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Started a new job 7 weeks ago , it’s too hard and on Sunday night I thought , fuck this I can’t go in so I got a bag to cook and things went down hill from there . Now it’s Wednesday snd I still haven’t slept . The door to hell is locked from the inside 👹 enter any time |
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are you ok? |
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maybe he slept, sunday to wednesday night is rough |
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I slept last night but I had very bad heart palpitations . I was dressed in bed in case I needed help . Today im ok . Just need to focus on getting my shit together 🤕 |
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I was doing ok , then suddenly took a hard left into the woods lol totally, gone totally sideways |
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why |
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The larn, failing happens but find a way to get your strength and power on. BoC vibes yo. |
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what's a bag to cook? |
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I wondered about this too... The Curse of Xltronic |
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No one will escape, except those who already did :p |
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bro do you cook it yourself before you take the drugs |
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take care larn i remember you from 21 years ago i went through similar things you did but with alcohol when things get hard don’t forget that turning to drugs/alcohol will only make things way more difficult that’s what i try to remind myself |
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only thing i can think of is he's been freebasing his coke |
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Coc-H⁺ Cl⁻ + NaHCO₃ → Coc + NaCl + H₂O + CO₂ That is the problem in scientific terms |
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it can be hard, yeah |
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also *too* hard |
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I'm trying to organise an Xltronic "Teen Takeover". |
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also why is there no xltronic for kids |
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because idm is dad music |
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crack dad, admittedly |
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men are allowed feelings nowadays. it's good |
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why you got a bag dawg and i ain't gotta bag gimme dat bag dawg switch to marbles larn |
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how u doin picpic |
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On the evidence probably exactly the same. |
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Singing "Virtual Insanity" by Jamiroquai but changing the lyrics to Toxic Masculinity... |
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Epic's junked-up jazz parlance makes him the IDM Kerouac we all deserve. |
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Thought about jamiroquai the other day but didnt post it, beat me to it |
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i motherfucking hate people. i still just want to make nice things -- or, at least, useful things. but i need capital. if i have about a million or two i'll start paying out two times whatever i am sent. the money from mom doesn't count because she's such a jerk, but everyone else please invest in nevenen. i could... $1000 a day? what more does a boy need. then i can wait a few weeks and get my own AI hardware, and i will. and just pay the hotel for a bit and then find something once i have some cashflow going. instead of going back to motherfucking south bay. you pieces of shit. |
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two and a half months kidnapped by cave trolls. fuck people. just saying. but now that it's said i'm realizing poetic license is what gemini needs a bit of to understand transients and maybe a bit of the giraffe toy.. that's more my focus right now. even though someone stole my backpack with my new macbook and my adderall so now i'm very slow i work out more than software gets written i must admit. but i don't have adderall or a macbook you pieces of shit fuck off. hell, pauly marbles done said my stuff been "disbursed" or something from motherfucking bloomington. the list rattles on. but i'd rather focus on nice things, piloting the AI feels like stabbing a person on a lot of benadryl with needles to make their meatsack extract pixel art from the simcity 2000 urban reneal kit and shit it's cool man that would have taken me like 30 hours! and my situation, i don't have that time for a stoned idea from 2014 but the ai can just fart it out with some cleanup. i need a macbook and adderall. the legally prescribed daily XR dose i have been on for ages you stupid cave trolls. no i do not want to file a police report. fuck the police. |
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Hey Larn, sorry to hear of your struggles. The thing about life is, you have the power to make new choices every day. So, even though you made this choice before, you don't have to make it again. The people I see who are the happiest, have made short term sacrifices for long term benefits. Eating healthy, going to the gym, working hard in a profession they enjoy. When you decide you want to live the life you want - no one can stop you. I hope you get to walk through that door soon. As you said, you are the only one who has that key. |
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Post on Watmm instead |
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Im back again , heart feels like it’s gunna stop working at the moment , feel a bit closer to death . I lost my job . I went back to the company I used to work for . They put me on probation . I called in sick , they sacked me . I have money for the next 2 weeks then No income . I keep listening to sunshine recorder and sobbing uncontrollably in my car . |
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I am considering going to Mexico to do Ibogaine, does anyone have £10k they can lend me ? I can pay it back Once I get better . I just don’t know what else I can do I feel like my brain is wired up badly . |
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Once you pay me I will get on a flight and check in to a rehab clinic , or if you prefer you can pay the clinic directly and I will pay for my own flight . Once I ger better I will pay you back and more . I have an App idea that im gunna code soon , I believe it is an original idea that will sell |
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😉 |
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Would save my life and I have a kid , so it would help her , she is the only reason I’m still here 😔 |
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Im telling you , my App will be a success , it will revolutionise the experience of HGV drivers |
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I promise to pay you back 100% and more, think of it as an investment |
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Please God give me your hand |
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get on benefits asap you silly man. nobody here has 10 grand to splurge |
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Belb, I easily have more than $10k to splurge but I’m not giving anything to anyone in here or send any money for products here that isn’t cool or been a friend for years I’m not doing the pyramid scheme. Send me a buck, I’ll send you two My band account is well and my 401l did good yesterday. Somehow Trump hasn’t ruined that. Knock on wood |
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Recycle book me into the clinic and ii will make my way , don’t think about it too much , just do it , you’re over complicating this |
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Ibogaine? Find a connection for lsd or mushrooms and if you cant roll the dice with the dark web. Belb is even more right, social services. Doesnt the uk pay out the fucking ass in taxes, or is that only or immigrants? I never have used the dark web myself but I've bought off ppl that did. Research is your own. Ibogaine is some workout joe rogan shit. You need a physical trip? Mexico aint it. Three nights hotel in Cornwall or something. Way less than 10k. I wont be footing the bill in any case sorry. Im broke. |
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