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belb
from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2023-01-13 10:44 [#02624133]
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after a 6 year pause, i am drinking the shakes off of a morning
lsd was the thing that stopped me in my tracks last time, and fuck it, i have no source for acid and i thought i'd ask
can anyone mail me a letter with a couple of tabs in? it's by far the easiest thing to smuggle and i would be extremely grateful, my head needs a reset
it's riplattzzzz1986@gmail.com if you don't want to do this public-wise, will pay the going rate and will make you a wav-based cutup track or summat. dunno. negotiable
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mermaidman
on 2023-01-13 11:15 [#02624134]
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if you can’t Find acid cause that works for you you could go to your doctor and tell the situation they’d give you something that’ll help
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mermaidman
on 2023-01-13 11:16 [#02624135]
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how long you’ve been drinking?
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belb
from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2023-01-13 11:26 [#02624137]
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i'm in the process of changing doctor's practice, got an appt next wk if can't tough out the physical side. depends on the doctor you get but most will tell you to not stop drinking just cut down, or give you a week's benzo taper at most
this hasn't been going on long enuf for really bad physicals, it's just like i've been gradually turning down the contrast on life, i would like to see again
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belb
from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2023-01-13 11:28 [#02624138]
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only been back on the sauce a coupla weeks but i'd like to keep it that way
lsd, you are calling me
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Tony Danza
from NAFO Suicide Hotline on 2023-01-13 11:36 [#02624139]
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My understanding is, authentic clean acid is increasingly rare. Even if you manage to procure some, maybe you don't wanna accidentally trigger other things with it.
Sorry to be boring and nervous but maybe try the doctor route.
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belb
from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2023-01-13 11:44 [#02624140]
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the only other molecules potent enuf to fit on a paper tab at effective doses are the NBOMe series and they taste extremely bitter on blotter paper, easy to tell a bum tab. good acid is out there, and you fine peeps are the closest to a 55yo deadhead i can think of
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2023-01-13 18:01 [#02624151]
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may i also please have some lsd
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belb
from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2023-01-13 18:02 [#02624152]
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lsd gods may yr bounty rain upon our silly heads
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mermaidman
on 2023-01-13 18:43 [#02624156]
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epic shouldn't have any lsd imho
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mermaidman
on 2023-01-13 18:44 [#02624157]
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an epic post on lsd?! no thank you
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Wolfslice
from Bay Area, CA (United States) on 2023-01-13 18:48 [#02624158]
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the last guy who hooked me up just completed his training to be a california highway patrol officer, hah.
I've considered taking the plunge and just getting some on the dark web, but it all seems a bit sketchy.
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belb
from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2023-01-13 18:55 [#02624159]
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yeah sketchy is right, i can't be fucked be getting into darkweb really. used to drool over some of the bud you could get on silkroad but that went down into legal hell when ross albricht got a gun to his head
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Wolfslice
from Bay Area, CA (United States) on 2023-01-14 03:56 [#02624165]
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Yeah I feel the same way about being arsed. I don't even know how to buy cryptocurrency, it's pretty involved. And on a more personal level, I don't really know what you're going thru right now (and I sincerely hope it passes and you feel good again, man)...
It might still be worth it, to use the dark web if you don't have another recourse. I know everything I got the last few years was twice removed from the dark web (CHP friend's friend ordered there, and it was the good stuff). I don't wanna bug a burgeoning police officer friend for drugs again, but I may simply ask him for his buddy's number at some point. And then cold call some random dude and not sound like a narc? lol
All I can really say about LSD (in particular) is this: I don't consider my own self worth much. I have some people who love me (my wife, my mom and dad, some close friends), but as far as caring about MYSELF... it doesn't really happen, ever. As far as I'm concerned, I can have a massive heart attack at 50 and that's all good. I enjoyed some moments on this planet, didn't enjoy some others, and now I've spent all my tokens.
When I take acid, that notion seems positively LUDICROUS. I feel like life is something precious, that I'm some kind of magical elf tapping into primal chimes, that every moment of my life has led to to *this* gnome spiral.
So, I recommend a refresher of the experience, somehow.
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belb
from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2023-01-14 10:37 [#02624172]
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"life is something precious, that I'm some kind of magical elf tapping into primal chimes, that every moment of my life has led to to *this* gnome spiral."
thisssssss. i always feel totally energized after a trip, and it was always chimps not elves for me, pure primate consciousness. and they have been trying to communicate. said goodbye to some lost kitties, and said hello to some chimp friends, and the utterly peaceful orang utan collective brain
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2023-01-14 13:17 [#02624177]
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watch other people get drunk for a while, and say: yes, sure. similar for weed. but then i quite liked weed, and that got me into the circles with people who quite liked acid and mushrooms, and this one was a bit harder for me to evaluate. i asked lots of questions. in retrospect: they were equal parts brilliant and crap. but it wasn't like grass or booze where i could watch people whom i knew at baseline and get a rough idea, acid. just fragments like, someone coming knocking in a room with a few people, "can i just chill here a bit? i'm on acid, and... i'm fine, but... there's just a lot going on in the hallway now, you know?" and some people are like "yeah i know." i didn't, but i could read enough about how he was feeling to not ask questions
anyways, after too many questions -- which were actually met with much delight -- i decided to try mushrooms first. my first trip i have some question answers around tripping with me just, you know, not sure how i'll do. but after that, second one, i'm actually like, get out, this one is mine. and i promptly have one of those things that MAPS writes about; years of psychotherapy in about 15 minutes over a trauma i'd never even considered as a rational adult. memory unaccessed until then. mushrooms also taught me how to draw
but acid, very different. instead of years of psychotherapy in 15 minutes, i was seeing oscillating patterns throughout history. acid is the sky, whereas mushrooms are the earth, i remember thinking. acid is much more technical, engineering. debug mode for your brain
similarly: i tried using cubase on mushrooms, and the pitches were moving around, fuck, music is broken. on acid, it was like putty in my hands
belb is an experienced sort and, well, maybe he just wants to be more technical. it is reasonable, really. mushrooms can be kind of forceful anyways
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belb
from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2023-01-15 00:20 [#02624181]
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acid is the sky, whereas mushrooms are the earth
note2belb this is lovely
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