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offline larn from PLANET E (United Kingdom) on 2020-06-30 17:09 [#02604517]
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I have been through some shit, in 2010 I got married to a
Chinese gir, i documented most of that on here, I sold all
of my equipment and decided to start a family and grow some
balls. 5 years in i started to get stressed and used booze
and cola , then started a biz and was just fucking all over
the place, drink driving almost daily, leaving the house in
the night and bombing $$$ in the casino and driving around
the red light district , scoring and then feeling shit for
days. Then i came on here from time to time, in a real
state, I had some good advise from some of you, this was my
home from 2005, I know many have left, but for some reason I
feel like this is the only place where my identity was
understood and I was accepted. Last week I left my house,
separated, and live in my office for now and am working.
Once I get a new home, I plan to get back into producing
music and getting my freedom back. I've been mentally and
financially abused . I guess I used dugs to escape, but i'm
over that now and am sober . hope you are all doing good


offline umbroman3 from United Kingdom on 2020-06-30 17:11 [#02604518]
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I wish you well dude


offline larn from PLANET E (United Kingdom) on 2020-06-30 17:12 [#02604519]
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thanks bro


offline Roger Wilco from Mo's Beans on 2020-06-30 17:44 [#02604529]
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Why no major corporation doesn't immediately snap you up
eludes me.


offline dariusgriffin from cool on 2020-06-30 18:03 [#02604531]
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offline Indeksical from Phobiazero Damage Control (United Kingdom) on 2020-06-30 19:53 [#02604535]
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Weren’t you in prison for selling children on your mums
WiFi while running a waffle business or something? How did
you find the time to buy a Chinese bride?


offline Tony Danza from a society on 2020-06-30 20:53 [#02604537]
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dude I hope things come together for you


offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2020-07-01 02:11 [#02604548]
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now sounds like the perfect time to get into an exercise
regimen. best of luck


offline Cliff Glitchard from DEEP DOWN INSIDE on 2020-07-01 02:55 [#02604550]
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So many questions...

Did you not choose marriage and starting a family out of
What lead you to rebel against it all and escape through
drink and drugs?
What truly defines you gaining back your freedom?
What would really make you happy?


offline kei9 from Argentina on 2020-07-01 03:36 [#02604552]
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nice time to poke into the forums

make some music and enjoy freedom man life is what you
feels cheers


offline Roger Wilco from Mo's Beans on 2020-07-01 05:36 [#02604557]
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Do what I do: Go apeshit crazy and hope for a swift death.


offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2020-07-01 08:28 [#02604560]
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did you play cardls?


offline Portnoy on 2020-07-01 08:29 [#02604561]
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holy hell Larn

your wife not open to some discussion?

You must have felt very alone to get stuck in that spiral.

Mentally and financially abused?! Can't imagine, doesn't
sound nice...

You mentioned you had a kid before. Can't imagine this being
easy for him/her.

Wish you well. Was always rooting for that waffle business
to succeed 🧇


offline ijonspeches from 109P/Swift-Tuttle on 2020-07-01 09:02 [#02604563]
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offline elusive from detroit (United States) on 2020-07-02 21:57 [#02604752]
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wish you the best this point forward. keep at it.


offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2020-07-02 22:05 [#02604753]
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Bloody hell just seen this thread, wishing you all the best,
sounds like the movie the bad lieutenant!


offline larn from PLANET E (United Kingdom) on 2020-07-10 20:07 [#02605240]
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This is basically how I ended up, in the Strutter Bubble
through covid



offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2020-07-12 00:07 [#02605397]
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hadn't heard of mike strutter before, cheers


offline larn from PLANET E (United Kingdom) on 2020-07-12 17:41 [#02605414]
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you might remember his other character , Dennis Pennis?


offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2020-07-12 23:44 [#02605417]
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nope, hadn't seen it. your clip sent me down a youtube
rabbit hole last nite, however, and i watched all three
dennis pennii. good laughs; cheers


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