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offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2003-08-20 10:50 [#00829688]
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Sometimes I deliberately fantasize about tragic events,
like deaths in my family, to provoke ersatz grief and crying
jags before I can go to sleep at night.



 

offline corticalstim from Canada on 2003-08-20 10:51 [#00829690]
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i used to do that when i was little.


 

offline leonid_olusegun from outside your window on 2003-08-20 10:52 [#00829692]
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its funny cos its true


 

offline nacmat on 2003-08-20 10:52 [#00829694]
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I have done that so many times... I never told anybody
before

I do it a lot with myself too, imagining I die and how would
the rest react


 

offline nobsmuggler from silly mid-off on 2003-08-20 10:54 [#00829696]
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sometimes my head does it when i dont want it to
i just sort of snap out of it after 5 mins


 

offline supreme from Antwerp (Belgium) on 2003-08-20 10:56 [#00829698]
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It's quite normal , I guess.
From time to time, everyone thinks about 'what if ... '

It also works in the other direction, like, what if I win
the lottery.
What if Angelina Jolie is my g/f
What if my sister marries Bill Gates('s fortune)
What if I kill Bill gates after one week marriage?


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2003-08-20 10:58 [#00829701]
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What if Bill Gates is gay....


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2003-08-20 10:59 [#00829702]
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yeah, but its so much easier to think about bad things...
cause its way more realistic


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2003-08-20 10:59 [#00829703]
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i did that when i was little, i don't do it now (i guess i
have once orr twice)


 

offline Ceri JC from Jefferson City (United States) on 2003-08-20 11:00 [#00829704]
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Mr. D James does too if his interviews are to be believed...
I remember him mentioning how he was lying in bed thinking
about people breaking in an pinning him down then filling
his mouth and nostrils with builders foam so he couldn't
breath.


 

offline pOgO from behind your belly button fluff on 2003-08-20 11:01 [#00829705]
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I've done that

sometimes I get a"What if" in my head and it just get's out
of controll


 

offline supreme from Antwerp (Belgium) on 2003-08-20 11:05 [#00829707]
Points: 5444 Status: Regular | Followup to Zeus: #00829702



yeah...
I don't have a sister.



 

offline leonid_olusegun from outside your window on 2003-08-20 11:07 [#00829708]
Points: 858 Status: Lurker



last night i imagined if someone were to break in - what
could i use from the room i sat in as a weapon - hours of
fun
the weighty reading lamp..
tv..
live electrical flex...(stood on something rubber of course)


 

offline anon from ^_^ (United Kingdom) on 2003-08-20 11:37 [#00829760]
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do you do it to get to sleep or just out of curiosity ,
because if its the latter ur normal - it its not,ditto

-A- :D


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2003-08-20 11:47 [#00829776]
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I cry almost every night


 

offline C738 from Outer Space on 2003-08-20 11:50 [#00829782]
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I have had periods that I planned my own death. Thinking of
ways to die. The effect of my suicide to my environment. The
various methods to do so.

But dont worry! I'm just to curious to die. I allways want
to know what will happen next :D.

And I'm quite happy at the moment

-C-


 

offline qrter from the future, and it works (Netherlands, The) on 2003-08-20 11:57 [#00829796]
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"I'm just to curious to die. I allways want to know what
will happen next"


not a lot, I would expect.


 

offline C738 from Outer Space on 2003-08-20 12:07 [#00829814]
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I meant I am just too curious. I dont want to die because I
might not know what will happen the next day.

I put it kinda vague I see now.

I'm just curious about what's going on everywhere. I dont
want to miss a thing.


 

offline marlowe from Antarctica on 2003-08-20 13:17 [#00829902]
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"my dog is dead. . .my dog is dead"

('the man who knew too little' - Bill Murray)


 

offline aphextriplet from your mothers bedroom (United Kingdom) on 2003-08-20 13:18 [#00829905]
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monoid, your posts suggest you belong in prison, or an
asylum


 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2003-08-20 13:19 [#00829908]
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you cry every night?
dude just smoke one joint before you feel youre about to cry


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2003-08-20 13:23 [#00829917]
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But...ive got so much love to give


 

offline aphextriplet from your mothers bedroom (United Kingdom) on 2003-08-20 13:38 [#00829937]
Points: 4731 Status: Lurker



give it to your cyborg dolls.


 

offline afxNUMB from So.Flo on 2003-08-20 13:40 [#00829939]
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I do the same thing....but on a regular basis, the thought
of death intrigued my mind. Now I just pass out but when I
dont I think of something sexual...or fantasize about
something :D it helps, I just dont get carried away


 

offline aphextriplet from your mothers bedroom (United Kingdom) on 2003-08-20 13:45 [#00829943]
Points: 4731 Status: Lurker



you guys are all fu**ing nuts. Here i was thinking this was
a board of IDM lovers. Little did i know it was a secret
cult of freaks. Maybe the two go hand in hand


 

offline Monoid from one source all things depend on 2003-08-20 14:00 [#00829958]
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I would, if I had the money, dude...Then again, no one will
ever measure up to mom....


 

offline evolume from seattle (United States) on 2003-08-20 14:58 [#00830048]
Points: 10965 Status: Regular



i haven't cried in years. sure, i had a tear in my eye when
Gandalf fell into the abyss with the balrog and all the
hobbits got sad. but other than that sort of thing, i don't
think i have really had a good cry in at least mm...gawd i
don't know.. 10 years?

I just don't care enough about many things to get really sad
very often.


 

offline hevquip from megagram dusk sect (United States) on 2003-08-20 20:53 [#00830436]
Points: 3381 Status: Regular



i've fantasized about my own death since i was little and
still do. i've had images of myself killing people i see on
the streets too. death and violence are just something we're
born with inside us.


 

offline Q4Z2X on 2003-08-20 20:59 [#00830439]
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maybe, or is it something we learn in life?
it's a never-answerable question..



 


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