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offline Junktion from Northern Jutland (Denmark) on 2003-01-22 05:56 [#00523674]
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I'm just plain sick of everything.
My paycheck came today and it was $300 under the expected
payment, because of some vacation-shit.
My girlfriend and I broke up, but are still living together
untill she moves to Denmark again. And that's ok, although
her constant talk with me and her friends, about how happy
she is about moving, fucking pisses me off.
Plus that she keeps calling other guys "honey" and "babe"
and stuff. Fuck man, we have been together for fucking 19
months. Couldnt she be just a little more caring.

I'm fucking tired of myself and my fucking life. I can't
control anythin cuz destiny keeps pulling me down.

I'm just plain sick


 

offline Junktion from Northern Jutland (Denmark) on 2003-01-22 06:02 [#00523685]
Points: 9713 Status: Lurker



I know how it feels when you're here
puts the heat in the air when you're near
but I will never know whats going on below
skin, bones and hair

I'd fall from a tree for a smile
hit myself and still hurt for a smile
but I will never find the bag of flash and thyme
shine me the stairs

I dig through the soil and the shields
and the softness of gold turns to steel
I drink too long and wet my tongue
'cause I have done you wrong...dead wrong

I talk to the fish on the floor
see my new found friend never gets bored
my favorite place of all is the closet in the hall
here noone calls

see, I dig through the soil and the shields....


- Kashmir: Bag Of Flash And Thyme


 

offline ecnadniarb on 2003-01-22 06:04 [#00523687]
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Relax a little. Nothing is as bad as it seems when you are
going through it. Take a step back. Think objectively.
Kill your ex. Buy a monkey and go on tour with a circus.
You will be happy again.


 

offline Junktion from Northern Jutland (Denmark) on 2003-01-22 06:08 [#00523691]
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dude...I have waited a whole fucking month to get those
$300, and now I have to wait one whole month again to get
money...


 

offline neetta from Finland on 2003-01-22 06:10 [#00523697]
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welcome to the ihatemylife -club mate :( i'd send you an
ecard but i'm too depressed


 

offline ecnadniarb on 2003-01-22 06:10 [#00523699]
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If it makes you feel any better I am owed 2 months wages
which is about $4000. I'm not in a rush though, because if
they don't pay me next month I am going to visit them with a
flame thrower.


 

offline RobE from London (United Kingdom) on 2003-01-22 06:23 [#00523712]
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cheer up,it gets worse.

}:<


 

offline pOgO from behind your belly button fluff on 2003-01-22 06:25 [#00523714]
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I'm sick of being sick of everything and it's making me sick


 

offline ecnadniarb on 2003-01-22 06:26 [#00523715]
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Then smile and think of buying a monkey then. I can't stand
people feeling sorry for themselves. There are always
thousands of people worse off than you, but people are too
selfish to see what twats they are being.


 

offline NeoExmnist from United States on 2003-01-22 06:27 [#00523716]
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my mom forgot to give me lunch money this morning...

WE'RE HERE FOR YOU JUNKITON!!!


 

offline pOgO from behind your belly button fluff on 2003-01-22 06:28 [#00523718]
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I feel sorry for myself priviatley, but it's ok to moan on
the board cause you're not real people, just little bits of
text =o)


 

offline NeoExmnist from United States on 2003-01-22 06:29 [#00523719]
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theres nothing wrong with a little self pitty. holding in
shit will just make you more angry. just cuz people have it
worse than you doesn't mean you have to say 'could be
worse'. cuz could be worse could be suicide. not everybody
can handle the same amount of shit.


 

offline Binaural Tea from Christmas City (Christmas Island) on 2003-01-22 06:29 [#00523721]
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my humour is too dark and masochistic, i cant get depressed.
sorry =(


 

offline ecnadniarb on 2003-01-22 06:31 [#00523725]
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But if more people commited suicide then I wouldn't have to
read so much moaning. So there are pros and cons to this as
in everything. I am the same as Binaural Tea I see humour
in everything, even the nastiest of things.


 

offline NeoExmnist from United States on 2003-01-22 06:33 [#00523730]
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i just make fun of other people to make myself feel good.


 

offline Junktion from Northern Jutland (Denmark) on 2003-01-22 06:34 [#00523731]
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ok...i'm in better mood now....
thank you for the support


 

offline sine707 from Frankfurt (Germany) on 2003-01-22 06:44 [#00523738]
Points: 1285 Status: Regular | Followup to Junktion: #00523731



a wise man once told me to go out, and sit by a lake...
well, I did, and it helped...
alternatives would be spending lots of time with your
friends.


 

offline Junktion from Northern Jutland (Denmark) on 2003-01-22 06:46 [#00523741]
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dude...i'm 1000km from home, in a Swedish town 200km from
everything....I think the lake-solution is the easyest ;)


 

offline jonesy from Lisboa (Portugal) on 2003-01-22 06:47 [#00523742]
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You should kill your girlfriend. That way she will never
leave you and you will always be together.


 

offline neetta from Finland on 2003-01-22 06:50 [#00523744]
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which town are you in? i lamost moved to tibro or skövde
once


 

offline Junktion from Northern Jutland (Denmark) on 2003-01-22 08:08 [#00523813]
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Sveg....

how are you anyway Neetta? :)


 

offline Junktion from Northern Jutland (Denmark) on 2003-01-22 08:09 [#00523814]
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dude...youre sick =P


 

offline lichtswitch from playskull.com (United States) on 2003-01-22 08:13 [#00523818]
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when i killed myself, i didnt do it cuz i felt bad for
myself...
fuck cancer!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


 

offline Ceri JC from Jefferson City (United States) on 2003-01-22 08:21 [#00523822]
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Hey mate- you think the $300 is bad?
Due to a tax cock up, I lost half a months wages- the same
month a 1/4 years rent went out... It reset my "record deck
fund" that I'd saved for months for back to nothing.

Oh and my gf of 3 years dumped me a few days later, so chin
up lad :)

Seriously though, I know it can be very frustrating at the
time, but you need to reassure yourself that it is only
temporary- things can only get better and all that. Oh yes
and when your down you will be able to make music about 10X
better (I do).

BTW- I really liked garagelab -willow. Comparisons to the
RDJ album are not unjustified.


 

offline LuckyPsycho from a long way from home (United Kingdom) on 2003-01-22 08:40 [#00523839]
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Stop all this fucking whinging!!!

I hate my life... blah blah blah... I've got no money...
blah blah blah...



 

offline Junktion from Northern Jutland (Denmark) on 2003-01-22 08:41 [#00523840]
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fuck you


 

offline giginger from Milky Beans (United Kingdom) on 2003-01-22 08:43 [#00523841]
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Bearing in mind that Junktion normally brings a lot of
humour o this board I think it's only fair if he has a
whinge every now and then. Surely saying shit like that is
not going to help his state of mind. For fucks sake put some
thought into your posts....


 

offline TonePu5her from lincoln !UK! (United Kingdom) on 2003-01-22 09:04 [#00523852]
Points: 3640 Status: Regular



Sigur Ros and Radiohead get me through times like that.
Without music I don't think i'd be here,no shit.
I'm a manic depressive,like quite a thew on this board I
belive,music is the way out.


 


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