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i miss having cheese |
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me 2 there's some okay, very expensive cashew cheeses, i found |
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everything is very expensive shipping is very expensive and then also broken too let's brainstorm reasonable things people suggest that we've already thought of. things that, upon examination, don't pan out, in fact we've discussed it, but it's quick to suggest and complex to shoot down and that allows people to shift the burden of responsibility. top hits include ~ jobs i will not get. jobs i cannot realistically do. jobs that used to exist |
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very soon i will also start to miss, like - deoderant - toothpaste - the soap i use to wash my face i would like to use the disposable razors i have a pile of but no shaving cream |
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the upside is i survive; i always do somehow. but this could be messy |
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Shoplift it’s easy |
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Do you have a job, a shitty job yet? Or is making music more important? |
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but it's quick to suggest and complex to shoot down and that allows people to shift the burden of responsibility same as saying, "oh you probably won't go to jail" allows people to avoid thinking about it, and it's not their ass. |
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essentially ~ i sold that waverex card on ebay. after being stuck at a usps distribution center for over two weeks, it shows up in spokane washington. the buyer is in nevada. ebay finally released the funds and i guess i need to hurry up and ebay more shit so i can cover the refend they will charge me if that wee box fails to make the great passage. it's packed to handle a long haul; there's an included wat sticker i did what i could to bless the voyage yo and this is just more ?? on top of running out of toothpaste and shit. and badly fitting clothes in a flooding basement with no working dryer and this is the shit i have to work with, okay? even a shit job requires somehow getting to work and i do not have a car and the spiral you get into with a shit job would not cover my nut and with upcoming things fuck you, you're a dull cave troll thad. hit too many times in da hed. you're an idiot and go away. |
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context is everything ~ doge and trump are firing all sorts of federal people and job application process has... well, i'm perceiving a slowdown in reply already thanks. hundreds of thousands this is just the beginning etc. wait not the nuclear staff we need that do you really want to turn that off you don't know what it does and it might be important -- and it's like, okay, shit. this is not just trans people and jan 6th, you really aim to take this thing down don't you? the consequences of decisions being made out there every day take weeks to manifest and then it's too late and it's so long and so much happening no one even cares about making the connection and spiral and so on. yhbt. yhl. hand |
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has anyone ever read treasure island by RLS? my dad read it aloud to me when i was young. including singing the songs. his name was ben |
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at this rate we might all be dead in a few weeks anyways. have a think on that. |
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my phone just got shut off and they now demand a $20 fee? i thought i had to sign in and sort it out and instead i just got a text saying i'm cut off and here's a fee on top of that. yeah |
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exponential collapse. lapse. ccchhheeebbbbyyyyooooggggeeeennnn |
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cheboygan is ez |
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apSeEEEee ahPsEEEee auhPsEEEee ahhhuPsEEEee |
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"just use the broken thing" is not a good brush off, yo. |
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what about bread and salt lol |
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sorry man, my mum used to grow me up with the most delicious cheeses, now im beginning to rediscover them a bit |
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ebay are murderers. They're method of killing is to blacklist you from the entire fascist network of monopolies they're connected to until you die homeless in the snow which gives them plausible deniability. Research menial self employment jobs and advertise with crude methods like fucking door hangers, since the internet is 99% turned off/blacklisted/monopolized anyway. |
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your posts are like munster cheese |
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going to kill myself soon most likely |
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tired of being treated like shit |
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i mean, that's what might finally push me over the edge. the real bulk of the reason would be... look at my situation. look at how things keep turning out. look at what i have to work with, what i am facing, and the direction of america -- and the world -- overall. because i did careful research -- if i tried to sell gear on sweetwater, reverb, whatever, they would all require me to offer returns, be liable to pay for everything including return shipping, and -- the real dealbreaker -- hold onto the cash for MONTHS/forever because my address cannot be verified until i change my driver's license over which i haven't done because A) i don't even know how B) this would deep-six my health insurance which is through the state and any move would trigger... i don't even know C) and also likely cancel my food stamps which is the only reason i'm not starving and then a fucking gas station might not hire me for the same reasons, my driver's license doesn't match my address, because everything is fucking owned by paypal and so ebay, with their massive fees, seems like the only game in town i can use because my account is -- for real! -- ~25 years old and i've been grandfathered in past the worst of the ID verification crap. then they spontaneously say "well, you haven't sold in a while we'll hold onto the money until it's delivered" and though they eventually released it weeks later the package is still like... oh, on it's way back from spokane to utah, and maybe eventually to nevada where it's supposed to be going, and i am liable for this crap i may as well just throw all my gear on ebay i think i'm not going to have any chance to use it much anymore whether i off myself or not. |
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cheer up, if you survive you will come out of it stronger and based |
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or cornered and enslaved. |
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i don't mean i'm about to do anything. i'm just saying -- alright, this is really starting to look bad for me, here. and you're free to stop fucking with me now and do something that actually helps. if you want. while it still matters. etc i'll just see myself out |
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cornered and enslaved for the time that matters to climb another step of the ladder man am I talking to an engineer or what |
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anybody near you ever falling in life? i dont think you lack examples on this site |
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don't have cash to buy gear man, sorry I know cash is the only thing you need right now |
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just had a 3 euros soup with beans for lunch, perfect this time of the year |
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at this rate we might all be dead in a few weeks anyways. have a think on that. - i think about this too much, but, there is still plenty of people putting up a fight to prevent it from happening. going to kill myself soon most likely - youd miss out on some good days so dont, the lowest of lows can mean you can lift yourself to better days. tired of being treated like shit - welcome to the planet, my piece of advice: be kind, give, increase chances of good things coming back to you. listen, learn, adapt. trust in people to help you, dont rely on it |
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What about a fucking cheese update???? |
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i don't think any of you understand the extent of how fucked i am. it's starting to shape up like either kill myself or be incarcerated, i have a bit over a month left. people are just like, "oh, don't worry, you won't go to jail" and i can just see them thinking: "well if he does i won't have to deal with it, that's his problem, so let's just change the topic and let him get blindsided most likely" i'm going to sell off what i can to pay to keep my internet stuff online a while, upload everything, relapse on various substances, party a bit, check out. no, this is not "i really need money" it's "there's no way i can escape to canada within the time i have left" rot in hell recycle. |
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i should note i don't actually want to die. i'm just not up for the consequences of sticking around |
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but i'll do what i can with the time i have left -- more than piss it away working at a gas station anyhow. that's for people who buy music gear to show it off instead of use it |
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anyone wanna fuck? it'd be nice to have a go once more. probably not on the cards |
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Naw, I’m good. Hard pass. |
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i would say "no" politefully yet determined |
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Gas station ain't that bad. If it was between jail and gas station id choose the station and see how it goes. I hear theres pkenty of sex in jail plus lots of people are ripped but then, Plenty of hotties need gas too. 😉 |
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Could you make music in jail or do they have forced labour instead? |
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Im not trying to pun here. Just cant talk about it any other way right now. |
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Mr. ijonsp, what are your top 3 favorite cheeses? |
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anyone can answer that really: |
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pepper Jack Provolone Munster American Colby Jack Mozzarella |
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