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Started a new job 7 weeks ago , it’s too hard and on Sunday night I thought , fuck this I can’t go in so I got a bag to cook and things went down hill from there . Now it’s Wednesday snd I still haven’t slept . The door to hell is locked from the inside 👹 enter any time |
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are you ok? |
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maybe he slept, sunday to wednesday night is rough |
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I slept last night but I had very bad heart palpitations . I was dressed in bed in case I needed help . Today im ok . Just need to focus on getting my shit together 🤕 |
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I was doing ok , then suddenly took a hard left into the woods lol totally, gone totally sideways |
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why |
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The larn, failing happens but find a way to get your strength and power on. BoC vibes yo. |
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what's a bag to cook? |
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I wondered about this too... The Curse of Xltronic |
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No one will escape, except those who already did :p |
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bro do you cook it yourself before you take the drugs |
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take care larn i remember you from 21 years ago i went through similar things you did but with alcohol when things get hard don’t forget that turning to drugs/alcohol will only make things way more difficult that’s what i try to remind myself |
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only thing i can think of is he's been freebasing his coke |
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Coc-H⁺ Cl⁻ + NaHCO₃ → Coc + NaCl + H₂O + CO₂ That is the problem in scientific terms |
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it can be hard, yeah |
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also *too* hard |
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I'm trying to organise an Xltronic "Teen Takeover". |
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also why is there no xltronic for kids |
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because idm is dad music |
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crack dad, admittedly |
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men are allowed feelings nowadays. it's good |
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why you got a bag dawg and i ain't gotta bag gimme dat bag dawg switch to marbles larn |
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how u doin picpic |
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On the evidence probably exactly the same. |
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Singing "Virtual Insanity" by Jamiroquai but changing the lyrics to Toxic Masculinity... |
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Epic's junked-up jazz parlance makes him the IDM Kerouac we all deserve. |
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Thought about jamiroquai the other day but didnt post it, beat me to it |
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i motherfucking hate people. i still just want to make nice things -- or, at least, useful things. but i need capital. if i have about a million or two i'll start paying out two times whatever i am sent. the money from mom doesn't count because she's such a jerk, but everyone else please invest in nevenen. i could... $1000 a day? what more does a boy need. then i can wait a few weeks and get my own AI hardware, and i will. and just pay the hotel for a bit and then find something once i have some cashflow going. instead of going back to motherfucking south bay. you pieces of shit. |
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two and a half months kidnapped by cave trolls. fuck people. just saying. but now that it's said i'm realizing poetic license is what gemini needs a bit of to understand transients and maybe a bit of the giraffe toy.. that's more my focus right now. even though someone stole my backpack with my new macbook and my adderall so now i'm very slow i work out more than software gets written i must admit. but i don't have adderall or a macbook you pieces of shit fuck off. hell, pauly marbles done said my stuff been "disbursed" or something from motherfucking bloomington. the list rattles on. but i'd rather focus on nice things, piloting the AI feels like stabbing a person on a lot of benadryl with needles to make their meatsack extract pixel art from the simcity 2000 urban reneal kit and shit it's cool man that would have taken me like 30 hours! and my situation, i don't have that time for a stoned idea from 2014 but the ai can just fart it out with some cleanup. i need a macbook and adderall. the legally prescribed daily XR dose i have been on for ages you stupid cave trolls. no i do not want to file a police report. fuck the police. |
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Hey Larn, sorry to hear of your struggles. The thing about life is, you have the power to make new choices every day. So, even though you made this choice before, you don't have to make it again. The people I see who are the happiest, have made short term sacrifices for long term benefits. Eating healthy, going to the gym, working hard in a profession they enjoy. When you decide you want to live the life you want - no one can stop you. I hope you get to walk through that door soon. As you said, you are the only one who has that key. |
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Post on Watmm instead |
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