nothing helpful to contribute, really...but know that you're not alone. heh. =] |
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I know what you mean I can't be arrsed with doing anything because nothing seems worrth it and I worrrry that I have to starrt carring at some point orr I will end up a down and out. You arre not the only one. Also I have a fearr of being 'orrdinarry' and I avoid it by not commiting myself to anything. It's so stupid, but i can't help it. |
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I was made forr betterr things than this. |
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well, everyone dies, and when you think about it, that makes life pretty meaningless in the longrun [can YOU remember anything about your great great grandfather?] so hey, just kill yourselves |
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dog food? |
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haha. |
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greatest thread eva ! |
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Cat food, it's good enough forr human consumption. |
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sell your body parts to hospitals. Organs, limbs, testicles, etc if that doesnt perk you up, nothing will |
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consumed in many a kebab on friday nights... |
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Sounds like we're in the same boat in some ways! The thing is, I know that if I start smoking weed again I'll get myself together and do normal things again, but for now I really just want to concentrate on my music... I remember when I used to go out every day, go to raves and parties every weekend, I'd end up just as bored and frustrated cos you get used to anything you do for too long - It's good to go through phases I've realised... But yeah, the reason I do music is so I can stay young and irresponsible for as long as possible. It scares me to think of joining the ranks of the "sensible" adult population - I think I'd rather go against the grain on that one and just be a struggling artist for ever! |
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you are not a beautiful or unique snowflake |
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I get it |
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i can't remember a time in my life when i was as content as i am now.. i suppose how i got here was by just appreciating life itself and by utilizing every moment of my free time for doing things i love to do. If something is upsetting me i recognize the cause of the disturbance and remove it completely from my life. Sometimes this takes some humility but in the end it is worth it. I'm not saying this will work for everyone but the point is, i have had to make a concentrated effort to balance my own life because most likely, it would not have happened on it's own. |
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arre you borred? |
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i might just be |
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orr just borring. |
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with this hair? think again numbnuts |
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lol |
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True, you do have to make things happen in life but I need the cure for inner torment & thats hard to come by these days. |
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become a bully |
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its not difficult to imagine the rest of that photo |
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Life is about struggle. Losers imagine that everything is gonna be handed to them on a plate. |
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money grows on trees and i eat from the silver spoon |
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1) Obtaining knowledge about what emotions and people really are at their most fundamental level helps. Just knowing stuff helps... I probably read more than an average person and from what I learned so far there's no intended purpose in life, and no morality (that isn't artificial), and no afterlife consequences. 2) retreating into fantasy helps. This is probably easier to do with videogames than ever before in human history, aside from crazy mental illnesses perhaps.. |
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*whispers* kill yourself |
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I WANNA KILL EVERYONE SATAN IS GOOD SATAN IS OUR PAL |
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(WARNING THE FOLLOWING MESSAGE IS SERIOUS!!!) sir, just be grateful for what you've got so far, your music, girlfriend, etc.. having just that won't turn you insane.. you'll get more friends down the road, no matter what, unless you're some kind of antisocial freak.. but, hey that's what the internet is for.. at least you've got a life where you can do something you love (create music) and also have someone to share that life with. (WARNING THE PRECEDING MESSAGE IS SERIOUS!!!) |
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If you have lived somewhere comfortably and then all of a sudden live somewhere completely different then it's going to be hard to adjust to. If you're a generally shy, introvert person then it's obviously going to take you a long time to make new mates etc. but if you've managed to get yourself a girl and you had mates where you lived previously then surely there is nothing wrong with you. Just give it time. Try not to look at things in the bigger picture. That will probably just depress you more. Take each day as it comes. Be yourself otherwise people will think you're a dickhead that's trying too hard and won't want to have anything to do with you. Don't worry about it. Everything will work out for you in the long run. Who gives a shit if what you do isn't "normal"? As long as it is honestly something that you enjoy doing then it will make you happy. Good luck and don't stress xx |
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warning sarcastic message pat sharp says give it up already i hear heroin is great this season warning sarcastic message |
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Oh and by the way don't try and look for some kind of miracle It's going to take a while, yeah. But if it's something you really want then it will work out ok. Stop tormenting yourself and the pain will fade.xx |
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Thankyou to all the supportive peeps (you know who you are ;p) I think I just need to be told to chill the fuck out a bit sometimes...... as for the rest of you mutha's, I love you too for teaching me not to take shit so seriously in your own little way *squeezes aphextriplet, lime jelly & recycle's adolescent cheeks* *sighs a sigh of relief* I feel better now doctor, these drugs are great d8D |
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if you didn't have downs, you wouldn't have ups. life is an ever fluctuating vibration fluctuating vibration-ness |
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Indeed it is. Hey isn't that character in your avatar called Mr Tom or something? |
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Life sucks and I envy the dead, but I hate to see a fellow Beatle listener be sad, so here's a picture of Paul McCartney and John Lennon arm wrestling to make you feel better. |
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HaHa! Nice one Ophecks, I've never seen that before. I reckon McCartney won. |
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i guess he didn't... 'cause Macca is a left-hander, so Lennon had an advantage there ! :) |
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where the fuck is tallyho? |
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oh on the next page n stuff |
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i like. i'm with you. peace. :) :) |
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you need to do something out of the ordinary, get some momentum. momentum is important. |
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but where to get the initial energy to start the momenetum going? |
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something out of the ordinary, spontaneous. stop thinking and just go on a reflexionary basis for a while, see where it takes you. |
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that doesnt answer my question |
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