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offline RussellDust on 2016-08-12 18:04 [#02501872]
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Enough with the mums, and their toilet habits!


 

offline RussellDust on 2016-08-12 18:07 [#02501873]
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You're making it go back in!


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2016-08-12 18:25 [#02501875]
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damn, when it backs in

talking about mums, i hope Hyperflake's mum is doing fine

not only the shits of my mum smelled of rotten corpse, she
added smoking to it, i remember waking up and willing to
puke



 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2016-08-12 18:29 [#02501877]
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if i wanted to rave, i just had to go into my mum's small
bathroom


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2016-08-12 18:29 [#02501878]
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^ shes back home from the hospital, shes not so bad thanks
better than hospital i have to help her to the toilet when
the carers are there so i know everything i didnt want to
know about mums and there toilet habits


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2016-08-12 18:30 [#02501879]
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great, making yourself a Buddha


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2016-08-12 18:32 [#02501880]
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ive had a heck of a time last month, if i was a bit younger
and hadnt had stuff like this happen before id be going
crackers



 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2016-08-12 18:35 [#02501881]
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its worth


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2016-08-12 18:40 [#02501883]
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yes i help my mum anyway i can, shes just a bit neurotic
that doesnt help things, she has anxiety about the most
inconsequential things that will easily be resolved,
probably why she has a stroke in the first place, luckily or
unluckily she had a type of stroke called a lacunar which
has a decent prognosis


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2016-08-12 18:41 [#02501884]
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when youre into it its hard


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2016-08-12 19:02 [#02501889]
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there is always some poor bastard out there that has it
tougher


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2016-08-12 19:05 [#02501892]
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i remember when my mum was ill, i was cold like an ice cube.
i freaked out afterwards, so be sure to do not fly with your
head to philosophy and shit


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2016-08-12 19:07 [#02501893]
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oh yeah i dont show here how its impacting me cos she is in
a worse position than me, i just go home to my own place and
put my hands in front of my face and sigh, then listen to
some music and perk up


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2016-08-12 19:14 [#02501897]
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damn, if you were in milan we could go to eat 10 hamburgers


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2016-08-12 19:35 [#02501901]
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yeah and find some fine ho's and natty clothes


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2016-08-12 20:00 [#02501903]
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whats a ho? a chinese woman?


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2016-08-13 03:53 [#02501932]
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im really hearing daniel finkelstein talking to me all
night long in my head
hes really gonna torture me for "anti semitism" it's so
realistic for sure


you have to take the attitude that you're a busy man and
you're not going to tolerate this monkey business. tell
daniel finkelstein this, then tell him that not only are you
not going to tolerate this monkey business, but that
he's completely full of shit, even if you were to tolerate
such a thing. which you would never. when he comes back --
because he will -- begin to develop a whole corpus of logic
and witty verbal zingers that make the point from different
angles that are increasingly brutal and unflattering to
whoever this jewish man is. eventually he'll give up; piss
off. you know why? zionest psychic soldiers look for the
weak antelope. don't be an easy target


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2016-08-13 04:05 [#02501933]
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here are a few starters: "if you were going to come skin me
you'd just do it, not bother me on a thursday night for six
hours. did they cut mossad's budget or something?
lol" or "your noise is blocking your view of reality,
lol"

i guess i figure, if your schizophrena is harassing you
about anti-semitism (and you don't care to become
anti-anti-semitic) you may as well double down; commit.


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2016-08-13 04:05 [#02501934]
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noise, nose. same smell different day


 

offline umbroman3 from United Kingdom on 2016-08-21 17:27 [#02502186]
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there is the option that im making it up. theres the option
that im ill. theres also the option that im telling the
truth. and i believe im telling the truth.

im really hearing voices all day long from the jew daniel
finkelstein. he said i will be tortured and my family will
get full family torture.

hes been telling me stuff like judaism is true. you just
need to be a good person to go to the afterlife. you dont
need to believe in god even, just be a good person. he said
in the afterlife people will know everything, so when you
guys die you will go to the afterlife (dont suicide though
because that can stop you going to the afterlife probably).
then when youre in the zilty afterlife i wont be there with
you. so thats gods way of delivering justice. because the
jews and god will torture me forever and ever along with my
family.

it doesnt matter what religion you are just that you are a
good person
im an evil person so i wont be joining any of you guys in
the afterlife. and i will be tortured forever.


 

offline ET from Canada on 2016-08-21 22:10 [#02502187]
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mohamed: "people cant read your mind. and you cannnot read
theirs."

thats what you think


 

offline illfates from space (United States) on 2016-08-21 22:17 [#02502188]
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umbroman...
i literally just looked up a "hearing voices" query on
google because I have become aware that a lot of my
thoughts, though they occur in my own voice, are from
"somewhere else" -- in fact, they seem to be programmed in
by external sounds previously-- birds, vehicles, city scape
sounds... these provide sounds that can be associated and
squished down into your temporal lobe using human love /
hate as a switchboard, as part of the composite information
that may become one's thoughts later.

it is horrible and I don't enjoy it much-- I enjoy it SOME.
considering i spend most of my time wandering around in
utter squalor, and experimenting with a drug that makes me
almost completely dissonant to my peers, just to figure out
what the fuck is going on... i did prefer before when I
didn't know this stuff. However, it is part of bonding with
the rest of the human race.. love or hate. Those of us
who spend time making our own sounds are somewhat immune,
for a while, to this experience. Give up the music
making, and do a bunch of meth and observe the crowds, and
you too can have your temporal lobe corrupted and turned out
for the purposes of everyuthing from commercial exploitation
to the sexual fantasies of old men. there are of course,
lighter sides. different for everyone. my lighter side is
too heaver for most people, so whatever.

glad to see this thread though. those of us who communicate
with words with our eyes, and songs with our ears, will
always have a special place in whatever this hierarchy is.


long live xltronic and my friends.


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2016-08-21 23:56 [#02502195]
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i dont think its safe to talk about hippy stuff into a
psychotic thread, but if you want, elaborate



 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2016-08-22 00:05 [#02502196]
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as for you, umbroman, you're clearly ill. but you can heal.


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2016-08-22 13:32 [#02502200]
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LAZY_TITLE


 

offline RussellDust on 2016-08-22 17:11 [#02502207]
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Hey Umbroman, you should listen to, and read some Bobby
Fischer interview. They'd help you a lot. Muwahahahahahaaaa


 

offline RussellDust on 2016-08-22 17:12 [#02502208]
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Interviews*


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2016-08-22 17:46 [#02502211]
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a bit sadistic


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2016-08-22 17:47 [#02502212]
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i dont know what im talking about right now


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2016-08-22 18:44 [#02502219]
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at least he has a imaginary, yet luminary Jewish
intellectual occupying his brain, knowing my luck id have
one of this fox news guys ranting


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2016-08-22 19:29 [#02502221]
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a czech woman sucking your dick 24/7


 

offline Hyperflake from Wirral (United Kingdom) on 2016-08-22 19:32 [#02502222]
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that would be bliss for the first 72 hours


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2016-08-22 19:35 [#02502223]
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'oh my god, no'


 

offline RussellDust on 2016-08-22 19:49 [#02502225]
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I bet you love your Czech porn!


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2016-08-22 19:50 [#02502226]
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nah, i said czech cos the umbrella girls of the last czech
motogp race i saw on tv


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2016-08-23 05:36 [#02502243]
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shit saddistic galddistic


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2016-08-23 05:37 [#02502244]
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*gladdistic

harmonic misfortune


 

offline EpicMegatrax from Greatest Hits on 2016-08-23 05:37 [#02502245]
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?disfortune


 

offline Portnoy on 2016-08-23 11:24 [#02502258]
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mohamed is right, umbroman. You can heal. But first you need
to stop being a racist cock.


 

offline Cliff Glitchard from DEEP DOWN INSIDE on 2016-08-24 01:01 [#02502274]
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I have the same problem but I'm lucky really, as all the
voices in my head are foreign so I have absolutely no idea
what they are saying.


 

offline RussellDust on 2016-08-24 10:59 [#02502286]
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Ha ha! They're telling you to "go home!"


 

offline diamondtron on 2016-08-24 15:52 [#02502291]
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r8OrMfd87Qo


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2016-08-24 19:08 [#02502294]
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mine were saying 'fascist' and 'nigger'


 

offline umbroman3 from United Kingdom on 2016-08-26 09:18 [#02502415]
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I don't know when I'm gonna be tortured
but they say it's gonna be soon
In that case I won't be posting here any more
because I'll be in the torture chamber


 


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