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Do you think i am an asshole? I need this feedback to get better! |
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I think you are mentally ill. I am as well. I started taking meds, might want to look into that option, if you haven't already. As much as I wanted to avoid taking that step; feeling like it was cheating on being myself, or neutering my personality, cutting out a part of who I am, I think it is helping me to learn and develop. I am not losing a part of me, just improving what is already here. I think you are special, and I want to see you continue posting. That being said, you're still a jerk for throwing out CDs. |
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I am not mentally ill. I view myself as a piece of art - very expensive art no one likes. |
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i'd hang you on my wall monoid |
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i like you and worry for you. be well please ok |
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i'm rather anti-med except in cases where the person is completely out of it. not because of the meds themselves, but because the process is akin to watering a garden with a fire hose. you largely throw yourself at the mercy of a doctor... quite possibly a doctor you met a mere half hour before getting that Rx. some docs are good, some are crap; how's a mentally ill person to judge? even if the doc is good, it's trial and error. does this work? no? how about this? except, instead of an eye exam where the bad choice lasts two seconds, you go through two weeks of feeling like you're going to jump out of your skin, gain 20lbs, have a seizure, etc. i suspect corticalstim was simply lucky. i'd only recommend meds if there's an immediate health threat to yourself or others (doesn't sound like it to me) or as part of serious long-term therapy (a few sessions, a couple months before any pills!). here's an analogy: computers get glitchy when they get dusty. the proper response is to open them up and clean them out carefully (i use a paintbrush and a vacuum). the improper response is to strap it to the roof your car and drive through the car wash (this will clean your computer off, sure, but also do god knows what else to it). monoid, if i know your type, then i guarantee you that getting more exercise will make you feel better. walk around the block whenever you feel shit. it's simple and effective. if you drink, quit, or at least cut back. |
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I feel like shit when I walk around the block. Thats why I don't walk around the block, because it is boring. |
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then you are walking for too short a period |
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I just don't like walking around in my neighbourhood. I always have the feeling that i have to have a excuse why I am walking around there. Now, i have read several 'theories' why i maybe feel this way, but I think my lazyness is the main reason why i dont go out. |
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so then get a bike. |
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EpicMegatrax is a smart dude. I concur. I did luck out, the meds I am on work well for me. Physical exercise, a proper diet, following through with a daily schedule, and maintaining good personal hygiene are all the crucial pillars that I had to establish before I decided I needed a little extra help, and talked to my doctor. Ever consider signing up for some sort of fitness class? Boxing or core fitness programs are fairly cheap, and they add a bit of structure that is really beneficial to your routine. I was hesitant, didn't want to hang out with fat old ladies and douchey muscle-headed bros, but that isn't the scene I found. Bike riding rules though. |
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Sorry if I am projecting myself on you, Monoid. Not sure if any of that crap is of any use to you. I just found myself asking the same question not too long ago. |
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i think monoid feels socially anxious. i understand. when you're on a bike, you're moving fast and have no obligation to acknowledge other humans beyond not hitting 'em. |
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I love my bike. I suggest everyone should get a bike, mentally ill or not. |
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I quite like walking; it's like exercise junk food. When you walk everyday you find lots of good shit people throw out. However, this thread is making me nostalgic for biking. I haven't been biking in ages. My bike as a TREK bike computer and waterbottle and everything, but fuck, i dunno if i have a fucking tire pump!! will update status when i get to that shit |
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holy crap i think my electric car tire pump has a bike nozzle. god bless chinese manufacturing |
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Because it's not the holiday season without the annual monoid self reassurance thread! *hugs monoid* |
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I think you're an ok guy but please stop whining it makes you look sad |
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i think your not an asshole your a good guy |
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I like you. I have this feeling that if we met in the pub, you'd be nowhere near as awkward as you come across and we'd have a good time. |
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This is not the first time you make such a thread. What is a shame is that you don't change. At all. You've been here pretty much from the start and yet it's same old Monoid. Maybe you're a fantastic dupe. Maybe i'd rather think that. |
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russell, you are completely correct, and i intend to put a stop to this malarky. next time he makes a thread, i will ask him if he has a bike yet. when he says no, i will tell him to fuck off; if he doesn't take our advice why ask for it |
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Except that you wouldn't find Monoid in a pub. |
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he's too busy hunting for bargain anoraks on ebay |
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No one likes advice. That is what I learned from reading Carl Rogers. And I am trying to make a diffrence. It is not easy. See, if i could just do what you all suggest, i wouldn't have these 'problems'. Well I bassocly know what I ' should' do, but it is hard. This i think, is what being a human is all about. Constant struggle with nature. And the more you want change, the more difficult it gets...hmmm |
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On the other hand, i am sick of all these unfullfilled wishes, these human needs inside me that never get satisfied. The emotional and financial poverty i live in. I want to just kill radom people because they always had it better than me. They never cared about my feelings of loneliness, sadness and the feelings of injustice the society they support, caused inside me. I think it would perfectly make sense to let them feel the pain i had to endure in their company in all these years. Their family, their relatives, their children, their loved ones, i would kill them all if i could. |
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it all comes to an end one day, so you can be happy for that |
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u could join the army |
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see? now you sound like a complete sad fuck..stop whining about yourself you pathetic cry baby..everybody has his own problems, you too, now start dealing with them and crawl out of your basement to see the light in your life: you're an ok guy. |
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I think it is very healthy to articulate these feelings and needs! I really don't care what other people think of me when i do this. My own interests are more important |
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may i ask what your interests are? |
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Justice, freedom, company, sex, power, respect - The question is how do i realize them |
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u cant have them all |
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I will use FORCE to get what i want! |
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sure you have the right to express your feelings..my baby does that too, she cries when ever she likes and she's 10 months old. |
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Great. Internal and external consistency, is what we all should strife for! |
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how come monoid doesn't get things, and yet... monoid still gets things? i r confused |
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a system can either be consistent or complete, but not both. |
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I feel sorry for your child. You will just teach it to ask inane questions. |
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what are u doing for living? |
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I feel sorry for you..you just ask inanus questions. |
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Working in shitty jobs i hate |
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is there any job you would be able to do and actually like? when i think back, all the shitty jobs i did (and still do sometimes). but then they always got me the money i needed to be able to do what i want. when you say your interests are freedom, sex, a.s.o. that is pretty abstract stuff. sounds a bit like an excuse for me to keep you away from actually doing something. maybe u should go study something u are interested in. i mean, going to university. there are a lot of fucked up kids like you there. you would like it. |
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Yes there maybe is. However, no one would hire my anyway in it. |
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Nobody likes you. is the answer. |
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what a coincidence: nobody likes you too! |
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Guys stop that. We all like each other, right? |
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I don't like Jivvercocker but I like you when you don't whine |
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Monoid is oooooooooold. Never too late of course. |
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How complicated this all is |
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