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offline Raz0rBlade_uk on 2010-12-03 23:10 [#02399977]
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ever had one?


 

offline olaabaza from Mauritius on 2010-12-03 23:15 [#02399978]
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I don't think that 'identity' - say, of a person - can stop
its crises.


 

offline hedphukkerr from mathbotton (United States) on 2010-12-03 23:19 [#02399979]
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one time on drugs i was convinced my entire life was a
hallucination/delusion and i was actually a mental patient
locked up in a padded room.

i left like it explained a lot.


 

offline hedphukkerr from mathbotton (United States) on 2010-12-03 23:20 [#02399980]
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i *felt


 

offline chassis from the bottom of a pint glass (Heard and McDonald Islands) on 2010-12-03 23:22 [#02399982]
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I check my wallet. Theres usually a some ID with my picture
and my name. I believe it.


 

offline olaabaza from Mauritius on 2010-12-03 23:24 [#02399984]
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If you want specifics - they are too sensitive. But yes I
have had my troubles. Are you 'having' such a crisis now?


 

offline Raz0rBlade_uk on 2010-12-04 00:03 [#02399991]
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realising myself that the specifics are too sensitive for me
too

kind of hypocritical of me to make a thread about it
expecting others to talk while I am too afraid myself.

ok, here goes...

had one last year. took a load of drugs to escape, woke up
from a k-hole (+ 2c-b), and I was literally another person.
just like how a person with dissociative identity disorder
has their alters, it was like there had been this other
person inside of me. it was the most bizarre, surreal
experience I have ever had in my entire life.

really, I've not been the same since.


 

offline olaabaza from Mauritius on 2010-12-04 00:30 [#02399993]
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Well, first don't worry at all because it is normal that the
"specifics are too sensitive" (there would be exceptions)

And you were not a hypocrite through your act of writing
this thread.

I will tell one detail - I also experienced states of
dissociation, but not of the same kind as you (This category
has more than one designated "disorder").

I understand that often this would call for 'grounding'
practices. And I know it's hard.

Time provides also opportunity for hope even though we all
will die.

Learning, grounding and a very distinct kind of surrender.
Maybe offerings.



 

offline Raz0rBlade_uk on 2010-12-04 03:45 [#02400015]
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yeah i think grounding is the way forward. have been trying
to do that recently


 

offline olaabaza from Mauritius on 2010-12-04 03:56 [#02400016]
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Regular formal mindfulness meditation - in the long run it
can be very helpful. But you can often feel better quickly.
It teaches patience.


 

offline yoyoyoyoyo from Sweden on 2010-12-04 03:59 [#02400017]
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check yourself
starsigns


 

offline yoyoyoyoyo from Sweden on 2010-12-04 04:00 [#02400018]
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click on the planet symbols to read more info


 

offline yoyoyoyoyo from Sweden on 2010-12-04 04:14 [#02400020]
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also the chinese starsigns, i snooped on you.

You are born under the sign of the Cat/rabbit and your
element is Fire

In China, the Cat is also known as the Hare. Since you are a
diplomat, you know better than anyone how to avoid any
possible attacks and get round problems. You play your game
well, even in difficult situations, and you never get
involved in meaningless confrontations.

Besides, you loathe violence and you seek a harmonious and
peaceful lifestyle. You are shrewd and inventive and in many
instances, you demonstrate your ability to take advantage of
events without claiming to influence their unfolding. It is
better for you to adjust to the context than to clash
head-on with your interlocutors!

However, your serenity hides an unshakeable determination, a
will to allow no one to influence your decisions. You don't
let people meddle in your privacy. Although you elicit
confidences from an entourage eager for wisdom, you
carefully avoid getting involved in other people's
problems.

You have the reputation of being distant and sometimes
indifferent. Actually, you are protecting your own balance
through a course of action that is not connected with
prevailing vicissitudes. Your strength lies in your
undeniable stability. Fashion, trends or hurdles cannot
overcome your unwavering will to live according to your
inner certainties. The reed may bend but it does not break.
This is the whole subtlety and strength of the feline!

Chinese astrology has five elements, which are referred to
as agents: Wood, Fire, Earth, Metal and Water.

You have a deep affinity with the agent Fire. In China, this
element corresponds to the planet Mars, the red colour and
the number 7.

Fire implies dynamism and contagious warmth. You are a
passionate person who gives a touch of intensity and
unrelenting tension to every element of your life. One can
only praise your energy and notice your presence. .

You belong to the category of people who never give up when
they are facing hurdles. On the contrary, challen


 

offline yoyoyoyoyo from Sweden on 2010-12-04 04:15 [#02400021]
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nge stimulate you. You are particularly exhilarated whenever
a new element emerges or when you are dealing with an
unprecedented context.

Obviously, the danger is that you may rush headlong
against a wall of insurmountable difficulties and act
impulsively or thoughtlessly. It is important that you
moderate your natural impetuosity as often as possible.
Beware of untimely fits of anger!

However, your undeniable frankness prevails and your
straightforward and honest character appeals to a good many
interlocutors.



 

offline nightex from Šiauliai (Lithuania) on 2010-12-04 05:48 [#02400024]
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never


 


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