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finally, finally got my release date from the section. had to wait 4 extra months cos of covid n shit but as of 1st of august i'll be trusted not to slice myself up etc so no hourly checkups. it's not a big thing but kind of symbolic i guess. i'm at the new place right now, staying overnight... seems alright! people here are friendly, staff don't appear to be arseholes and it's good to have a bit of responsibility for food, washing and such. basic stuff the internetion this time is to not immediately get caned and fuck it up for myself. wish me luck ziltsters /blog |
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nice one, all the best Belb! |
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Welcome change 👊 |
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Stay safe dude 🙏 Wish you luck, good health, and prosperity |
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best to u sir belb 🎉 |
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ganbare man |
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sounds awesome. if it makes you feel better its a big thing. let it be as big and great than what your stomach tells you. thats the way man! congrats! |
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best of luck belbster! |
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Good stuff. I wish you the very best in your renewed freedom. |
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fankyu ppl, i'll let you know how it all pans out |
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Great news! We're all rooting for you, my man. |
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hope it takes you an year and half to get out of there |
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im starting my second role with the cooperative on tomorrow, as cleaner, but its offices and its in the university zone, so im seeing pussy |
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couldnt do the courier even willing to, due to the restictions that my driving license got in the last renewal visit, cos of the last year's second stay in hospital i got |
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i hope ill be ok with the salary as well, right now im spending the exact i get, on an average of 800 euros a month dont exactly know how they had the guts to keep paying me and keep a job for me, even a shit job, after the breakdown i had last year. did almost a year off in total dunno, may allah be blessed |
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almost 4 years im keeping this room, and thats good |
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I knew you’d come back to us marco God bless you :-) |
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oh guys the psychotic thought is shit but it makes your dick hard! so we'll just have to do a bit of exercise and be content with night boners |
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Haha |
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i never eat enough sweet stuff but i cant complain for the ice cream situation im living |
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How’s the weather in Italy? |
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nicer than usual, not extremely hot so far, must be the hole in the ozone that has closed? |
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today one month that maya has passed away |
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Bless maya’s soul too She must have been so kind to you even in the bad times, because i can feel the connection that you had with her. |
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she wouldn't fall in the fake cry trick no more but she was there in the serious times for sure but now no more dogs until i raise my wage and/or i go to live in a place by myself |
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bleugh "internetion", autocorrect and my lazy fingers just had a coffee and a cig in my room, lets see if i can get away with it like i do at the old place. it's already really calming not being asked if yr ok all the time. next steps: get benefits sorted, get laptop, binaurals and wavelab, |
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i see a plan! |
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'not being asked if yr ok all the time' lol that would make me an asshole |
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good thing you're getting rid of the forced interactions next for me was returning to myself, next will be building a social life maybe, thing that is honestly lacking despite all the good intentions with the bike and the walks ect |
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Get an mpc and microphone I wanna hear those belb raps come to life |
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it's ridiculous, i swear "y'alright" is the number one phrase used there, i even catch myself doing it |
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yeah sounds good, you can go a bit crackers just from having too little interaction with people i think, at least i can |
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the ukraine is leaving the flat for good on saturday, i was sick of his intrusiveness but im playing along since i knew he was leaving, im acting only cos i already feel the relief in the air of the apartment |
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i've thought about it, but it's likely to take a lot of edits / r |
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yes i was going to type, get the fuck away from stress |
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...retakes that should be |
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my friends have become zombies in sociality, maybe high on pumping muscles |
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Ya make the backing track on mpc or wotever then use pc for the vocals. Vocals are difficult to record imo |
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how you're doing physically belb my jaw is hurting again after two years of the treatment |
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at least my eye stopped trembling |
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not bad thanks man, just fatter than i'd like but that's the meds innit. painkillers take care of the spondulitis really, i'm fairly mobile now |
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cool |
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congratulations, good luck, and can't wait until you have laptop and goldwave again |
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awesome belb, this is good news. also looking forward to belb's further adventures in audio (on a laptop!!) |
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Just seeing this! Awesome! |
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whats the thing with not having a laptop? money? are you allowed to have one? |
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fuck matey, i feel bad trying to get xlt to feel sorry for me with being a coke head fucking loser degenerate, you actualy have a real problem , i hope you can get on with your life. stay away from the class A shit that will ruin your life over and over. My bro is in and out of hospital with schizophrenia and it's a tragedy, again drugs are the ficking problem, it makes things impossible . |
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donckman: it's just cash, i had my benefits cut back to the statutory minimum.cos i'd been in hospital more than 12 months, and while i'm paying for a storage locker there's nothing left for a laptop. gonna be entitled to a lot more once i'm here permanently. larn: we've all got our problems man, no point dicksizing with em, i don't think my problems are any worse than yours. hope yr brother can find peace too |
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sorry to hear that belb. just want to say, there is nothing that can keep you from getting yours, your happiness. just be confident with yourself in the status at a given time and go seek fun things. think of something you´ve always wanted to do, but never saw yourself fit in. preferably a club or something regular with a bunch of people. maybe something physical that lets your mind rest for the time. before you know it life begins to pick up again. not keeping track with all of us in this place, always saddens me to hear that there are so many mental health issues because they hassle me too from time to time and already took a big chunk out of my life. im happy to say there are so many fun ways to live. |
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i think belb is having the mindless years and displaying quality thinking everyday |
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