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Telling from my recent performance in life, it might actually be succeeding. It's so deep, that I can't even feel it..... But it might be true. I have some fucking problem with finishing projects. In everything I do: quite proficient, quite fast, HARD TO FINISH. I really gotta fix this problem. In fact, I'm working on freelance work right now, and it's "overdue" and also 5:30 AM and not done. Should finish in a few hours, though, but still... It's fucked. Time flies so fast, especially when I regularly sleep more than 12~20 hours, easily. |
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There are only 4 types according to F. Riemann |
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super-ego projections telling me I'm going to burn in hell |
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fear or boredom or what... and I also got hours of music that I personally think is really good, but I'm already contemplating starting a new project, when I already have 85% done stuff in my lap. What is that shit? Pressure to finish cuz of fear? FeEEeEEaaaAAaAaR? |
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those are finished |
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thanks, but benjamin was an underpainting for a full-color piece (but it could be a b/w with more refinement), hendrix was supposed to have text in the right space "obligatory hendrix portrait", and spongebob was to be more refined with more trippy shit everywhere |
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but yah, i did put them up cuz i thought they were at least presentable... just not the vision of what I had planned |
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you're very talented, it seems like you strive perfection that is not always a functional behaviour. Your lack of motivation trough your work may be a way to prove yourself you're not devoid of creative spirit. You shall accept your lack of perseverance as an act of rebellion towards the commodification of fine arts. I'm being a twatologist. Insert 50$ to continue. |
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Actually that sounds pretty good/accurate, hahaha... Thanks. With regard to "perfection", yah-- I found out that I could reduce the stress of it by intentionally leaving mistakes in my paintings. Hundreds of ideas written, dozens of concurrent projects, very few completed-- and that's over a 10 year period. Ironically, had I worked slowly and steadily, everything would be finished by now (as opposed to cramming and actually trying to finish!). IiiIIiironic. |
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My solution was/is to care less about what I care about and more about completion (for money, especially), but if you have another solution... lemme know! Thanks. *50cents* |
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Buy a hat and put it on when you think you MUST complete something and you don't want to. That way you diverge your feelings of being constricted to do something against your will by transfering that unpleasing perception to a physical object. That might or might not work but we need empirical evidence to validate this approach. I'm being an unorthodox scientific researcher. That is what you buy for 50c. |
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That's actually pretty good. I was thinking of something similar coincidentally... wearing a beanie when working at home. But it was more that I felt that I needed to keep my ears warm, and psychologically, I thought it helped to wear a uniform/costume to put me in the mindset. Thanks. |
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