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what gets you emotional these days you blocks if ice … cream? |
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from my personal statistics i cry once every 8 years but i almost tear up every once and in a while from cheesy shit like: talking to someone and feeling eerily connected to the person or moment watching youtube videos thinking about the past |
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i must have ptsd or something cos I cant remember the last time I cried |
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A few years ago there was a movie that could reliably get me weeping, but I can't remember what it was now, which is probably for the best. |
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listening to someone else crying in an interview or something will sometimes set me off... my bedtime listening is quite often josie long's excellent short cuts, and the first story in set me off last night. neko case, laura cantrell and diane cluck do it. massive attack's ... i am a big lachrymose wuss |
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if music hasn't made me cry at least once within the last few weeks, i take it as a sign that i need to seriously re-evaluate my direction in life |
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Celine Dion has that effect on me too |
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patriotic stuff |
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Cried every day for a good month. I miss my old pal tremendously. |
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Can’t be that memorable if you can’t remember the name. |
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kids getting killed in wars and the stupidity of elderly people who rule the world. |
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i think crying, when there is a reason is a good thing. shit needs to get out. like physically. like puking. or it starts to rot your soul a buddy of mine cries quite a lot, I've seen it a few times. one of the last times was when some other friend who is a cocaine addict, who developed a psychosis, called him while i was sitting next to my buddy… and told him that he will knife him down when he sees him ja, hes very sensitive but (still) a healthy young man. there were times were i actually tried to cry, but it didn't work one the other hand: i cry pretty often from laughter. i laugh so hard that my eyes get all wet. i i should be fine then |
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https://twitter.com/vicvaiana/status/1230221835008118786 |
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I think im emotionally blunted cos of years of antidepressants, I know what Geoff is saying I used to enjoy the feelings music evoked, of joy and wonderment. im not taking the piss by the way. I still really enjoy my music I guess its mostly a cerebral exercise now |
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im disappointed there wasn't a "jesus lord amen" in the background |
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sounds like you're old, jaded, and don't smoke enough weed. and stop using my name. i don't care if you know it, but google spiders this shit, jeez |
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you should talk to your doctor about that. maybe they can lower your dose or switch you to a different antidepressant |
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its easier then typing EpicMegaTrax |
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yeah I think your right |
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Ha ha google knows your first name! |
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i've read that emotional blunting when taking antidepressants is quite common, but it can be dealt with. a good doctor should know as epic said, weed can help. to get the wonderment back. it works for me but i only do it occasionally and celebrate it when i do. i try to keep it a ritual instead of making it a habit. what helps for me is vaping, because it takes some effort to get the vaporiser ready and all that stuff. sometimes when i feel like i want to smoke, i just feel too lazy to get all the stuff out, put water in the cooler and all that stuff… |
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yeah weed would probably help a bit, I probably prefer some magic mushrooms, when I had them I wasn't depressed for about 3 months afterwards, it was remarkable, I hate big pharma bastards |
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whats wrong with Geoff, I have an uncle called Geoff, solid dependable Geoff |
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I'll stop using it though now |
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has anybody tried wu goo? |
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i would love to, my tolerance will be waaay down too by now so it would send me to the moon. hash oil r00lz |
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oh, yes. mushrooms are great for depression. my best drug experience ever. i took the psilos that grew on the cow paddock in our village and dried em. i put like 20 of them in a yoghurt and ate it |
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i think crying, when there is a reason is a good thing. shit needs to get out. like physically. like puking. or it starts to rot your soul yes, this. i've probably lost a year of my life to being depressed in bed, and let me tell you, it's a shit experience. i can tell when it's starting to creep up on me, because i'm irritable. mad at everything. if that continues, i'll start to get depressed, and if i stay depressed, eventually i'll wind up holed up in bed and of no use to anyone. it's strange, crying at that point is a howl of anguish, and feels good in a bad way, like cumming to something you really shouldn't. it is exactly like you have described, a feeling of vomiting emotion. it's the same when that level of depression moves over to anger; you scream at someone and feel almost like you're hurling a physical object at them. when i'm getting irritable, crying is a front-line technique. crying out of pain works, but so does crying because i love music so much, and that's a lot more fun. best way for me to do it is get a little high, put on some good music, and go out for a drive. i love driving, i love music, and i love driving to music even more, and if i'm pent up i generally don't have to try too hard to shake it loose. |
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oh, yes. mushrooms are great for depression. my best drug experience ever. i took the psilos that grew on the cow paddock in our village and dried em. i put like 20 of them in a yoghurt and ate it yeah, i might have figured out the crying-as-a-release valve thing without mushroom. my third musroom trip, i found myself thinking about my first grade teacher, who in retrospect, was psychologically abusive. nothing too horrible, but it did leave a mark on me. my whole life, i'd never gone back and processed it as an adult, but on mushrooms, my brain dug it up and i'm thinking it over. i start crying and crying, but still thinking. i think "if she did that to me, i can only imagine what life did to her," and then i'm crying because i feel so bad for her. then a voice in my head says, "enough being sad, time to be happy" and then i'm crying because i'm so happy. that really was a class-A lesson in crying |
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There’s only 14 doctors licensed to prescribe LSD (for addiction) and psilocybin (for depression) in micro doses. I fit the criteria in a such that I’ve tried many therapies and meds to treat my depression without much success. Not only are the results very promising, I’d rather have small doses of psilocybin in me than whatever anti depressant I’m on (Brintellix). |
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i never tried microdosing. it was always like, "i'm not sure i'll be able to get mushroom again and i don't want to waste the opportunity by undershooting it." i suppose i should contrast it by saying that i did have a couple mushroom trips that were wicked bummers. in particular, one where i was mad, felt put-upon that i was conscious: i never asked for this. i demand to know who is responsible for this so i can give them a piece of my mind |
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it's been so long since i've had shrooms. probably about ten years |
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not much happened on my first mushroom trip. i was drunk already and just wanted to smoke more weed. i was at a disco, but most of the time i was in front of it, sitting at the bus house smoking one joint after another. i heard that the body needs to get adjusted to the psilocybin the second time i took quite a lot. after a while i was having this encounter of my own death. i think you call it ego death. i had an out of body experience. it was the best thing ever. i was shifted out of my aching, ugly body and suddenly i was connected to the whole world. i still feed from that experience. that was ~20 years ago and the last time i took mushrooms |
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I’m having a moment where I’m thinking “does DADONCK dislike me?”. Felt kind of nice. |
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why do you think i dislike you? cause i don't i would try microdosing, i head good things about it thats the shit some guy i know takes |
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same, psychedelics are a sacrament, a religious experience. it's a cliche to say you become one with all, but that's what it is. |
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I’ve taken LSD with people who where just being silly, while I always wanted to make art or talk, they were being absolute plonkers. I’ve also seen all a few people lose it with LSD. Usually people who are already in a fragile state and abuse the substance. All in all it’s probably the drug that gave me the best experiences. Oddly it’s not a street drug at all. It’s easy to find weed, Coke, heroin or crack but you really need the contacts if you want some acid. Luckily during picking season I live close to a field that has plenty of them. |
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alright, yes, so, i've felt better in general since i've started leaving an hour and a half or so of time in the morning to stretch, meditate, dance, whatever. i spend an hour or so, stretching, meditating. pretty off in the clouds, in a nice, chilled-out way. we've been yakking about enya on here, and i am thinking of clannad songs. so i put on some. then i put on , sat down to meditate more, and immediately i felt dfgjkdfg well of tears. it's my dad, i realize. the album reminds me of him very much, and i miss him so much, it's still just a couple years since he's gone. i dig into the feeling. i start sobbing and sobbing. like, shit, somewhere, in the back of my brain is a well of sadness about my dad that will never run dry, and every now and then, i need to spend a bit crying about it to clean up the overflow. and i suppose that is how it should be. eventually, i try to just breathe, and calm down. people speak of feeling "lighter" after tripping, like they've been freed of some burden. this is how i feel right now. once you learn the emotional arcs that psychedelics guide you through, you can start to lean to recreate it on your own |
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