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My doctor said i have problems gaining an identity. I don't even know what that means. Something existentialist i guess.. |
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cool, sounds real good. |
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what type of doctor was it? psychologist? a psychiatrist? |
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Don't be silly, you're Monoid! |
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I don't really know. I saw him the last time 3 years ago....hmmm. I wonder what he was trying to say |
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you have allowed yourself to be a muddied reflection of a shitty mix of stuff that has nothing to do with your identity. soon you will have no trace of what you actually once were. it will be hell but without a tangible self to be tortured so there is no relief. i hope you have the strength to endure this kind of eternity |
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you spend more time with your own brain than anyone, and as such, you, the brain-owner, are best qualified to operate/service it. an external perspective/brain/therapist/psychologist can help, but there has to be some sort of extended mapping procedure where the foreign brain attempts to simulate your brain. this, obviously, is impossible to do completely. consequently, therapy works best when the therapist is smart and the patient is dumb as a box of rocks. in the end, the doctor has some concept of brains, society, and how these two should play together. by going to a therapist, you're asking the therapist to bring you into his reality, his brain. this is only desirable if your current reality is unpleasant, dysfunctional, etc. my personal reality is neither unpleasant nor dysfunctional, simply odd. and i am smarter than most therapists. |
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Wow, I can't believe this site (and you guys) still exist! I was on here 10 years ago. As far as identity problems go, I've resolved most of them. A third party might not agree, but you do get that. |
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Hello, yes we still exist, welcome back. So tell me, how did you solve these problems? |
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Im not trying to become my therapist! He was a bit creepy anyway |
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Im not trying to become my therapist! He was a bit creepy anyway |
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Are you attracted to him? Or is he more of a father figure? |
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by going to the rapist, you're asking the rapist to bring you into his reality, his brain. this is only desirable if your current reality is unpleasant, dysfunctional, etc. my personal reality is neither unpleasant nor dysfunctional, simply odd. and i am smarter than most rapists. |
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I was not attracted to him cuz i am not gay! He wasn't a father figure either. I think some of incongruencies made me nervous. |
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I was not attracted to him cuz i am not gay! He wasn't a father figure either. I think some of his incongruencies made me nervous. |
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WHO ARE YOU MONOID? |
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Concentrate on your daughter you sad waste. |
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she's fine..but do I see you care??? this is creepy..what do you want? |
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Monoid ---> Monoid |
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WHO IS MONOID? |
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Have you considered fascism? Maybe a perm, and insistence on wearing only Leather and Denim. If nothing else it's a strong look, that could lead to you finally meeting 'the one', or failing that possibly 'some one'. Chicks dig a butch, angry look. And nothing say's butch, more than a perm. Off set that to daring coloured leather/denim and you'll be attracting crowds of respect and awe. |
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how does steve albini dress? does he have a rapist? |
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All dogs are mammals Monoid is a mammal ----------------------------- Monoid is a dog |
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I detest fascism. This a crowd of people i do not want to belong to |
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Seriously, is it really that important to asociate yourself with certain things, ideaa or groups? Of course i have a sexual, political, etc orientation, but i never thought that this is important or that i 'need' to tell people what books i read or what music i listen to. No one really cares about this stuff, this is the impression i got over time. |
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How about Mormon? You could work with that. Mormon IDM could become the new Christian Rock. If you don't take the opportunity, Madonna will reinvent herself as such sooner or later. |
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maybe your doctor considers identity to mean something deeper, like taking everything aside, all worries, women, politics etc.. who are you? your identity has more to do with how you view and think about yourself than it does the society at large. it reminds me of interviewing for a job - both the interviewer and the interviewee know what an interview is, but when you actually sit down and talk, what do you want to say? what does the interviewer want to know about the subject? what specific things do you want to show? |
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I don't understand? I don't think much about myself. What I think about myself is very subjective therefore it doesn't have to be real. Some people think they are creative or funny...tho they never say or do anything creative or funny. |
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Really Monoid I'd figure you were to fucked up to care anymore |
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Also there are many people with an aweful taste in music, yet they are not ashamed to blast shitty music out of their car window. There lots of people who talk bullshit, why are these people not ashamed of the things they say....why |
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You don't need some 'psychologist' stealing your money in some crazy indirect scheme pretending to help you. I can give you an identity: a nigger-faggot. That is your new identity. Do you feel better? |
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hey dawg, i agree. if your taste in music beats your psychiatrist time to fire the bastard. |
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Figured out that I'm bisexual. Bought some butt plugs too, they help. |
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Im not gay |
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can we agree that sex is fun and stop sweating the details? |
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Ive never had sex.....so NO |
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I'm wearing one into work today, so turned on. |
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maybe you need another one to plug up the shit youre talking |
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Have you ever considered that you are the only person that exists and everyone in the world has been programmed to fool you into believing that the world is real? |
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Would you sex your therapist if that was the only chance you get to have sex? Or would you rather die virgin? |
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I have three. |
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What is a sex therapist? Another word for prostitute? I'd rather die as virgin. It would make me proud |
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That's for you - I say there is lots of fun to be had |
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maybe give the spare one to monoid. you into that monoid? i think your sexy gay therapist might like to see you go with this |
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clearly i've thrown down the dildo of eris in this thread |
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As I try to dig deeper into myself, i finding out that.....there is nothing at the bottom. No mystical truth or feeling to be found. |
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Not even a teeny weeny gay? At the bottom? |
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No |
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You are right. I kinda lack discipline. And Im actually seeing a doctor because of this. However, i refuse to take full responsibility of this problem. In our capitalist society Discipline is very important. But I primarly do this for myself and not because it is helpful in finding a better job or whatever |
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Have you considered being a storm trooper Monoid? I suspect you'll be assimilated quickly if haven't been already. |
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