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it will be in some holodeck presentation of 21st century mental illnesses |
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"this video was found shared on what appeared to be a support forum for sufferers of severe mental disorders called xltronic.com. this selection of posts offers a fascinating insight in to the horrific state of mental health in the world before widespread eugenics led us to our current utopia" |
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the voices go away if you take yr meds on time for long enough. i believed i was being used as a test subject by gchq for technology that could imitate telepathy. it was fucking terrifying. and i guess believing in actual telepathy, be it from jews or whoever, is pretty much the same. i'm no shill for big pharma but honestly man, Take. Your. Meds. it'll let you breathe a bit, even if you carry on having "unusual beliefs" as the psychiatrists put it |
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yeah perhaps they will think im the arch-nutter for posting videos like that |
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yeah I guess it was for all intents an purposes absolutely real to you, but that's how psychotic delusions function unfortunately, I don't know how id react if it ever happened to me. All I can say to Umbro is not that he isn't experiencing something really weird and realistic, but if he thinks about it in a logical fashion, if he has the ability to do so, that in all likelihood if someone did have telepathy why would the concern themselves with an anonymous guy from Wales, I mean that in the nicest way of course |
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Why the FUCK does everyone is this thread support killing 6 million Jews? Where am I r/The_Donald? |
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[screws fat greasy head into fedora like a light bulb into a socket] am i the only one here who has respect for the White Race |
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the white race can suck it, wavephace only accepts cultural heritage of this hue or darker *points to colour chart* |
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The white race is a social construct invented by black bodies |
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[points to dark half of chart] terrorists |
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The belt of truth; the belt of truth. |
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Was reference to hyper’s video, not terrorists! |
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you mean its an ego trip? |
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what i like is that we have more or less something in common while being goegraphically and historically far away from each other. if just umbro started considering meds over booze |
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i think it is a bit tbh, yeah. i never went full messianic but i think it'd be easy to get there and you need a dash of ego... feelings of persecution and "seeing a deeper truth" that others can't grasp etc. it was my explanation that those in control of the technology would naturally pick a person of low status to test their shit, i don't know why umbro feels he is being victimised |
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yeah not sure in Umbro's case, but yeah a lot of the time the delusions seem to make people believe they are anointed or holy, speak for god or what not |
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i thought the doctors in the psychiatric ward ive been a month were fucking kids guys |
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but i got over that vision across that month |
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i think the first thing they gave me when my sister brought me there was the equivalent of a dynamite candle for the brain, that gave the first big hit to my mental costruction. i slept for at least a day and couldnt speak properly when i woke up, horrible shit. |
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yeah I think most people have episodes of madness and sometimes hallucinations, I suffered from real paranoia when I was younger I thought cars were parked outside my house watching me, but I didn't have that long fortunately I still had the ability to think it through that actually it doesn't make sense cos im not important enough for anyone to be bothered |
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as for the rest everyone was friendly with me, i asked to a milf nurse to go out and she gave me a gospel book, then i symphatized with a lesbian one that needed to clarify she wasnt my girfriend, ect. |
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is a dynamite brain candle some sort of drug you inhale? |
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nope it was something to drink |
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ah, sounds heavy what the hell was in it! |
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more often than not their is a sexy milf in your anecdotes, but you live in Italy so not surprised |
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sorry for being nosey but can you remember what it was? (i'm a drug geek, heh) when i was first in hospital they gave me a dose of haloperidol that did similar, i had to be lead back to my room cos it made me forget the concept of left and right |
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dont know what it was belb, nor is recorded in the papers i have. i was drooling like a snail, was reduced to an australopithecus for a while |
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i think they put horny milfs in psychiatric wards on purpose, to lift the morale of the patients up |
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good idea |
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I saw some story on tv about this woman who was scared gravity was going to fail and she would float off into outer space, so she moved to London from the countryside so she would have a tall building to grab onto if gravity suddenly gave way |
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I have to mention Nervifen. I’ve kinda bought all the tee-shirts, but prescription wise this has been the most deceivingly brutal. It can have anti enriched purposes and is highly sedative so my doctors thought it would be perfect for me to counter my CVS attacks. I got used to it and started taking it nightly to pass out and not have to lie in bed thinking. It’s sold in syrup form and is highly bitter I’m taste, I guess so it can’t be used as a date rape drug too easily anymore. After a year of it it became custom for me to wake up thinking “oh shit what did I do (and more importantly say) last night. Once you get used to it and don’t pass out too soon you realise it makes you say whatever you think on the moment, and more importantly it makes you say all the stuff you normally wouldn’t. Seriously it would save a lot of torture in the world as you would divulge anything. It’s fucking scary. I stopped ultimately, and not even because of that. Your bladder gives in on high doses and one night I remember being in my bedroom and absolutely bursting for a wee. I was confused and looking for the door to the bathroom, yet I don’t have an en suite bathroom. I kept looking at the (only) door of my room and thinking “this is the door to my room, not the bathroom, fuck where is the bathroom door”. I’ve never had a bedroom with an en suite bathroom yet I was getting extremely frantic and confused, all the while on the verge of being unable to hold it in. After looking for that elusive door for a few very long minutes I pissed on a pile of laundry, crying. I stopped, and now take Levomepromazine if I need to sleep and can’t. It’s amazing that chloral hydrate was a party drug at one time. |
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Fuck that ended up being a long post. |
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yeah you've mentioned nervifen before, it sounds a bit like zopiclone in that it makes you completely "without filter" if you can stay awake on it. i'm still druggie-curious enough to want to try it but i'm quite certain it'd be a trainwreck! don't much fancy losing the ability to use a door on a side note, zopiclone has shown the ability to be a kind of temporary reviver of stroke-related paralysis, as in limbs that were useless suddenly coming back to life. very weird shit |
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so if you have butt sex with a dude while you're on nervifen it's not gay |
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maybe you already did russelldust how wouldd you know |
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did you ever have to go to hospital? this morning i'm on the train, and it's just doing it's thing, being a train, when the chick behind me gets a phone call. i have music on, but she's loud enough that i can clearly hear a lot of it through a red hot chili peppers guitar solo. perhaps i need to buy noise-canceling... ...or, perhaps not. immediately, i get the sense Shit Is Up. that feeling that lights up in the back of your brain somewhere when someone's tone and rhythm of voice indicate that they are on emotional red alert. what... you what? *indistinguishable* hit *indistinguishable* i can't understand what you're saying you were in a car accident? can you still drive it to work? "jesus christ," i think, "you don't even ask if she's OK first?" what? is the guy still there? the guy that you hit, have you exchanged information yet? what? slow down! look, i'm trying to understand what's going on, but i can't understand you. is the car derivable? i'm... after a bit more of this, it emerges that Chick Behind Me has to call someone who can call someone who can call the office and let them know she won't be into work anytime soon. so they disconnect and she makes that call hi, yeah, i'm jess's girlfriend, and she was just in a car accident. can you call elise and let her know she's not going to be at work? yeah, i don't know what's going on yet. she's, like, incoherent. i'm going to call her back, could you just tell them? great, thanks she calls her girlfriend back. what? they're taking you to the hospital? okay, i'll meet you there. i'll get off at the next stop and uber over the train is having "signal problems" and is moving at a crawl. that train is a bastard to me too like that |
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there was plenty more, actually. calling into her office to saying her girlfriend was in a car accident and she's on her way to the hospital but she's got a client meeting at three and she thinks she can make it the person next to me was a cute strawberry-blonde lady, sadly with a wedding ring with a rock the size of a golf ball |
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wow you got double white genocided in one train trip RIP men |
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i like men, too. i'm equal-opportunity when it comes to relationships. to do anything else would be discrimination. anyone who's not bisexual is biased |
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thats not how you make a babies discusting |
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Damn, 20 sec mark on sidebar recommended video is cool (but rest is mostly crap): I purposely kept a slightly corrupted/glitchy movie because it did similar things. It seems to have algorithms that sort of map background noise onto 3d faces or something. |
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you're a sexist pig |
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*hippo |
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pffft not even trying wave face show im how its done |
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shrug. i thot it pretty clever. finding a path to calling you a sexist pig for being not gay |
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Hey can we stop using animal names as insults please? |
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one mum called her daughter rat on the tube, what do you have to say in your defence wavefeces? |
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see the difference between you and wave face is, he's put in the 10,000 hours it takes to become an expert griefer / troll. while you were fornicating he studied the blade |
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lol |
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