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swift_jams
from big sky on 2013-03-22 19:23 [#02452346]
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Do a gentle hobby, youll feel loads better.
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misantroll
from Switzerland on 2013-03-22 19:35 [#02452347]
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gently kill small animals
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Monoid
from one source all things depend on 2013-03-22 20:35 [#02452360]
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This is a very good thread. I think i started it when i was a bit drunk. It also gives abhalfway acurate describtion of my fears. My brain is tormenting me with these thoughts, feelings & pictures.
It is like annoying background noise
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EpicMegatrax
from Greatest Hits on 2013-03-22 21:43 [#02452376]
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i think i know what you mean. a painful memory comes back out of nowhere, and the sensation is almost physically painful; it makes you want to punch yourself in the head to make it go away.
memories are like cutting a vinyl plate, add more pressure and the cut goes deeper. some people just have very heavy quills and even stupid, trivial stuff cuts deep. unless you diligently manage things, you can wind up with a minefield in your brain -- lots of buried things that blow up when you accidentally step on them.
try this:
1. find a reasonably open space with a carpet, or padded floor, where you won't be disturbed for a half hour.
2. do stretches (all the ones they taught you in gym class) and shake yourself out a little, get your body warmed up.
3. start poking painful spots in your head. when that sensation comes, yell. scream. just let it out, no filter, however it comes out. flail your arms around. hurl yourself to the carpet, throw a little kid temper tantrum. get back up and start jumping around, yell some more.
4. when you're sufficiently tuckered out, sit down, and freeze. meditate. sort out your problems a bit while those intrusive thoughts are off licking their wounds.
5. do that shit every day, preferably at the same time of day or same time of your sleep/wake cycle.
and maybe take some of that dxm stuff you like to help get the process started.
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detheel
on 2013-11-02 22:31 [#02463947]
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and maybe take some of that DUBturbo stuff you like to help get the process started.
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