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offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2019-07-10 02:36 [#02582195]
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previously, jackson tries to riff off of a scene in
"the lion king" but is competent enough to not drop babby


offline hevquip from megagram dusk sect (United States) on 2019-07-10 03:38 [#02582204]
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i was hoping it was going to a link to a gore website


offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2019-07-10 03:48 [#02582207]
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i have vasovagal syndrome, mildly. when i was living in cape
cod, there was this guy with a fucking lawn boat
who was there approximately 10/365 days of the year.

he compensated for this, as my friend and landlord put it,
by "talking your ear off."

so i'm standing there with a vodka cranberry, and he's going
on about his daughter, his lawnboat, his tumor in his arm...
it was right here, they took a whole chunk out of it

i start to feel like i'm melting with weight.

"fuck, fuck, shit, stop it, you fucker," i think. but it's
happening. i am having a vasovagal response.

meanwhile, bob is still rambling on. i realize i'm in the
shit. i fucking will pass out, it's going there.

in retrospect, the sensible thing would have been to say,
"i'm having a vasovagal response," throw my drink aside, and
lie down on the grass until things calmed down. but, given
the state i was in, i was not thinking clearly.

"uhhh, i'm sorry, i have to go," i say.

i stumble across the lawn like an irish drunk. i'm not
actually drunk. i'd had half my drink.

once i get inside, i am fucking serious. drink goes down on
the first fucking surface i see, and i am charging to my

i barely make it. i can't even hear anything anymore, just a
massively loud ringing like tinnitus on steroids. i can
barely even see; my vision is blacked out.

i land on my bed, and, gradually, it passes.

then, i just yell: FUCK!

then i go back outside and awkwardly explain to bob what
just fucking happened


offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2019-07-10 03:50 [#02582208]
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should say -- that was the most intense one. all the others
have been fairly mild. it's far from a daily concern in my
life, aside from looking the other way when i get blood


offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2019-07-10 03:51 [#02582209]
Points: 12876 Status: Addict

also, to clarify -- he had a recent bandage, and was
actively, vividly describing the chunk of flesh that had
just been carved out of him. i'm a strong visualizer, and it
got to me. movies, videos, don't really do it -- something
to do with an actual person there


offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2019-07-10 04:01 [#02582210]
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it is like trypophobia, really, which i also feel, but
not as much.

the whole time it was happening, was, psychologically, not
bothered at all. i was not grossed out. it was nothing to do
with what my conscious mind was doing; it was some archaic
eldrich alarm from the deep broadsiding me. only because it
had happened to me two or three times before, and had access
to infoz, did i actually understand what was happening.

i understood what was happening, and i was, in the part of
me that was not in a panic, fucking pissed off: this is so
stupid! what the fuck! stupid brain

but, really, that was the worst one ever, and i can count
the overall number of incidents on one hand.

but, to be safe, i turn away, or tune out, when i feel like
we're verging into trigger territory.


offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2019-07-10 04:02 [#02582211]
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i stared at trypophobia photos for a while. it did provoke a
response -- i very clearly began to feel nauseous. much
slower and less intense than the vasovagal experience

the vasovagal experience with van halen


offline Indeksical from Phobiazero Damage Control (United Kingdom) on 2019-07-10 07:56 [#02582214]
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I have a vasovagal response if I read more than 3 of your
posts in a row.


offline hevquip from megagram dusk sect (United States) on 2019-07-12 03:49 [#02582286]
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the irony of epicmegatrax complaining about people who "talk
your ear off". the asbergers & self-unawareness is palpable.


offline Tony Danza from Cats! on 2019-07-12 13:09 [#02582296]
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confidently reclining in my seat after calling my onlinw
adversary a "shitbarn" - @dril


offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2019-07-13 02:26 [#02582309]
Points: 12876 Status: Addict | Followup to hevquip: #02582286

you turd warehouse


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