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You like the truffels? |
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I'll try them later |
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i zookmushrooms as a kid. i died and it was the best trip i ever habt. i saw myself f o, 100 meters above. great thing. |
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I've never tried the truffles but I'm sure they are just as good, maybe you can eat them straight from the pack? |
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Ok, i ate some of these truffles. Well, right now i am feeling diffrent kinds of feelings. From terror to loneliness to amusment to boredom. Maybe i should stop reading this board. |
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The terror, loneliness and boredom are coming out because I think they are inherent traits of your personality. Listen to music, feel the creativity, and embrace the various feelings! Feel free! You're a smart bloke, use that! |
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They are not. |
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I didnt take that much. I feel a bit emotionally unstable, that is all. |
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Well now what? Whats the best way to look at things, especially if they trigger various emotions? I am looking at this thread, and at the stuff people wrote. I could respond in many diffrent ways.. |
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lol |
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I FIND YOU PEOPLE PSYCHOLIGICALLY EXHAUSTING, DO YOU KNOW THAT? |
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how much did u take? what shape have the magic truffles? |
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Not that much, 7,5 g maybe. This isn't that much fun, it seems like work.. |
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♪♬♩♫♥❤♡Your life seems like work ♡❤♥♫♩♬♪ |
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Well, thank god i didn't take more. I had a hard time dealing with my emotions |
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shit i risk freaking out if i take 2g or more. and oddly enough i dropped 5 hits of cid two years ago and it was a blast |
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A blast? Somehow i think drugs aren't for me, if i don't get the urge to kill myself, i'd probably die from high blood presure, or worse. Either these drugs are shit, or my life is just horrible. I don't know. |
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that is a moderate dose for truffles, it's a sensible way to start. explain what you are feeling? |
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I felt various emotions. I have the suspicion my emotions are the source of some interferences when i interact with other people. Well i am not really sure what to think. I still have 2 packs of stuff lying around here |
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Lo..great pic |
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i remember being really sad about something on mushrooms, and i thought: time to let this out. cried for like 45 minutes. then i thought, "okay, that's enough being sad" and the rest of the trip i was as strongly joyful as i had been sad. it's natural to avoid pain, and people tend to bury painful emotions in their subconscious in order to avoid them. it works in the short-term, but after enough of that, your mind becomes a minefield. when there are bits of stuff you've been mentally avoiding buried everywhere, it becomes increasingly hard not to bump into them by accident. i felt like mushrooms allowed me to clean house; to cry out a lot of stuff i'd been avoiding. not everyone is into ripping off the bandaid like that, but i appreciated the efficiency and directness myself |
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those trips that are intense and emotional are the ones were you learn the most and feel refreshed for weeks, months later. I think terence mckenna was right about having these experiences rarely, but hitting it hard when you do and going through it alone. They are like reflection points to 'check your head' to see what the fuck is going on in your life. |
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I plant to grow my own real shrooms. So, hopefully around christmas i can reap my first real shrooms. |
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I ordered various grow kits. |
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just one single fresh cubensis that you may grow, can be as powerful as 3+ the same size that have sat in a packet or then become smaller after being dried. so when you go online and check out what dosage you should take?,. there is little to no point, other than to take note from the wise that say start very small. considering all the many variables. previously eaten food and time between drink: mineral water or some junk drink and time between. previous sleep emotional state general physical health environment things to occupy the mind during the time. company or being alone previous experience dose /variety /freshness and so forth.... you need to start very small. and never, ever become complacent and take a risk with jumping to a higher dose to soon, simply through impatience or peer pressure or any reason at all, other than wisdom. This could be the best thing you could ever do...you usually find this out after the peek. you could very likely find out what you want to do in your life and become highly energised. it was all in a fascinating read by ...some author/book .. can't remember, but if I find it, I shall post the title. fruit, veg, good air, water and love are the most vital ingredients to a happy long life. Mind altering substances, not so much at all, but can guide you on some great paths. peace. |
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set and setting mate. do try and write some positive, short little vague phrases beforehand in a little book to ponder and stream yr consciousness on, annotate etc. get nice dvds set up (david attenborough boxsets, nostalgic kids stuff, powwaqatsi etc. fuck fuckin fantasia tho). tangerine dream, orb, steely dan ready to go, maybe even dark side. anything creative you fancy have open and to hand towels, pillows, bedsheets, some sweets and sweet drinks, ice cubes, water, ice lollies - eating full meals is weird on psychedelics and youll probably feel a bit sick for a wee bit but it passes within 30-40 min usually. maybe have a bucket in reach but dont be concerned, youll feel better instantly if u do spew. some of the most positive experiences of my life have been on the ill mush hookup but dont underestimate psychs. i fucked recently up in sadface boozemode and dropped 300mg al-lad fully realizing thats basically 6 tabs of street acid (both now a unicorn shit rarity anyway) and nearly bounced to the psych ward utterly convinced that the exact plot of attack the block was going on. 10 years almost without a proper trip and i was terrified, screaming warnings, 999, full on shit. weapon list: pockful of pepper, tin of flyspray :) trying to blow out yr mental demons without prior thought will likely be pretty rotten. i dont recommend doing it alone at first tbh but well, yr monoid innit. if u must research dose thoroughly, let yr psychiatrist know when and where yll b (ÑOT outside first time tho connecting with nature can be extremely powerful). let them know yr phone will be off for 6-8hrs at least then at least check in. a contingency plan yr comfortable with and make sure yr all coolykins. besta luck fella and just remember everything is temporary, you have taken a powerful drug and if u get scared youll likely be laughing yr head off half an hour later. worth literally having written somewhere in yr sighline. phone off tho 4reelz, cant phasize that enough unless u need the german equivalent of the sa |
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....the german equivalent of the samaritans etc also remember that perception is extremely malleable and the brain fills in gaps with probabilitistic crap constantly. yr on a drug, you might have a difficult one but realize things about yrself yd never even considered, or u might have a total contrast-shifted wallmelting extroverted gigglefest. tho i find these are more common in friendly, safe company. i really care about you as a fellow thinking human, and i sincerely hope doing this can up increasing yr self knowledge and sheer fuckin happiness. its common to end up shrieking laughter at life's sheer absurdities, learning or remembering nil, eyes shut tight doing impossible leaps through fractal mario levels for hours and yes, properly cared for homegrown specimens are likely to be stroooong. start small and eventually you may feel like a different person entirely. we love you man, tho most of us apparently refuse to show it |
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i just thought, if yr on antipsychotic meds yr experiece might be seriously "muffled" compared to others'. some meds compete with the 5T receptors as antagonists as opposite of mushrooms/lsd etc. oh, and if u try again a few benzos on hand case of a freakout would be a good idea (not too many, no blackout tripping or dependence plz) |
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update plz? would be v interested following a recent and stronger than decent psychedelic wrongness, AL-LAD and LSZ, first time lysygeramides in a decade but if its bad it happens. and passes innit. DRUG IN HEAD always to remembered but if ye got a mushgrow just remember they can be a bit unpredictable but utterly euphoric |
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blackout tripping. now that would have been a beatles song |
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