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offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2019-03-06 21:55 [#02570824]
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it will be in some holodeck presentation of 21st century
mental illnesses


 

offline Indeksical from Phobiazero Damage Control (United Kingdom) on 2019-03-06 21:57 [#02570826]
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"this video was found shared on what appeared to be a
support forum for sufferers of severe mental disorders
called xltronic.com. this selection of posts offers a
fascinating insight in to the horrific state of mental
health in the world before widespread eugenics led us to our
current utopia"


 

offline belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2019-03-06 22:25 [#02570834]
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the voices go away if you take yr meds on time for long
enough. i believed i was being used as a test subject by
gchq for technology that could imitate telepathy. it was
fucking terrifying. and i guess believing in actual
telepathy, be it from jews or whoever, is pretty much the
same. i'm no shill for big pharma but honestly man, Take.
Your. Meds. it'll let you breathe a bit, even if you carry
on having "unusual beliefs" as the psychiatrists put it


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2019-03-07 00:17 [#02570849]
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yeah perhaps they will think im the arch-nutter for posting
videos like that


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2019-03-07 00:20 [#02570850]
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yeah I guess it was for all intents an purposes absolutely
real to you, but that's how psychotic delusions function
unfortunately, I don't know how id react if it ever happened
to me. All I can say to Umbro is not that he isn't
experiencing something really weird and realistic, but if he
thinks about it in a logical fashion, if he has the ability
to do so, that in all likelihood if someone did have
telepathy why would the concern themselves with an
anonymous guy from Wales, I mean that in the nicest way of
course


 

offline wavephace from off the chain on 2019-03-07 01:42 [#02570859]
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Why the FUCK does everyone is this thread support killing 6
million Jews? Where am I r/The_Donald?


 

offline Tony Danza from Fabulous Hollywood on 2019-03-07 03:25 [#02570871]
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[screws fat greasy head into fedora like a light bulb into a
socket] am i the only one here who has respect for the White
Race


 

offline belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2019-03-07 03:36 [#02570873]
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the white race can suck it, wavephace only accepts cultural
heritage of this hue or darker

*points to colour chart*


 

offline wavephace from off the chain on 2019-03-07 03:39 [#02570874]
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The white race is a social construct invented by black
bodies


 

offline Tony Danza from Fabulous Hollywood on 2019-03-07 14:12 [#02570882]
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[points to dark half of chart] terrorists


 

offline RussellDust on 2019-03-07 14:43 [#02570884]
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The belt of truth; the belt of truth.


 

offline RussellDust on 2019-03-07 15:59 [#02570890]
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Was reference to hyper’s video, not terrorists!


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2019-03-07 20:23 [#02570898]
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you mean its an ego trip?


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2019-03-07 20:32 [#02570901]
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what i like is that we have more or less something in common
while being goegraphically and historically far away from
each other. if just umbro started considering meds over
booze


 

offline belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2019-03-07 20:35 [#02570902]
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i think it is a bit tbh, yeah. i never went full messianic
but i think it'd be easy to get there and you need a dash of
ego... feelings of persecution and "seeing a deeper truth"
that others can't grasp etc. it was my explanation that
those in control of the technology would naturally pick a
person of low status to test their shit, i don't know why
umbro feels he is being victimised


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2019-03-07 20:36 [#02570903]
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yeah not sure in Umbro's case, but yeah a lot of the time
the delusions seem to make people believe they are anointed
or holy, speak for god or what not


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2019-03-07 20:40 [#02570904]
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i thought the doctors in the psychiatric ward ive been a
month were fucking kids guys


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2019-03-07 20:42 [#02570905]
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but i got over that vision across that month


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2019-03-07 20:48 [#02570906]
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i think the first thing they gave me when my sister brought
me there was the equivalent of a dynamite candle for the
brain, that gave the first big hit to my mental costruction.
i slept for at least a day and couldnt speak properly when i
woke up, horrible shit.


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2019-03-07 20:50 [#02570907]
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yeah I think most people have episodes of madness and
sometimes hallucinations, I suffered from real paranoia when
I was younger I thought cars were parked outside my house
watching me, but I didn't have that long fortunately I still
had the ability to think it through that actually it doesn't
make sense cos im not important enough for anyone to be
bothered


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2019-03-07 20:50 [#02570908]
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as for the rest everyone was friendly with me, i asked to a
milf nurse to go out and she gave me a gospel book, then i
symphatized with a lesbian one that needed to clarify she
wasnt my girfriend, ect.


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2019-03-07 20:52 [#02570909]
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is a dynamite brain candle some sort of drug you inhale?


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2019-03-07 20:53 [#02570910]
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nope it was something to drink


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2019-03-07 20:57 [#02570911]
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ah, sounds heavy what the hell was in it!


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2019-03-07 21:01 [#02570912]
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more often than not their is a sexy milf in your anecdotes,
but you live in Italy so not surprised


 

offline belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2019-03-07 21:02 [#02570913]
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sorry for being nosey but can you remember what it was? (i'm
a drug geek, heh) when i was first in hospital they gave me
a dose of haloperidol that did similar, i had to be lead
back to my room cos it made me forget the concept of left
and right


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2019-03-07 21:05 [#02570914]
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dont know what it was belb, nor is recorded in the papers i
have. i was drooling like a snail, was reduced to an
australopithecus for a while


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2019-03-07 21:06 [#02570915]
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i think they put horny milfs in psychiatric wards on
purpose, to lift the morale of the patients up


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2019-03-07 21:08 [#02570916]
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good idea


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2019-03-07 21:09 [#02570917]
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I saw some story on tv about this woman who was scared
gravity was going to fail and she would float off into outer
space, so she moved to London from the countryside so she
would have a tall building to grab onto if gravity suddenly
gave way


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2019-03-07 21:11 [#02570918]
Points: 30707 Status: Regular



casadastraphobia


 

offline RussellDust on 2019-03-07 21:41 [#02570919]
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I have to mention Nervifen. I’ve kinda bought all the
tee-shirts, but prescription wise this has been the most
deceivingly brutal. It can have anti enriched purposes and
is highly sedative so my doctors thought it would be perfect
for me to counter my CVS attacks. I got used to it and
started taking it nightly to pass out and not have to lie in
bed thinking. It’s sold in syrup form and is highly bitter
I’m taste, I guess so it can’t be used as a date rape
drug too easily anymore. After a year of it it became custom
for me to wake up thinking “oh shit what did I do (and
more importantly say) last night. Once you get used to it
and don’t pass out too soon you realise it makes you say
whatever you think on the moment, and more importantly it
makes you say all the stuff you normally wouldn’t.
Seriously it would save a lot of torture in the world as you
would divulge anything. It’s fucking scary. I stopped
ultimately, and not even because of that. Your bladder gives
in on high doses and one night I remember being in my
bedroom and absolutely bursting for a wee. I was confused
and looking for the door to the bathroom, yet I don’t have
an en suite bathroom. I kept looking at the (only) door of
my room and thinking “this is the door to my room, not the
bathroom, fuck where is the bathroom door”. I’ve never
had a bedroom with an en suite bathroom yet I was getting
extremely frantic and confused, all the while on the verge
of being unable to hold it in. After looking for that
elusive door for a few very long minutes I pissed on a pile
of laundry, crying. I stopped, and now take Levomepromazine
if I need to sleep and can’t. It’s amazing that chloral
hydrate was a party drug at one time.


 

offline RussellDust on 2019-03-07 21:42 [#02570920]
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Fuck that ended up being a long post.


 

offline belb from mmmmmmhhhhzzzz!!! on 2019-03-07 22:26 [#02570922]
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yeah you've mentioned nervifen before, it sounds a bit like
zopiclone in that it makes you completely "without filter"
if you can stay awake on it. i'm still druggie-curious
enough to want to try it but i'm quite certain it'd be a
trainwreck! don't much fancy losing the ability to use a
door

on a side note, zopiclone has shown the ability to be a kind
of temporary reviver of stroke-related paralysis, as in
limbs that were useless suddenly coming back to life. very
weird shit


 

offline mermaidman on 2019-03-07 23:28 [#02570923]
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so if you have butt sex with a dude while you're on nervifen
it's not gay


 

offline mermaidman on 2019-03-07 23:29 [#02570924]
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maybe you already did russelldust how wouldd you know


 

online EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2019-03-08 00:09 [#02570925]
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did you ever have to go to hospital?

this morning i'm on the train, and it's just doing it's
thing, being a train, when the chick behind me gets a phone
call. i have music on, but she's loud enough that i can
clearly hear a lot of it through a red hot chili peppers
guitar solo. perhaps i need to buy noise-canceling...

...or, perhaps not.

immediately, i get the sense Shit Is Up. that feeling that
lights up in the back of your brain somewhere when someone's
tone and rhythm of voice indicate that they are on emotional
red alert.

what... you what? *indistinguishable* hit
*indistinguishable*

i can't understand what you're saying

you were in a car accident?

can you still drive it to work?


"jesus christ," i think, "you don't even ask if she's OK
first?"


what?

is the guy still there?

the guy that you hit, have you exchanged information yet?

what?

slow down!

look, i'm trying to understand what's going on, but i can't
understand you. is the car derivable? i'm...


after a bit more of this, it emerges that Chick Behind Me
has to call someone who can call someone who can call the
office and let them know she won't be into work anytime
soon. so they disconnect and she makes that call


hi, yeah, i'm jess's girlfriend, and she was just in a car
accident. can you call elise and let her know she's not
going to be at work? yeah, i don't know what's going on yet.
she's, like, incoherent. i'm going to call her back, could
you just tell them? great, thanks


she calls her girlfriend back.

what? they're taking you to the hospital?

okay, i'll meet you there. i'll get off at the next stop and
uber over


the train is having "signal problems" and is moving at a
crawl. that train is a bastard to me too like that


 

online EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2019-03-08 00:14 [#02570926]
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there was plenty more, actually. calling into her office to
saying her girlfriend was in a car accident and she's on her
way to the hospital but she's got a client meeting at three
and she thinks she can make it

the person next to me was a cute strawberry-blonde lady,
sadly with a wedding ring with a rock the size of a golf
ball


 

offline Tony Danza from Fabulous Hollywood on 2019-03-08 00:35 [#02570927]
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wow you got double white genocided in one train trip

RIP men


 

online EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2019-03-08 00:44 [#02570928]
Points: 23972 Status: Addict



i like men, too. i'm equal-opportunity when it comes to
relationships. to do anything else would be discrimination.
anyone who's not bisexual is biased


 

offline Tony Danza from Fabulous Hollywood on 2019-03-08 00:59 [#02570930]
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thats not how you make a babies

discusting


 

offline w M w from London (United Kingdom) on 2019-03-08 01:10 [#02570932]
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Damn, 20 sec mark on sidebar recommended video is cool (but
rest is mostly crap):
LAZY_TITLE
I purposely kept a slightly corrupted/glitchy movie because
it did similar things. It seems to have algorithms that sort
of map background noise onto 3d faces or something.


 

online EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2019-03-08 01:22 [#02570933]
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you're a sexist pig


 

online EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2019-03-08 01:22 [#02570934]
Points: 23972 Status: Addict



*hippo


 

offline Tony Danza from Fabulous Hollywood on 2019-03-08 01:47 [#02570937]
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pffft not even trying

wave face show im how its done


 

online EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2019-03-08 01:55 [#02570938]
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shrug. i thot it pretty clever. finding a path to calling
you a sexist pig for being not gay


 

offline wavephace from off the chain on 2019-03-08 04:15 [#02570943]
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Hey can we stop using animal names as insults please?


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2019-03-08 18:24 [#02571000]
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one mum called her daughter rat on the tube, what do you
have to say in your defence wavefeces?


 

offline Tony Danza from Fabulous Hollywood on 2019-03-08 18:47 [#02571008]
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see the difference between you and wave face is, he's put in
the 10,000 hours it takes to become an expert griefer /
troll.

while you were fornicating he studied the blade


 

online EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2019-03-08 23:43 [#02571027]
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lol


 


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