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offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2024-08-20 01:32 [#02637886]
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8^S Uh-OH Spaghetti ohs!


 

offline DADONCK from here on 2024-08-20 11:58 [#02637887]
Points: 3532 Status: Regular



it escapes me that you can not see how malnourished you
look

and to call it an achievement is coco pops, bananas

get mental help now

get your poo together man


 

offline DADONCK from here on 2024-08-20 12:02 [#02637888]
Points: 3532 Status: Regular



*puzzles


 

offline RussellDust on 2024-08-20 18:41 [#02637895]
Points: 16065 Status: Regular



Having issues myself. Issue bros? 👊🏻


 

offline RussellDust on 2024-08-20 18:47 [#02637896]
Points: 16065 Status: Regular | Followup to Tony Danza: #02637832



That’s what ‘day of retribution manifesto man’ Elliot
Rodgers was like. Epic is a soft soul and I don’t think
his anger is the issue here, especially when it’s mostly
us making him angry.

But yeah, you do realise you complain an awful lot, right,
epic?
I see that people have helped financially and that’s ace.


You have friends here, even those who didn’t pay up lol!


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-08-21 17:28 [#02637902]
Points: 25264 Status: Regular | Followup to DADONCK: #02637887



it escapes me that you can not see how malnourished you
look

and to call it an achievement is coco pops, bananas

get mental help now


that is... well, fuck you? literally, i said, THIS THREAD,
"buy my gear so i can eat" please. or help me find a job.

the achievement is that i am still here, i'm trying, and i
haven't collapsed into the drink. then to have people say i
should not be going through... oh, denial, anger, collapse,
acceptance etc.

when i write, especially about my [science etc], i just get
on a tear. i'm an insanely fast typist... so, you get those
long kubla khans. then the ideas spiral more ideas as i walk
for miles and miles, and i've more to post. and i can build
up a real head of steam over a few days

...or not. or i can pull the plug; tear myself off it.
or not let it get going at all.
i get like this making music too -- when i used to do that,
anyways

this is not manic, this is the plus side of ADHD.
meanwhile, i don't really get wicked lows. i went through
kind of a collapse a few weeks back as part of the natural
phases of coming to grips with the legal stuff, the collapse
of my life, etc. -- but then i got up, i kept going

i made a bunch of stupid vids when i was in the middle of
the "denial" phase, i suppose. then i'm off my meds, with
the mistaken assumption no one will ever ever give me them
again...

thankfully, i'm wrong. i get them back and, wham -- the
videos stop, i get through [court thing] and fuck yes, i
pulled it off!! it was kind of a rush of emotion, that whole
day. then i'm out the courthouse door at the end of the day,
and yeah, i was flying off that for a few hours

then i'm back to it and now [like, RIGHT NOW!!] i'm
stressing on how i'm going to pay my internet before it gets
shut off

in general, you're just showering me with negativity and if
i don't maintain a positive attitude, i'll be fucked


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-08-21 17:32 [#02637903]
Points: 25264 Status: Regular



there are also some deeply disturbed people here, who tell
me things like "disability is lit" or "c'mon, join the
cripples" while claiming to have my best interest at heart;
accusing me of a mental condition I DO NOT HAVE; i've
already had it diagnosed as ADHD thanks? by a doctor, not
some shitheads on the internet? get it together and stop
denying the brutish harassment this is


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-08-21 17:34 [#02637904]
Points: 25264 Status: Regular



why would you try to trash my employment prospects too? the
hell is wrong with... wolfy, darius, mermaidman really. tony
and roger are just joining in for a laugh, and dadonck
actually believes their shit


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-08-21 17:35 [#02637905]
Points: 25264 Status: Regular



sorry about complaining. i'll go back to trying to salvage
my life on my own now


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-08-21 17:50 [#02637906]
Points: 25264 Status: Regular



i mean, i get to have some fun with this where i can.
picture me walking up to the courthouse in finger cloves and
a wizard hoodie carrying my father's classy old leather
briefcase. stowing all my weird gear inside the briefcase
and then going through the metal detector


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-08-21 17:51 [#02637907]
Points: 25264 Status: Regular



*gloves

and thanks belb
and others that have helped financially, or at least said
encouraging words


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-08-21 18:14 [#02637908]
Points: 25264 Status: Regular



i have various game plans for... where am i moving to,
finding a job, etc. but that depends on [court, other
stuff]

meanwhile, in between is: no matter how this turns out, I
CANNOT KEEP ALL THIS AUDIO AND VIDEO GEAR ANYWAYS

so perhaps that will help it make sense to everyone ~ i am
currently in between here and there. since i don't know
where [there] is just yet, i'm focusing on trying to [divest
my tech gear, stem the financial bleeding, etc] and thus you
have me on here stressing a bit and asking for help finding
homes for crap like...

...oh, a Sony PVM Trinitron monitor + Mitsubishi BV-1000 pro
VCR, a video modular... please buy these, or maybe even just
have them, because to throw them in the dumpster is a
fucking crime


 

online recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2024-08-21 19:27 [#02637909]
Points: 40005 Status: Regular



Jobs:

Indeed.com
Glassdoor.com


 

offline DADONCK from here on 2024-08-21 21:13 [#02637910]
Points: 3532 Status: Regular



cant you live with a friend? just for a week?

or invite someone to your place and talk?

or do you have an uncle/aunt? that you could help with
something?

just to get things going

call this number maybe

https://www.boston.gov/departments/housing/services-those-e
xperiencing-homeless


 

offline DADONCK from here on 2024-08-21 21:14 [#02637911]
Points: 3532 Status: Regular



If you’re at immediate risk of becoming homeless, call the
Office of Housing Stability at 617-635-4200 (Monday-Friday,
9 a.m. - 5 p.m.). For help outside these hours, please
contact BOS:311. You can dial 3-1-1 or call 617-635-4500.


 

online recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2024-08-21 21:43 [#02637912]
Points: 40005 Status: Regular



are you his angel or something?


 

online recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2024-08-21 21:44 [#02637913]
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I called those numbers DADONCK and they will be at your flat
within the hour and probably have questions for you.


 

offline DADONCK from here on 2024-08-21 21:54 [#02637915]
Points: 3532 Status: Regular | Followup to recycle: #02637913



but im still in croatia
*drinking slivovica at the beach at night

ill have a look at my Blink cam and talk to them

and belb is his angel

i play another role here



 

online recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2024-08-21 22:05 [#02637916]
Points: 40005 Status: Regular



they will find you (hammock remix)


 

offline DADONCK from here on 2024-08-21 22:13 [#02637919]
Points: 3532 Status: Regular



i want to install my hammock in my apartment
have a nylon one that adjusts to the body
so good



 

offline ijonspeches from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2024-08-21 22:18 [#02637920]
Points: 7845 Status: Regular | Show recordbag



Cmon, disabilty in any kind of form is nothing bad or to be
ashamed of.
Im glad you beat court. Thats some really good news!


 

online recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2024-08-21 22:19 [#02637921]
Points: 40005 Status: Regular | Followup to DADONCK: #02637919



Well shoot bro you should!!

Put in some anchors and make it happen.


 

offline ijonspeches from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2024-08-21 22:19 [#02637922]
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If you get in nekkid, nylon will make you look like
mortadella!!



 

offline ijonspeches from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2024-08-21 22:20 [#02637923]
Points: 7845 Status: Regular | Show recordbag



Hammocks are the pinnacle of inventions


 

online recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2024-08-21 22:21 [#02637924]
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If you need food from the food bank or any other forms
don’t be ashamed. I went with some friends years ago and
drove/stood in line with them. Some people just need it as a
little help or pick me up. It’s not like saying I make
$15,000/year, I live in a van down by the river and am
starving.


 

offline DADONCK from here on 2024-08-21 23:52 [#02637927]
Points: 3532 Status: Regular | Followup to recycle: #02637921



my apartment walls are ancient


 

online recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2024-08-22 00:31 [#02637928]
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I don’t care about your walls, find some studs in the wall
the drywall barely holds the pictures lol


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-08-22 05:54 [#02637929]
Points: 25264 Status: Regular



the malnourished thing. shut the fuck up, actually, if
you're not going to... should i put actual stuff back on
bandcramp? i could.

...but, yes, what was it michael jackson said? he wanted a
dancer's body? well, i'm not really after anything except...
agile, flexible, long-lasting. i walk five, seven miles a
day. my legs are gigantic, but i never film my legs. then i
do a lot of yoga and dancing. and i should probably lift and
everyone would calm down. but then that's just useless bulk
that slows me down dancing, and using music machines, or
whatever. i am also wearing $80 "brian" glasses off the
internets that are too big for my face and it enhances the
effect

but it is a bother getting enough protein; living off of
clif builder bars [and rx bars, much better!] and bananas
worked until one day i'm out of bananas and fecalith, and i
think that actually... yes, it prevents me from absorbing
calories to a certain extent as well.

so a) i'm not malnourished b) bbut it is hard to get
_proper_ nutrition and c) without proper nutrition my
digestive system clams up

but really, it's stupid. the amount of unwarranted leaps
you're making. because i don't cut you in on a lot of
details; i don't upload photos of my gigantic calf muscles
or write up logs of who i'm calling on the phone [i still
know some people] or record videos of me packing up the
house and cleaning and etc... and i've not even posted here
much? compared to how i can get?

no. i'm very fucking busy

today i haggled with the old battle axe at the used music
store and unloaded a bunch of CDs and a wagon christ vinyl
and okay now i know the ratio i'll get out of him i think i
know someone who can do better. i actually didn't realize
how much some of these were worth


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2024-08-22 06:01 [#02637930]
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this is ideal use of the lull in between the arraignment and
the trial because i have to get out of this house on about
the same schedule anyways

then work, moving, depending on how that goes. work
prospects influence moving decisions. meanwhile, i don't
fucking know how any of this will turn out, i have too much
stuff anyways, so yes. the lull in between. the needing to
GTFO of this house. no actual income and i need to get rid
of stuff. temp. or. ary

i would actually love a box of RX Bars, those are amazing.
send me those

...but food stamps? you're way off base. i'm just in a bit
of a spot at the moment, that's all.

it would be lovely if this could all be somewhat sorted by
october


 

offline Roger Wilco from Mo's Beans on 2024-08-22 09:16 [#02637931]
Points: 1998 Status: Lurker



Do an OnlyFans.


 

offline dariusgriffin from cool on 2024-08-22 13:52 [#02637933]
Points: 12410 Status: Regular



damn for someone who's this retarded you really hate the
disabled huh


 

offline Roger Wilco from Mo's Beans on 2024-08-22 14:10 [#02637934]
Points: 1998 Status: Lurker



Imagine Epic doing an Only Fans, and his anus spasming as
he's tazered by the Swat Team. ~That's got to be worth Top
Dollar.


 

offline Roger Wilco from Mo's Beans on 2024-08-22 14:17 [#02637936]
Points: 1998 Status: Lurker



Oh no, a bit of poop pops out. But it's just the tip of the
fecalith... there's more. Much more.

Too much.


 

online recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2024-08-22 16:14 [#02637941]
Points: 40005 Status: Regular



Did you say “OnlyFans”?


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2024-08-22 19:11 [#02637950]
Points: 31038 Status: Regular | Followup to recycle: #02637941



do you mean like Epics twerking for cash?


 


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