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online belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2020-07-08 20:37 [#02605156]
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finally, finally got my release date from the
section. had to wait 4 extra months cos of covid n shit but
as of 1st of august i'll be trusted not to slice myself up
etc so no hourly checkups. it's not a big thing but kind of
symbolic i guess.

i'm at the new place right now, staying overnight... seems
alright! people here are friendly, staff don't appear to be
arseholes and it's good to have a bit of responsibility for
food, washing and such. basic stuff the internetion this
time is to not immediately get caned and fuck it up for
myself. wish me luck ziltsters

/blog


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2020-07-08 20:40 [#02605158]
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nice one, all the best Belb!


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 20:46 [#02605159]
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Welcome change 👊


 

offline umbroman3 from United Kingdom on 2020-07-08 20:50 [#02605160]
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Stay safe dude 🙏
Wish you luck, good health, and prosperity


 

offline Tony Danza from a society on 2020-07-08 20:50 [#02605161]
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best to u sir belb 🎉


 

offline dariusgriffin from cool on 2020-07-08 20:53 [#02605162]
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ganbare man


 

offline DADONCK from here on 2020-07-08 20:55 [#02605163]
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sounds awesome. if it makes you feel better its a big thing.
let it be as big and great than what your stomach tells you.
thats the way man! congrats!


 

offline mermaidman on 2020-07-08 20:56 [#02605164]
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best of luck belbster!


 

offline Cliff Glitchard from DEEP DOWN INSIDE on 2020-07-08 21:03 [#02605165]
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Good stuff.

I wish you the very best in your renewed freedom.


 

online belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2020-07-08 21:14 [#02605166]
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fankyu ppl, i'll let you know how it all pans out


 

offline Zephyr Twin from ΔΔΔ on 2020-07-08 21:33 [#02605167]
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Great news! We're all rooting for you, my man.


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 21:39 [#02605169]
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hope it takes you an year and half to get out of there


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 21:41 [#02605171]
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im starting my second role with the cooperative on tomorrow,
as cleaner, but its offices and its in the university zone,
so im seeing pussy


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 21:43 [#02605172]
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couldnt do the courier even willing to, due to the
restictions that my driving license got in the last renewal
visit, cos of the last year's second stay in hospital i got


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 21:46 [#02605173]
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i hope ill be ok with the salary as well, right now im
spending the exact i get, on an average of 800 euros a
month

dont exactly know how they had the guts to keep paying me
and keep a job for me, even a shit job, after the breakdown
i had last year. did almost a year off in total

dunno, may allah be blessed


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 21:48 [#02605174]
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almost 4 years im keeping this room, and thats good


 

offline umbroman3 from United Kingdom on 2020-07-08 21:50 [#02605175]
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I knew you’d come back to us marco
God bless you :-)


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 21:57 [#02605176]
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oh guys the psychotic thought is shit

but it makes your dick hard!

so we'll just have to do a bit of exercise and be content
with night boners


 

offline umbroman3 from United Kingdom on 2020-07-08 21:59 [#02605177]
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Haha


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 22:02 [#02605178]
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i never eat enough sweet stuff but i cant complain for the
ice cream situation im living


 

offline umbroman3 from United Kingdom on 2020-07-08 22:05 [#02605180]
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How’s the weather in Italy?


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 22:07 [#02605181]
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nicer than usual, not extremely hot so far, must be the hole
in the ozone that has closed?


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 22:09 [#02605182]
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today one month that maya has passed away


 

offline umbroman3 from United Kingdom on 2020-07-08 22:15 [#02605185]
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Bless maya’s soul too

She must have been so kind to you even in the bad times,
because i can feel the connection that you had with her.


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 22:17 [#02605186]
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she wouldn't fall in the fake cry trick no more but she was
there in the serious times for sure

but now no more dogs until i raise my wage and/or i go to
live in a place by myself


 

online belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2020-07-08 22:46 [#02605193]
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bleugh "internetion", autocorrect and my lazy fingers

just had a coffee and a cig in my room, lets see if i can
get away with it like i do at the old place. it's already
really calming not being asked if yr ok all the time. next
steps: get benefits sorted, get laptop, binaurals and
wavelab,


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 22:48 [#02605194]
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i see a plan!


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 22:49 [#02605195]
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'not being asked if yr ok all the time'

lol that would make me an asshole


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 22:51 [#02605196]
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good thing you're getting rid of the forced interactions

next for me was returning to myself, next will be building a
social life maybe, thing that is honestly lacking despite
all the good intentions with the bike and the walks ect


 

offline umbroman3 from United Kingdom on 2020-07-08 22:51 [#02605197]
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Get an mpc and microphone

I wanna hear those belb raps come to life


 

online belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2020-07-08 22:53 [#02605198]
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it's ridiculous, i swear "y'alright" is the number one
phrase used there, i even catch myself doing it


 

online belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2020-07-08 22:56 [#02605199]
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yeah sounds good, you can go a bit crackers just from having
too little interaction with people i think, at least i can


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 22:58 [#02605200]
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the ukraine is leaving the flat for good on saturday, i was
sick of his intrusiveness but im playing along since i knew
he was leaving, im acting only cos i already feel the relief
in the air of the apartment


 

online belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2020-07-08 22:58 [#02605201]
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i've thought about it, but it's likely to take a lot of
edits / r


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 22:59 [#02605202]
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yes i was going to type, get the fuck away from stress


 

online belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2020-07-08 22:59 [#02605203]
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...retakes that should be


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 23:02 [#02605204]
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my friends have become zombies in sociality, maybe high on
pumping muscles


 

offline umbroman3 from United Kingdom on 2020-07-08 23:06 [#02605205]
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Ya make the backing track on mpc or wotever then use pc for
the vocals. Vocals are difficult to record imo


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 23:06 [#02605206]
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how you're doing physically belb

my jaw is hurting again after two years of the treatment


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 23:11 [#02605207]
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at least my eye stopped trembling


 

online belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2020-07-08 23:13 [#02605208]
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not bad thanks man, just fatter than i'd like but that's the
meds innit. painkillers take care of the spondulitis really,
i'm fairly mobile now


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-08 23:19 [#02605210]
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cool


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2020-07-09 00:23 [#02605213]
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congratulations, good luck, and can't wait until you have
laptop and goldwave again


 

offline Portnoy on 2020-07-09 07:17 [#02605218]
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awesome belb, this is good news.

also looking forward to belb's further adventures in audio
(on a laptop!!)


 

offline RussellDust on 2020-07-13 18:27 [#02605448]
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Just seeing this! Awesome!


 

offline DADONCK from here on 2020-07-13 23:10 [#02605457]
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whats the thing with not having a laptop? money? are you
allowed to have one?


 

offline larn from PLANET E (United Kingdom) on 2020-07-13 23:14 [#02605460]
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fuck matey, i feel bad trying to get xlt to feel sorry for
me with being a coke head fucking loser degenerate, you
actualy have a real problem , i hope you can get on with
your life. stay away from the class A shit that will ruin
your life over and over. My bro is in and out of hospital
with schizophrenia and it's a tragedy, again drugs are the
ficking problem, it makes things impossible .


 

online belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2020-07-14 05:55 [#02605478]
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donckman: it's just cash, i had my benefits cut back to the
statutory minimum.cos i'd been in hospital more than 12
months, and while i'm paying for a storage locker there's
nothing left for a laptop. gonna be entitled to a lot more
once i'm here permanently.

larn: we've all got our problems man, no point dicksizing
with em, i don't think my problems are any worse than yours.
hope yr brother can find peace too


 

offline ijonspeches from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2020-07-14 08:52 [#02605484]
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sorry to hear that belb. just want to say, there is nothing
that can keep you from getting yours, your happiness. just
be confident with yourself in the status at a given time and
go seek fun things. think of something you´ve always wanted
to do, but never saw yourself fit in. preferably a club or
something regular with a bunch of people. maybe something
physical that lets your mind rest for the time. before you
know it life begins to pick up again. not keeping track with
all of us in this place, always saddens me to hear that
there are so many mental health issues because they hassle
me too from time to time and already took a big chunk out of
my life. im happy to say there are so many fun ways to live.


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-14 09:33 [#02605490]
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i think belb is having the mindless years and displaying
quality thinking everyday


 


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