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Enough with the mums, and their toilet habits! |
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You're making it back in! |
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damn, when it backs in talking about mums, i hope Hyperflake's mum is doing fine not only the shits of my mum smelled of rotten corpse, she added smoking to it, i remember waking up and willing to puke |
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if i wanted to rave, i just had to go into my mum's small bathroom |
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^ shes back home from the hospital, shes not so bad thanks better than hospital i have to help her to the toilet when the carers are there so i know everything i didnt want to know about mums and there toilet habits |
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great, making yourself a Buddha |
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ive had a heck of a time last month, if i was a bit younger and hadnt had stuff like this happen before id be going crackers |
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its worth |
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yes i help my mum anyway i can, shes just a bit neurotic that doesnt help things, she has anxiety about the most inconsequential things that will easily be resolved, probably why she has a stroke in the first place, luckily or unluckily she had a type of stroke called a lacunar which has a decent prognosis |
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when youre into it its hard |
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there is always some poor bastard out there that has it tougher |
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i remember when my mum was ill, i was cold like an ice cube. i freaked out afterwards, so be sure to do not fly with your head to philosophy and shit |
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oh yeah i dont show here how its impacting me cos she is in a worse position than me, i just go home to my own place and put my hands in front of my face and sigh, then listen to some music and perk up |
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damn, if you were in milan we could go to eat 10 hamburgers |
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yeah and find some fine ho's and natty clothes |
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whats a ho? a chinese woman? |
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im really hearing daniel finkelstein talking to me all night long in my head hes really gonna torture me for "anti semitism" it's so realistic for sure you have to take the attitude that you're a busy man and you're not going to tolerate this monkey business. tell daniel finkelstein this, then tell him that not only are you not going to tolerate this monkey business, but that he's completely full of shit, even if you were to tolerate such a thing. which you would never. when he comes back -- because he will -- begin to develop a whole corpus of logic and witty verbal zingers that make the point from different angles that are increasingly brutal and unflattering to whoever this jewish man is. eventually he'll give up; piss off. you know why? zionest psychic soldiers look for the weak antelope. don't be an easy target |
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here are a few starters: "if you were going to come skin me you'd just do it, not bother me on a thursday night for six hours. did they cut mossad's budget or something? lol" or "your noise is blocking your view of reality, lol" i guess i figure, if your schizophrena is harassing you about anti-semitism (and you don't care to become anti-anti-semitic) you may as well double down; commit. |
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noise, nose. same smell different day |
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there is the option that im making it up. theres the option that im ill. theres also the option that im telling the truth. and i believe im telling the truth. im really hearing voices all day long from the jew daniel finkelstein. he said i will be tortured and my family will get full family torture. hes been telling me stuff like judaism is true. you just need to be a good person to go to the afterlife. you dont need to believe in god even, just be a good person. he said in the afterlife people will know everything, so when you guys die you will go to the afterlife (dont suicide though because that can stop you going to the afterlife probably). then when youre in the zilty afterlife i wont be there with you. so thats gods way of delivering justice. because the jews and god will torture me forever and ever along with my family. it doesnt matter what religion you are just that you are a good person im an evil person so i wont be joining any of you guys in the afterlife. and i will be tortured forever. |
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mohamed: "people cant read your mind. and you cannnot read theirs." thats what you think |
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umbroman... i literally just looked up a "hearing voices" query on google because I have become aware that a lot of my thoughts, though they occur in my own voice, are from "somewhere else" -- in fact, they seem to be programmed in by external sounds previously-- birds, vehicles, city scape sounds... these provide sounds that can be associated and squished down into your temporal lobe using human love / hate as a switchboard, as part of the composite information that may become one's thoughts later. it is horrible and I don't enjoy it much-- I enjoy it SOME. considering i spend most of my time wandering around in utter squalor, and experimenting with a drug that makes me almost completely dissonant to my peers, just to figure out what the fuck is going on... i did prefer before when I didn't know this stuff. However, it is part of bonding with the rest of the human race.. love or hate. Those of us who spend time making our own sounds are somewhat immune, for a while, to this experience. Give up the music making, and do a bunch of meth and observe the crowds, and you too can have your temporal lobe corrupted and turned out for the purposes of everyuthing from commercial exploitation to the sexual fantasies of old men. there are of course, lighter sides. different for everyone. my lighter side is too heaver for most people, so whatever. glad to see this thread though. those of us who communicate with words with our eyes, and songs with our ears, will always have a special place in whatever this hierarchy is. long live xltronic and my friends. |
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i dont think its safe to talk about hippy stuff into a psychotic thread, but if you want, elaborate |
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as for you, umbroman, you're clearly ill. but you can heal. |
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Hey Umbroman, you should listen to, and read some Bobby Fischer interview. They'd help you a lot. Muwahahahahahaaaa |
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Interviews* |
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a bit sadistic |
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i dont know what im talking about right now |
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at least he has a imaginary, yet luminary Jewish intellectual occupying his brain, knowing my luck id have one of this fox news guys ranting |
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a czech woman sucking your dick 24/7 |
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that would be bliss for the first 72 hours |
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'oh my god, no' |
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I bet you love your Czech porn! |
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nah, i said czech cos the umbrella girls of the last czech motogp race i saw on tv |
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shit saddistic galddistic |
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*gladdistic harmonic misfortune |
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?disfortune |
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mohamed is right, umbroman. You can heal. But first you need to stop being a racist cock. |
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I have the same problem but I'm lucky really, as all the voices in my head are foreign so I have absolutely no idea what they are saying. |
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Ha ha! They're telling you to "go home!" |
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=r8OrMfd87Qo |
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mine were saying 'fascist' and 'nigger' |
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I don't know when I'm gonna be tortured but they say it's gonna be soon In that case I won't be posting here any more because I'll be in the torture chamber |
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