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hevquip
from megagram dusk sect (United States) on 2022-01-19 01:02 [#02615727]
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the only cool person there i talk to and get along with is literally autistic
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-01-19 03:06 [#02615729]
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sorry to hear that
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ijonspeches
from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2022-01-19 08:06 [#02615730]
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so you´re a social worker?
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kei9
from Argentina on 2022-01-19 16:12 [#02615731]
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I can totally relate to this post, specially the only getting along with people in the spectrum part. kudos
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2022-01-19 20:21 [#02615736]
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Autism lives matter brah
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-01-19 21:07 [#02615739]
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the bumper-sticker campaign in the US has the slogan, "Autism Speaks"
...and i always think: autism does not speak. it yells inappropriately
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DADONCK
from here on 2022-01-19 21:12 [#02615741]
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and jumps
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-01-19 21:16 [#02615742]
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god bless it
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2022-01-19 21:55 [#02615743]
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If you don’t like yer werk and don’t see a realistic future in it then change.
You could learn something from this autistic person or teach them a thing about IDM.
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hevquip
from megagram dusk sect (United States) on 2022-01-20 01:24 [#02615744]
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what's cool is even though he's a zoomer, he knows of aphex twin. but i did talk to him the other day about idm because we both have eclectic tastes in music and i'm trying to get him into some other artists. we usually talk about how everyone are normies or share the music we listen to; i played him autechre the other day and want to see how he feels about breakcore in general. i'm going to quit next week (if i can make it until then).
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hevquip
from megagram dusk sect (United States) on 2022-01-20 01:26 [#02615745]
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i actually like how we can be mid-conversation and then he goes "i have to leave now" and just walks off staring down at the floor
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2022-01-20 02:02 [#02615746]
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Mr. Hev… What do you do that your unhappy with, job wise?
And do t be afraid to say what it is. We all—-I have had a million jobs and some of them were very shitty. Aside from fast food, never did that tho
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hevquip
from megagram dusk sect (United States) on 2022-01-21 01:59 [#02615779]
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i was procurement specialist & inventory control/management before at a failing company that i had to leave, but after not being able to find work, i applied for an entry level warehouse job fulfilling orders/packing boxes or some shit just so i could do mindless tasks for once and have no responsibilities because last place i basically built up the entire system, did everything, and had little room for error, but they pulled a switcheroo on me at this new place and put me in shipping & receiving the day i started. you'd think it would be easy...but as soon as i showed any semblance of intelligence & aptitude, they dumped the workload of two other departments on me and introduced a bunch of new processes.
the problem is i'm not a warehouse worker i.e. i'm much smarter than those drones and people are always surprised at why someone as competent as me would choose to work in a warehouse (because it's supposed to be easy and i only like using my brain power on my own creative endeavors outside of work, never for someone else or to make them money). sometimes they try to turn me into an office worker eventually at these places, but fuck those guys; i'm not an office worker, don't like office culture, and am usually surrounded by people with college degrees that are vastly dumber than i can believe when i venture in there.
what i've learned in life is to hide my intelligence because all it means is you get burdened with more responsibilities and are held to a higher standard than everyone else. dumb people get no responsibility and are basically held to no standard while i just get heaps & heaps of more work & tasks put upon me. they get the benefit & privilege of low expectations while i never have. i've actually always enjoyed holding myself to a higher standard...but i'm beginning to get burnt out on it at this point.
i have an armed courier position to look into this weekend; i would get to carry a gun and drive around by myself/with one other person all day, so i would probably like that.
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2022-01-21 02:11 [#02615781]
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Very wel out and your very well spoken!!
I’d sY make IDM music and get Rich (no pun/pun intended)
Can we trust you with a gun lol
Yeah, everything happens for a reason. I’ve had wonderful office jobs that pay way to much and eat donuts that I love and a few warehouse jobs where I’m the only person with full set of teeth that I also liked.
The people or lack of that you work around can make a huge difference in a days life and work
Benefits and hot chics in the workplace also help!
Love, recycle
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hevquip
from megagram dusk sect (United States) on 2022-01-21 02:45 [#02615782]
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at this point i'm only trying to save up enough money to build a hut in the middle of nowhere, so i don't care what i do for the next few years as long it affords me that and isn't absolute shit. at least we get donuts tomorrow morning.
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hevquip
from megagram dusk sect (United States) on 2022-01-21 02:49 [#02615783]
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i will either become ted kaczynski or bogdan raczynski
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2022-01-21 10:15 [#02615811]
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Lolzzzz
Ted and me are bros… Butt Have you heard the new bogdan raczynski?? It’s on his band camp….sooo good
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-02-03 07:24 [#02616235]
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how is your job mr. lobster
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-02-03 07:26 [#02616236]
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goo'ku kachoob
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-02-03 07:33 [#02616237]
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no, fuck, i was thinking about this -- away from the computer -- and did i post "how is" or "how's" ??
fuck, i posted "how is." it should have been "how's"
how's your job, mr. lobster jesus loves you more than you will know, wu wu wu
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ijonspeches
from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2022-02-03 07:54 [#02616238]
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that´s what i needed to hear! runs off to bandcamp... pre-ordered, ty
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-02-03 08:01 [#02616239]
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it's actually whoa whoa whoa. i'm not entirely sure but don't think i've put this song on in years. i'm so far gone i'm just thinking about how i'd do the guitar with arps. i think it's a good song
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-02-03 08:02 [#02616240]
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don't want no bandcramp runoff
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ijonspeches
from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2022-02-03 08:06 [#02616241]
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drone jobs are great for motivation and inspiration. given the workload leaves room to do what you want after. its a delicate balance. havent really been able to make music for a while now, because daily work routine didnt allow for staying up late and routines shifted in general, but there are other hobbies and handyman tasks that can be done in my free time. im happy.
goo see to your hut dreams, only return for occasional or seasonal work to pay the bills. try not to lose contact to civilization tho
----> LAZY_SPIDER
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-02-03 08:08 [#02616242]
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put it in your pantry with your cupcakes
moog grandmother can handle the foisting pulsewidth this lyric requires
fun to consider. never doing this, tho. i'd get the scarlet letter; banned from the internets for copywrongs
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-02-03 08:08 [#02616243]
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people got PTSD from remote piloting drones in iraq ok
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-02-03 08:09 [#02616244]
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fucking hell. i saw this in, perhaps, 2002. like, twenty years, first time i've seen this. but i do clearly recognize it
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-02-03 08:16 [#02616246]
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maybe it was you i discussed this with, my first... actually only... time watching akira? it was pretty much that same window of my life and i'd yet to try any sort of drug other than caffeine [but i was quite into that] and i'd been up all night off on summer vacation and i'm sleep deprived and dissociated and watching a shitty .ASF rip of Akira and i have to say by the time it ended i felt genuinely freaked out
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mappatazee
from ¨y¨z¨| (Burkina Faso) on 2022-02-03 12:05 [#02616251]
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what part of the US are you in? are there any xltronic people near LA?
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ijonspeches
from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2022-02-03 15:17 [#02616253]
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put it in your pantry with your cupcakes
just sang that when mum visited us this afternoon
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ijonspeches
from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2022-02-03 15:19 [#02616254]
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i thought wolfslice was socal area
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ijonspeches
from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2022-02-03 15:27 [#02616255]
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it´s one of the best comics i´ve ever seen and probably the only series i read all 32 issues of. i don´t remember tellin you about it, [what is it? whats the fantasy (fantasia)] and i found this comic just a couple of years ago. saw akira on a projector last year btw. still outrageously freaky.
anyhow this comic begins with the eremite version of the protagonist before he returns to the looney zoo civilization is and it just came to my mind how hevquip like many of us yearns to just escape it for doing what you really want to do.
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-02-03 22:40 [#02616258]
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from what i am told, it was far too complex for a movie-length thing and that's a large part of why it made no sense. its making no sense heightened the effect of what the fuck is happening to my brain
someone loaned me some stuff like ranma 1/2 at summer camp, but honestly, i've really never been into comics. or graphic novels or what have you
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ijonspeches
from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2022-02-04 08:00 [#02616273]
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i was talking about the transmetropolitan comic, in case that wasnt clear. which i deemed a incredibly fun read. imo it stands out upon the masses of comics i was interested in but didnt finish or buy after all. its full of civ satire in a way that can only be graphically presented. for example every item or ad, be that ebola cola or slow death cigarettes, wife beater (gin) tells you exactly what it is or what it does to you. every thing you desire is over the top. its sci fi but then its unsurprsingly already our current state of civilization and presents all kinds of philosophical dilemmas. the pace and action and overall story is gritty and fun to read and it looks just great.
now akira manga and movie are whole different beasts and the movie only covers about the first quarter of the whole story. it goes on way beyond the explosion. i read most of it when i was with my first gf but havent gotten around it since. either it hits you or it doesnt.
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-02-04 08:04 [#02616275]
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evangelion will never hit me.
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ijonspeches
from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2022-02-04 19:04 [#02616284]
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same
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hevquip
from megagram dusk sect (United States) on 2022-02-05 02:45 [#02616288]
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i am in the denver area. i met old school xltronic member narkotic when he came out here from california several years ago for a job conference. when i went to los angeles in the early 00s, i stayed with someone i used to chat with all the time on soulseek and we met up with another user off of there as well. those are the only electronic music internet weirdos i have ever met up with irl. if i move to the midwest, i will meet up with recycle.
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hevquip
from megagram dusk sect (United States) on 2022-02-05 02:53 [#02616289]
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my job sucks, epic. i know i said i was going to make last week my *last* week, but i found it more beneficial to hang around for one more pay period. we had an external audit yesterday & today and my quality control managers were very impressed with how well i handled the auditors questions, but then again, i'm not a brainlet. even though everyone likes how well i do at my job and will want me to stay, i have the ultimate form of leverage: not caring anymore.
the real kicker is i was online last night looking for jobs and i found an ad titled "purchasing specialist & inventory control" and i went "hey, that's what i used to do! maybe i can apply there!". i clicked the ad...and it was the fucking place i work at. they're hiring someone for a position i'm qualified to do and could easily move me over to. and even though the job ad went up just yesterday, i'm pretty sure the new faces i saw walking around today were people they brought in to interview for the position.
next week on friday i'm telling them that i quit.
i'm just going to smoke weed this weekend and work on music all day saturday & sunday, i don't care anymore.
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ijonspeches
from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2022-02-05 09:29 [#02616301]
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can you believe those basterds!
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-02-06 18:35 [#02616315]
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after you quit you should apply for the position they're hiring for. curious how they would react
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-02-06 18:38 [#02616316]
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or, i dunno, did you try asking them for the job? if you did and they told you to get stuffed, i thinking quitting and then promptly applying for the one you actually want would fit
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-02-06 20:10 [#02616323]
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'YESTERDAY KIM ACCUSED ME OF PUTTING A HIT OUT ON HER SO LET ME GET THIS STRAIGHT I BEG TO GO TO MY DAUGHTERS PARTY AND IM ACCUSED OF BEING ON DRUGS THEN I GO PLAY WITH MY SON AND I TAKE MY AKIRA GRAPHIC NOVELS AND IM ACCUSED OF STEALING NOW IM BEING ACCUSED OF PUTTING A HIT ON HER THESE IDEAS CAN ACTUALLY GET SOMEONE LOCKED UP THEY PLAY LIKE THAT WITH BLACK MENS LIVES WEATHER ITS GETTING THEM FREE OR GETTING THEM LOCKED UP IM NOT PLAYING ABOUT MY BLACK CHILDREN ANYMORE.'
--Kan "ye" West
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ijonspeches
from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2022-02-07 07:45 [#02616327]
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i like that idea. im not sure this is "appropriate" behaviour for an employee/applicant. probaby only a small percentage would dig it as bold initiative. but damn id love you to do that.
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ijonspeches
from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2022-02-07 07:46 [#02616328]
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you = him goo = foo
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-02-08 07:46 [#02616344]
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i craft all sorts of things like this and then throw 95% of them out because you simply don't get a clean window. it'd come back on you somehow. but every now and then...
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ijonspeches
from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2022-02-09 17:08 [#02616391]
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its really hard to project the outcome and you always meet twice in life, so its better to play nice and act directly and earnest at all times. it makes good things come to you too. but my gf said i would be a great con man the other day. cause i can easily think of ways to do anything illegal. its the paranoia bonus i said.
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-02-10 09:29 [#02616403]
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i've met many people more than twice. it's likely he's met most of 'em more than twice, many times over. and have you ever considered that, by hanging the idea that you'll run into them again on yourself, you subconsciously plant a seed, and you may actually may make it happen because of this when it otherwise wouldn't
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2022-02-10 09:29 [#02616404]
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careful with that weasel, ijon
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hevquip
from megagram dusk sect (United States) on 2022-02-12 04:23 [#02616430]
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i quit my job today
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ijonspeches
from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2022-02-12 13:47 [#02616432]
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yes, dont feed it after midnight
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