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xeharak
from london café society (United Kingdom) on 2002-06-12 15:28 [#00262251]
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im sorry, i posted my apologies yesterday, but someone disabled my account...
I just want to be accepted by you. My previous behavior was a result of deep depression. My children have been taken away from me now, so im finding life a little easier. The prozac is helping too, and im also getting back into music making, so please dont ban me again, ill show you that im better, plus ill play you some of my new music
lucy-karen
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2002-06-12 15:30 [#00262255]
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sure
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Phatbert 000
from Augsburg (Germany) on 2002-06-12 15:34 [#00262262]
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why don't you contact phobiazero directly and explain because otherwise he'll just keep deleting your accounts.
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supreme
from Antwerp (Belgium) on 2002-06-12 15:34 [#00262263]
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eeeeerm...
*thinks*
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supreme
from Antwerp (Belgium) on 2002-06-12 15:38 [#00262273]
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If I say I don't believe you,how will you act?
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xeharak
from london café society (United Kingdom) on 2002-06-12 15:40 [#00262277]
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im better, honestly, believe me. Im seeing the social services and psychiatric agency every few days now, and its really helping, i will give you links to my new tracks soon, that will prove to you that im better
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VampireAngel
from San Juan (Cuntland) (Puerto Rico) on 2002-06-12 15:54 [#00262287]
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Lucy-Karen,I hope it's true about yourself,you seem very honest,but yes,you must email Phobiazero immediately and explain to them yourself....Because is like Phatbert000 says they're going to keep deleting your accounts for past behaviours,so please do so and welcome back... ===)
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Powli
from Lawrence, KS on 2002-06-12 16:00 [#00262294]
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I hope I dont sound rude or nosy by bursting into this topic without any knowledge of what going on but...i hope you dont mind me asking about what were these incidents on the MB you're talking about.
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2002-06-12 16:02 [#00262295]
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part of me want to believe you, and part of me says it sounds like shit !!!!
"I just want to be accepted by you. My previous behavior was a result of deep depression. My children have been taken
away from me now, so im finding life a little easier. The prozac is helping too, and im also getting back into music making, so please dont ban me again, ill show you that im better, plus ill play you some of my new music"
its up to phobiazero, not me.
good luck with your life regardless
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supreme
from Antwerp (Belgium) on 2002-06-12 16:03 [#00262298]
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powli: trolling
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2002-06-12 16:06 [#00262304]
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powli----ill explain it a little better :0)
some peep like to come to this free speaking message board and totaly abuse thier write to have fun and talk about idm music.
they are total shitheads, with nothing better to do than ruin other peeps fun, they should be found and all thier blood should be dripped from their necks and left out for the voltures to eat
hope this helps :0)
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supreme
from Antwerp (Belgium) on 2002-06-12 16:09 [#00262309]
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errrr yah! ok,my explanation was a lil' bit......eeerrgh.... simple
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Powli
from Lawrence, KS on 2002-06-12 16:10 [#00262311]
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Heh...well, good explanation recycle thanks. Xeharax...I dont know exactly what happened with you and if you are telling the truth I apologize but your story does seem a bit...made up: "My children have been taken away from me now, so im finding life a little easier. The
prozac is helping too." Again I apologize if your telling the truth but this seems very over dramatic.
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2002-06-12 16:10 [#00262312]
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supreme----i thought it needed a little bit more of an illaboration
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xeharak
from london café society (United Kingdom) on 2002-06-12 16:11 [#00262313]
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it was the depression.
with help from my psychiatrist, im am slowly recovering. I was a nasty bitch to some people on this board. but all that will change from now on.
i love aphex/rephlex music, and this is the best music site on the net, so i like to spend time here. I was a total bitch to some of the men here, and i apologise to them
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2002-06-12 16:12 [#00262314]
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Powli ----no need to appologize for your thoughts, it is a free country (the last time i checked)
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xeharak
from london café society (United Kingdom) on 2002-06-12 16:12 [#00262315]
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recycle, did you take a "mis-spelling" pill this morning? ;)
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2002-06-12 16:15 [#00262319]
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xeharak ---no comment, unitl your proven not a troll
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xeharak
from london café society (United Kingdom) on 2002-06-12 16:20 [#00262330]
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ok thad, i understand- but rember, for months on here i was fine - you remember, i put lots of tracks up for download. and im okay now (better every day) - ive given up smoking grass- that was making me more depressed (i've swapped it for another drug - prozac- but it actaully benefits me)
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2002-06-12 16:24 [#00262335]
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xeharak---i hope that the truth, if that was you, then you should be able to put the tracks back up
if im wrong, than please forgive me, i just hate trolls !!!
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Ceri JC
from Jefferson City (United States) on 2002-06-12 16:25 [#00262336]
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Powli, I like your avatar. The golden spiral isn't it?
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VampireAngel
from San Juan (Cuntland) (Puerto Rico) on 2002-06-12 16:26 [#00262338]
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Lucy-Karen,just keep proving you are improving and they will see...I don't have much problem because I joined this wonderful messageboard 2 weeks ago,even though,used to post sometimes on version 4 of this mb....I forgive you,but you still have to prove averybody else wrong,that you are really changing,ok......===)
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Mr_Flappypants
from Louisville (United States) on 2002-06-12 16:26 [#00262340]
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children?...
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oh well, im glad to see you back...or something......... its good that youre getting help and you no longer have..children to take care of...
just a little thing to tell you, you wont be recieving much trust from anyone
try anyway
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Powli
from Lawrence, KS on 2002-06-12 16:28 [#00262342]
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Ceri jc: Indeed it is the golden spiral. I dont know about you but I find the fibboncai sequence, ratio, spiral, rectangle, triangle, and string to be fascinating.
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2002-06-12 16:28 [#00262343]
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vampire angel---exactly
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2002-06-12 16:28 [#00262344]
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Powli---you seen the movie pi ? its featured in that :0)
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jand
from Braintree (United Kingdom) on 2002-06-12 16:34 [#00262361]
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Welcome back Powli...
Anyone who like the Golden Ratio etc..is fine by me...have been doing a series of painting using them....will post something if I can get em to look as good online as off....
Best of luck with the meds & I hope things get a bit brighter for ya....
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xeharak
from london café society (United Kingdom) on 2002-06-12 16:38 [#00262371]
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whatever i did to hurt you, i apologise, deeply. ill leave you all in peace from now on.
lucy
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VampireAngel
from San Juan (Cuntland) (Puerto Rico) on 2002-06-12 16:41 [#00262379]
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Take care Lucy and please be true about everything you're saying....we'd like to welcome you here,besides,i'd love to hear your music.......:)
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Powli
from Lawrence, KS on 2002-06-12 16:42 [#00262381]
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Pi...an amazing movie...thats where I started to become interested in it...another amazing movie from the same director (daren aronofsky if thats how you spell his name) is Requiem for a Dream...I suggest you see it if you havent already done so.
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Chri5py
from my Solarbear (United Kingdom) on 2002-06-12 16:42 [#00262382]
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apologie accepted but if all of this is true I'd imagine there are mor important people you should apologise to other that people on the internet.
think
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marlowe
from Antarctica on 2002-06-12 16:44 [#00262385]
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i hate apologies -- an apology immediately instigates a "master/servant" relationship - i haven't seriously apologised for years -- even if i wanted to, i would choke.
thad, be nice or i'll fist you
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Phobiazero
from the next Xltronic (Sweden) on 2002-06-12 16:56 [#00262405]
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xeharak: for fuck sake... if you even want a tiny little chance to remain on the MB, contact me via e-mail/AIM. we're not banning the username, you know - but the real person.
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Chri5py
from my Solarbear (United Kingdom) on 2002-06-12 17:07 [#00262422]
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so if you did something you didn't mean to do, you wouldn't apologise? I'd call that being a cunt in my experience.
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2002-06-12 17:10 [#00262431]
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phobizero---thank you
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marlowe
from Antarctica on 2002-06-12 17:17 [#00262443]
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i don't do things i don't intend to do - if i bump into someone i will say sorry -- but i don't count that as a real apology - just a passing apology... if i DID fuck something up, i would make amends through action, not words
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2002-06-12 17:24 [#00262447]
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marlowe--thats why i like you, you are a dying breed of honest, respectable people
my hats of to you
now go bake me some cookies you bitch ass
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marlowe
from Antarctica on 2002-06-12 17:31 [#00262458]
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that's right thad - i don't stand on ceremony -- you, however, seem to stand on your head -- watch out, your toupee will fall off! :D
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Monumrnt
from To (Canada) on 2002-06-12 17:34 [#00262460]
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Someone took away my children as well.
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marlowe
from Antarctica on 2002-06-12 17:48 [#00262480]
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who did?
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2002-06-12 18:12 [#00262496]
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"marlowe i am your father"
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pachi
from yo momma (United States) on 2002-06-12 18:26 [#00262522]
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weird girl...
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2002-06-12 18:33 [#00262534]
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the cute little monkey said it
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core
from London (United Kingdom) on 2002-06-13 01:37 [#00263328]
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sorry but this stinks. i think this individual is taking the piss out of all of us.
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The_Funkmaster
from St. John's (Canada) on 2002-06-13 01:49 [#00263335]
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well I'm a big believer in second chances... give her another chance I say... come on, did she really hurt us that bad? No... I actually found some of it quite entertaining... :)
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Xanatos
from New York City (United States) on 2002-06-13 01:56 [#00263344]
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T to the R to the O to the double L
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eric_hard_jams
on 2002-06-13 02:55 [#00263403]
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the only actions you can do on a message board is words though.
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OK
on 2002-06-13 02:56 [#00263404]
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bullshit
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Phobiazero
from the next Xltronic (Sweden) on 2002-06-13 07:47 [#00263637]
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one more chance? you mean he/she should be given his/her 11th chance? I personally don't believe a shit in what he/she says...
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Cheffe1979
from fuck (Austria) on 2002-06-13 08:55 [#00263665]
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she is one big lie
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