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offline titsworth from Washington, DC (United States) on 2002-07-30 09:11 [#00330360]
Points: 14550 Status: Lurker | Followup to Zeus: #00330359



no i can't, sorry. it wouldn't be right, i've already said
too much. anyway i don't know if you think he's an "asshole"
or vice versa so it's a moot point.


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-07-30 09:13 [#00330361]
Points: 14042 Status: Lurker



eh whatever

but seriously... why do these threads always end up with
people flaming me?

i mean, the whole "reputation" thing...

whats with that

i still dont freaking get it

people seem to dislike me alot, and I dont think anything
ive said or done has been annoyin... at least not compared
to all the people that are always posting junk


 

offline corn_mouth from santiago (Chile) on 2002-07-30 09:13 [#00330362]
Points: 1321 Status: Lurker



HEHEHHEHEHEHEHHE

r e s o l

<-----------------

nanight!


 

offline titsworth from Washington, DC (United States) on 2002-07-30 09:15 [#00330363]
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hey i'm not condoning anything that people have said about
you. i've made a point to speak strictly on your chance of
being signed to warp, which you agree is unlikely. stating
that you HAVE a reputation isn't the same thing as saying
you deserve it.


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-07-30 09:17 [#00330364]
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yeah...

its just it really bothers me... cause i dont know how it
came about

and there just seems to be alot of people that have
something against me

i just come on here to talk about electronic music, cause Im
bored

and the next thing i know people are judging my character
and all that

its a freaking internet chat board



 

offline titsworth from Washington, DC (United States) on 2002-07-30 09:18 [#00330365]
Points: 14550 Status: Lurker



anyway good luck with your demo, and i agree with you that
the artists playing at the show can offer very valuable
advice on your music so it's a good idea to give them copies
for that reason. goodnight!


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-07-30 09:19 [#00330366]
Points: 14042 Status: Lurker | Followup to titsworth: #00330365



thanks :)

good night!


 

offline Jedi Chris on 2002-07-30 09:27 [#00330369]
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Who are you calling 'lonely', watch your back fucker!


 

offline korben dallas from nz on 2002-07-30 12:02 [#00330462]
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hows them nerves coming along?


 

offline jonesy from Lisboa (Portugal) on 2002-07-30 12:05 [#00330468]
Points: 6650 Status: Lurker



I was making a general point about the worship of Warp by
loads of peeps here. It wasn't specifically directed at you;
nothing here is.


 

offline Zephyr Twin from ΔΔΔ on 2002-07-30 12:23 [#00330484]
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Zeus: I say go for it man, you never know what'll happen.

Switch: so, stealin my avatar and trashin it are we? Well,
now my avatar is in your avatar too so I still get the last
laugh aha HAhaAAHhah ah =p

Jonesy: "But why do you believe Warp artists could give you
any more valid an opinion than the man in the street or one
of us for that matter?"

Well, the chance the random guy on the street knows any
electronic music to compare it to is pretty slim... and hes
already showed his music to us, a record label is the
logical next step.


 

offline jonesy from Lisboa (Portugal) on 2002-07-30 12:42 [#00330503]
Points: 6650 Status: Lurker | Followup to Zephyr Twin: #00330484



I just meant that just because someone makes music and is
signed to a label everyone here wanks over, doesn't mean
they are the best to judge it.


 

offline Zephyr Twin from ΔΔΔ on 2002-07-30 12:46 [#00330508]
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yeah


 

offline korben dallas from nz on 2002-07-30 12:53 [#00330515]
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^ not meaning to butt in, but i tend to agree with jonesy ..
and could even add a little bit of my own thoughts on the
matter - whilst getting feedback from other people is surely
useful (dependent on the intention one has in producing
music, and as a slight digression, imho feedback from this
board would be most useful in this regard, is this after all
not your target audience?)

- however, it seems to me (although i may be entirely
mistaken, and this is a more general thought, than one
directed at you zeus in particular) that value-ing others'
opinions compromises artistic integrity [if not
self-esteem]. This may in itself not be a problem at all -
and perhaps very useful.

But what happens if you get rave reviews - will you (this is
in general) dare and change your style, or are you by such a
highly regarded opinion squeezed into a pigeon hole, and
compromise your creative input (i'm sure jonesy will
appreciate this point) - and inturn, in a sense, become a
factory worker - churning out a product.

Or if you get shat on with feedback? Will this undermine
your creative process in a similar sense? - (of course what
creativity is, is a huge and debatable topic etc.) ..

umm.. so what was i saying .. um, oh right, in my opinion
creativity has something to do with artistic integrity, and
in the sense that one would be an "artist", not merely a (to
use the previous analogy) factory worker. However - in and
of itself, neither is good nor bad - but in my opinion it is
important to know what you intend when you make music. is it
to release your creative being, or to make a shit load of
cash, or a bit of both - erm.. mmmhh.. this has gone on for
a bit.

so - you may as well give them a cd-r, can't hurt, but i
think one can value the opinion of most people of this board
equally to that of any warp artist.


 

offline korben dallas from nz on 2002-07-30 12:56 [#00330516]
Points: 4605 Status: Regular



3rd paragraph should read creative output , along with all
the other typo's and shit ..


 

offline jonesy from Lisboa (Portugal) on 2002-07-30 12:58 [#00330518]
Points: 6650 Status: Lurker



Its typical of bourgeois philosophers like Korben to value
an 'artist' more highly than a factory worker.

Nah seriously, Korben's point makes sense. There are a
number of artists who lose their way after critical acclaim
or commercial success. Then again there are those who manage
to keep evolving and retain their level of creativity. I
guess it comes down to personality types.

BTW How are you Korben? Good ta see ya mate.


 

offline korben dallas from nz on 2002-07-30 13:03 [#00330522]
Points: 4605 Status: Regular



Hey jonesy, things are going quite grande.. what are ya
complaining about you proletariat scum! After all - you are
the "master of nature," so what have you to complain about
:)

Did you get my email - with the "radical thought"
attachment? I think meho wants me to give you the "gulf war
didn't happen" article as well (which i'll scan this
weekend).

Yeah. . maybe i should have made that point more bold or
obvious or something .. its all down to you - but to be
aware of it i guess is what i'm saying (though by the same
token I'm not saying anything at all!) .. hehe



 

offline jonesy from Lisboa (Portugal) on 2002-07-30 13:08 [#00330523]
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I'm not using the vomitomelette addy at the mo. Check your
email mate!


 

offline korben dallas from nz on 2002-07-30 13:10 [#00330524]
Points: 4605 Status: Regular



fair enough .. !



 

offline korben dallas from nz on 2002-07-30 13:18 [#00330526]
Points: 4605 Status: Regular



you should have a parcel in your mail :)

btw I got me the Cujo: Adventures in Foam (2cd) rerelease -
very nice.


 

offline jand from Braintree (United Kingdom) on 2002-07-30 14:37 [#00330575]
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The best way (and the route of all Warp Artists to start
with..)...is to get youself stuff either self-pressed or try
and hook up with a smaller label....

WARP get like 200 demos a day...so whatver you do, it's
gonna be ignored...

Once tou've got a name for youself then perhaps WARP will
come looking for you...(which is their general M.O..)...


 

offline od_step_cloak from Pleth (Australia) on 2002-07-30 15:34 [#00330594]
Points: 3803 Status: Regular



hey man not everyone sends demos
ive only ever sent one demo to rephlex when id been making
stuff for a few months, and even then it was only to boast
to my mates "yeah sent a demo to rephlex" all very tongue in
cheek.

been thinking of sending one to warp and rephlex tho. i know
i wont get signed, but i dont really wanna be on other
smaller labels, coz im happy being semisigned atm anyways


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-07-30 17:36 [#00330758]
Points: 14042 Status: Lurker | Followup to korben dallas: #00330515



korben, i can totally understand what youre saying...

but you left out one aspect...

im sure there are people you respect. youd like to follow in
thier footsteps, in some sense. They do what you love, and
you hope that some day you can do it too.

I want to write and release electronic music. Why? Because i
love it.

these people write and release electronic music. Why because
THEY love it.

I dont think its fair to talk about "selling out" and
"cashing in" here. Since when does electronic music
(especailly IDM) ever give you an opertunity to sell out or
cash in?

And are you saying that youve never had someone youve looked
up to and respected? and you would just like thier
feedback?

besides this, i agree with everything else you said

btw i have shown alot of people my music on here, and now
its at the point where people are obviously tired of me
trying to get feedback. They think im "cocky" and
"egotystical" for trying to get feedback all of the time.

So not only have i tried and gotten lots of feedback here...
it seems to be time to stop... considering the reception i
tend to get


 

offline korben dallas from nz on 2002-07-31 11:30 [#00331675]
Points: 4605 Status: Regular



Zeus: my thing wasn't meant to be a personal attack at all,
so cool if you didn't take no offence.

"I want to write and release electronic music. Why?"

writing and releasing are quite different in my opinion. one
is about creating, and in a sense ought to be distinguished
from the releasing part of it .. the releasing part of it, i
assume entails possible touring, meeting other "respected"
memebers of this electronic scene or whatever ..

"these people write and release electronic music. Why
because
THEY love it. "

They WRITE music because they love it (i hope/shall assume)
.. but they RELEASE/PROMOTE it for the money and
glory/admiration of people.

"I dont think its fair to talk about "selling out" and
"cashing in" here. Since when does electronic music
(especailly IDM) ever give you an opertunity to sell out or

cash in? "

Look, it doesn't have to be either this or that .. its all a
matter of degree. But perhaps more importantly - doing it
for the money is in itself not bad - you have to place the
values on it yourself. Selling isn't bad in itself, its only
really frowned upon in light of calling someone an Artist. A
business man for example is a good business man if he "sell
out" - if this analogy even makes sense. All i guess i'm
saying is be honest with yourself. Its ok to do it for the
money - wanting to release music in my opinion is largely
for the recognition and money. I mean it would be a pretty
cool job wouldn't it?

But yeah .. essentially i'm not saying anything.


 

offline korben dallas from nz on 2002-07-31 11:32 [#00331678]
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Telling yourself you're doing it for the music but at the
same time wanting to release it and get money/recognition
from it seems like a bit of a contradiction to me.



 

offline korben dallas from nz on 2002-07-31 11:35 [#00331681]
Points: 4605 Status: Regular



ALso, another thing .. bout the respected thing and
feedback.

Do you think they respect you? I reckon for feedback of any
kind to be most useful the respect has to be roughly
mutual?

Just a thought?


 

offline korben dallas from nz on 2002-07-31 11:41 [#00331684]
Points: 4605 Status: Regular



Ofcourse .. by saying CREATING and RELEASING ought to be
treated as seperates, is ignoring the invariable truth that
each influences the other .. and I guess it is the degree of
this that is up to you or something .. fuck it, this mb
layout is really hard to think with - i'm off to have some
tea.


 

offline titsworth from Washington, DC (United States) on 2002-07-31 16:33 [#00331992]
Points: 14550 Status: Lurker



"writing and releasing are quite different in my opinion."

exactly! you have to prove to people that your music is
really worth taking up thousands or millions of
people's time. no body is owed a record deal.
most electronic "artists" aren't signed and do it for the
love. i find it kind of odd that zeus is so hung up on
getting signed to a label when he should be concentrating on
making more and better tracks! continual self-improvement. i
mean let's look at afx for a second (hey, don't mind if i
do! haw haw!). saw 85-92 is made up of selected tracks from
thirteen 90-minute cassette tapes full of his music
that he gave out to friends of his. now that is a huge
catalogue of tunes, and i'm sure he had even more than that
when his first album came out. i don't think he was obsessed
with getting signed, he just really loved what he did. you
don't have to have RDJ as a role model, but he's an example
worth studying.


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-07-31 16:46 [#00332008]
Points: 14042 Status: Lurker



of course i make music for the love of music

but give me a fucking break. i need to make a living some
how. Its either try and release my music, or fucking work at
mcdonalds all my life, and make music on the side. Sure ill
still be doin what i love, but guess what, i dont want to
work in mcdonalds.

and you know what? thats all i could do, because im majoring
in music... so what jobs would i be qualified for besides
music?

its easy to make up these principles and pass judgment when
you dont have to deal with it.

what the fuck is wrong with wanting people to hear my music?
Its a great feeling to know youre communicating to people
with your creation.

and there is a difference between selling music, and selling
out.


 

offline Jarworski from The Grove (United Kingdom) on 2002-07-31 16:52 [#00332020]
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Pineapple


 

offline Jarworski from The Grove (United Kingdom) on 2002-07-31 16:54 [#00332024]
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I'm sure I had something more to say than that... oh yeah, I
dunno about electronic artists, but a stoner band who come
from my town have just been signed to Sony.

They're the biggest pile of shite I've heard for a long
time.

So anything's fuggin possible.

Although, you shouldn't hold out much hope Zeus. Warp are
too busy playing my demo.


 

offline The_Funkmaster from St. John's (Canada) on 2002-07-31 16:57 [#00332031]
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"Although, you shouldn't hold out much hope Zeus. Warp are
too busy playing my demo. "

hey, I thought that warp was interested in good music, and
not cheap heavy metal!!! ;)



 

offline titsworth from Washington, DC (United States) on 2002-07-31 17:24 [#00332075]
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zeus: music is my life, but i'm not kidding myself - i'm
double majoring in english and psychology, which i am also
passioante about. firstly, as a musician it's so difficult
to find success. not only do you have to find a label that
will sign you, you really have to have a lot of luck (and i
mean luck, not talent) to make a living out of it. so many
amazing artists just don't make enough money to get by. even
if you manage to make some money doing your music, in almost
every case it won't be enough money that you won't have to
work a real job. music will always have to be something you
do on the side.

secondly, with my knowledge and passion i could make an
excellent label rep, music journalist, or [insert music
industry career here]. but i have a real honest and sincere
love for music that would be corrupted by the horrible beast
that is marketing and promotion. and again, music - whether
making it or handling it - is very, very difficult to make
money on. it'd only be just enough to get by. i'm not saying
writing books is that much easier, but at least as an
english major i can write anything - fiction, non-fiction,
newspaper articles, company documents, whatever.


 

offline outside_ninja from ninjaland (I touch no-one and on 2002-07-31 17:38 [#00332117]
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I don't think Zeus takes advice too well - maybe he is
visited by the Ae in nocturnal visions who, like Bruce Lee
in No Retreat No Surrender, guide him in his quest for
Musical Perfection, and the opinions of lowly MBers just
don't cut it?

Form, Power, Speed.


 

offline sacharin from New York City, Boston, the Hag (Netherlands, The) on 2002-07-31 17:40 [#00332118]
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What's your point? As musicians we can write jingles,
musicals, national anthems, hymns, commericial music,
soundtracks, and anything else.

I think you're a little bit arrogant. And by that I mean,
you're incredibly arrogant.


 

offline titsworth from Washington, DC (United States) on 2002-07-31 17:44 [#00332125]
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i'm being harsh but this is how i feel about the matter. as
for jingles and such, you're right. there's a lot of
competition for the 'music as service' line of work as well
but it does pay the bills.


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-07-31 18:00 [#00332136]
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i take advise... just not bad advise from people who dont
know what they are talking about


 

offline Zeus from San Francisco (United States) on 2002-07-31 18:01 [#00332138]
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exactly

and while im doing that, i also will be trying to make my
own music that i want to make, and hopefully get somewhere
with that as well.


 

offline korben dallas from nz on 2002-08-01 03:34 [#00332825]
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Is creating the music an "means" for you, where the "end" is
money, or is it an "end" in itself?

IMHO: recognition only really means anything if it comes
from peers, and I'd say musicians on this board (some of
whom are very accomplished, some of which already belong to
or own small labels and such) ought to be thought of as
worthy to be considered your peer etc. etc. ad infinitum:
but that's just me - time for another tea.


 

offline The_Funkmaster from St. John's (Canada) on 2002-08-01 03:39 [#00332832]
Points: 16280 Status: Lurker



I haven't read all these messages, but I must agree with
Zeus on one of the last ones here... I've been fiddling
around with Fruity Loops, and I must say, one of the great
things about making music imo is allowing others to hear
it... for some reason it excites me... I think trying to get
your music out to the people is just natural... you ant to
do it... and hey, what's wrong with trying to get paid for
something you love? As long as you don't make the music for
the money...


 

offline korben dallas from nz on 2002-08-01 03:42 [#00332836]
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Why does that not surprise me ... oh .. that'll be the
kettle!


 

offline Mickey Mouse from The Moon on 2002-08-01 03:44 [#00332839]
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Thing to do is... if you havent heard this before. Is just
to keep plugging away at it. Keep trying new things.. listen
to DIFFERENT music then what you make, that helps a lot when
I make tracks. Dont get discouraged... or upset with
yourself. Your worst enemy is yourself.. because I judge
myself way hard too. Hand out demos no matter what,
especially if there is an artist that makes the same genra
of music as you do. And dont give up. Words of advise from
your pal Mickey.

Mickey Mouse says: IF I WERE A DUCK I WOULD HAVE BOOTS NOW
WOULDNT I, CANT YOU SEE I AM A HIPPO!?!


 

offline Ubik from United States on 2002-08-01 03:51 [#00332849]
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to get back to the beginning.....how do you think they (the
people on the Warp tour) feel about having some guy force
his CDs on them while they are on tour... its probably
really annoying, and probably happens too often... sounds
like you are setting yourself up for a big disappointment


 


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