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inspired by dariusgriffin's comments in the zizek thread, and the prospect of another tory government leaving the poor to eat each other / be hunted down on horseback: how do you want to go out? at home in your sleep? dignitas-assisted barbiturate tourism? pointlessly knifed trying to save your smartphone? drawn-out cancer struggle? crushed by piano and / or python? |
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I had the idea a couple of years ago that eventually they will be hunting the poor on horseback instead of foxes, seems like im not the only one |
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i'm hoping senility or illness will first affect the parts of the brain that make one fear death |
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i'm hoping for an aneurysm or tony soprano-style unexpected yet ambiguous assassination |
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I hope I die on the job, but its looking very unlikely |
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which region are you most active on? |
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definitely the internet |
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Old and with grandkids. Not with them, obviously. |
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Try doing that before being ill! Not an easy feat obv. But when finally you’re free from the concept of death you’re terminally ill, which seems a shame. Mind you... Not sure I’ve ever truly believed someone who’s told me they’re not afraid of dying. So maybe it is a good thing, your illness... |
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this always gives me comfort when I think of death |
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I dwell a lot on hanging, I probably will hang myself. |
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my dad drunkenly tried to hang himself on the washing line once, problem was he was taller than the line |
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The Diabetic Gamer's 2019 funniest hanging fails compilation (137 minutes) please comment like and subscribe |
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I’d never do the hanging thing if I wanted to die, but my gosh is it symbolic. It’s like the most noble way, yet also a way of showing you’re executing yourself. Because the law hangs. |
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OK, scratch that, I will probably botch hanging myself and end up painfully choking myself to death. Ideally I'd use a professional gallows, and not some half-arsed thing with a shoelace like I don't know how prisoners do. |
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It’s like jumping. Do you really need that last thrill? I guess some do thought I reckon it’s got more to do with dramatics. People have to see. People will see. (I mean the public) |
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How about reading your favourite book, while burning charcoal in a room the doors and windows shut? It’s meant to be really smooth. Not trying to condone you being a right girl and talking about suicide here, nor do I want to see you go on charcoal fumes. It’s just, does it have to hurt? Do you have to traumatise yourself that extra bit more to go out with a “bang”? |
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I wouldn't really want people to see, my only concern would be that it worked. I think the surest method would be to jump off a cliff onto rocks where the sea would take you and drown you if for some awful reason you hadn't died already. I think I'd probably do that actually. I do think about it a lot. This isn't a cry for help, I am just saying that I do think about it a lot. |
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I've never heard of that method. Ideally there would be no pain, and no "spectacle". I would like to slip away. I'll look into it, you've given me "hope". |
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Have you read much Albert Camus? I suggest the ‘myth of Sisyphus’. It’s a worthy essay on the subject of suicide. Apparently it was what Nick Drake was reading the night he died. Not sure he finished it if that’s true. Also the official and family statement on the affair is that he didn’t commit suicide. Do you like some nick drake music, signed up to roger? |
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There’s always hope, even in suicide. |
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I do like Nick Drake. Also, I did read "The Myth of Sisyphus" only this summer, and yes, you're right, it's far from a exhortation to kill oneself. I like it because I like the idea of staring into the abyss, and once acknowledging everything as "absurd" how do we carry on. I don't pretend to have fully understood it, but, in what I take as a positive sign, in my copy of the book there is also the piece "Summer in Algiers" which was like walking into bright sunshine and blooming colour having spent a grey, arid eternity in "Sisyphus". I don't *want* to kill myself as I think it's selfish, and death will come round eventually anyway. But I do... think about it. |
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Apologies because I understand other people have thought about it and indeed acted upon it, and it's no laughing matter. All I am saying is that I do dwell on it, I am not saying I am suicidal or belittling anyone's... experience. |
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those exit bags are meant to be quite good |
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No need to apologise you soppy sod! I Tajikistan I get ya! |
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Think* |
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I like "I Tajikstan get ya", thought I'd take it to mean "I totally get ya". |
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Autocorrect will get dystopian one day. Trust me! |
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not to harp on about suicide, but if you try to write an "exit" letter on yr phone using autocomplete a fair bit, it noticeably tries to steer you away from the subject, or i remember it doing so. reallg weird. maybe it was an artifact of psychosis, i obviously wasn't in my right mind doing it but it shit me up enough to just start scrawling on the wall instead. then when the pens i had stopped working one after another i took it as a sign that something was trying to prevent me; pens up nose and eye came next. i was in a panic and autocomplete was a factor. just saying. dunno why really |
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perhaps the google rogue AI had command of your phone, and was learning about compassion |
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Ive never seriously tried to off myself, but its something I think about from time to time when im very stressed, but I guess it creates a big mess for people I know if I actually did it so I probably never will |
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pezzo di stronzo avevi il popolo egiziano in mano crepa |
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TI ROMPO IL CULO NEL SINAI |
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'it's not because you're psychotic that they can't get after you' -kurt cobain |
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just like in lawnmower man, my consciousness sucked from my body like a visual fx cross between a human and a packet of capri sun. once i escape this diseased mainframe, my birth cry will be every smartfone on the planet playing a dreadful "la cucaracha" ringtone in unison |
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flowers from shit |
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Interesting! |
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cucci cucci eh |
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eta betha |
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i am aonly with israel sum save my life |
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I have stood on balconies and considered the long drop. I’m kind of tempted by my last moments being a cruel realisation that I don’t want to die. Practically a shit load of sleeping pills plus a plastic bag and rubber band would do the job and be painless. Maybe the midsommar way? |
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dude, you can't spend so much money on modular and then just go to non modular dimension |
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I’ll leave all my shite to you mate |
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thanks for the kind offer mate, but i rather hear some more snippets of what you do with it. especially with that milky way module i was thinking of getting the fx aid |
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you ever been in a cemetery, other than a market? |
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