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Advocate
on 2009-06-30 18:30 [#02302010]
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Alright my name Alex I’m 15 and I have been having these weird feelings for other men for about a year now and have come to the conclusion that I am GAY or BI (but I don’t want to be). Every time when I’m watching porn I always find my self staring at the guy/guys. So I tried testing my theory out by watching gay porn and to my surprise I had an immediate hard on and found my self masturbating to gay porn in my mind I was shocked, I wanted to stop but for some reason I couldn’t. I want to stop but now it feels wrong not to watch gay porn instead of straight pornography. I want to tell someone about these feelings, but my parents are divorced my mom is never around and my dad hates gays and my friends aren’t the most supportive in situations like this and most of them are not fond of gay people. I just need some help dealing with these feelings please someone help me (all I can find myself doing is crying because I’m unsure of what to do).
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Advocate
on 2009-06-30 18:34 [#02302011]
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Hi, I recently met this guy who we agreed to be friends with no sorta string attached. When we are together, we talk like friends talk however, the night usually turns in to making out and oral sex. I have recently told him that I realize this was suppose to be a n/s/a friendship but I have stronger feelings for him, we made out again. He has sent me text messages that all he has to offer is friendship. He also tells me he wants to live a life a little as he just got out of a 7 years relationship. At the same time, he told me he tried to date someone since then and it didn't workout. He also has sent me text messages saying, "Been thinking about you, have a great day my friend". He also sends me a text message saying, "I have never told a guy this before, but I want to have n/s/a sex with you when the time is right". In addition he tells me he thinks about me a lot.
My point is, he sends me very mixed vibes. I have very strong feelings for him. Actually, I have allowed myself to become vulnerable and fall in love with him to the point he is always on my mind.
Since I am new to the gay lifestyle, I am very confused and do not know what to do. I love him, but I do not want to ruin a friendship at the same time by trying to take things too far.
Please Help!!!
Thanks!
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Advocate
on 2009-06-30 18:35 [#02302013]
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Ok well, I'm 17 and male. I am more attracted to males physically then females, I don't really know why. But the thing is, I don't want to be gay. I want to be straight and live my life with a woman and have children one day. I don't really find the female posture sexually attractive but I do think they are very beautiful and that it doesn't matter as much as the personality. I never had any experiences where I have emotionally been connected with any males but I have found some females that I have alot in common with. Can I live a perfectly fine straight life even if I think males are more attractive then girls? Is something wrong with me?
Also this is the first time I ever talked about these feelings because I don't want to be this way but I'm to emberassed to talk about this with anyone that knows me.
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pulseclock
from Downtown 81 on 2009-06-30 18:39 [#02302014]
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rule # 1. everybody's gay, everybody's straight
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MetallicaDude
from the stazhole on 2009-06-30 18:57 [#02302021]
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every person is a bisexual
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Advocate
on 2009-06-30 19:04 [#02302025]
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yes, under the right circumstances and with the right person i do think that is right.
i think freud would agree with you too.
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2009-06-30 19:26 [#02302030]
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homo b utt sex
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w M w
from London (United Kingdom) on 2009-06-30 19:30 [#02302032]
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It looks like you have the disease known as 'the gay'. You'll probably grow a mustache, talk with a lisp and crave marching in parades soon. I suggest adopting some kids from an ophanage or becomming a sexual education teacher.
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Advocate
on 2009-06-30 19:31 [#02302033]
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greta
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Advocate
on 2009-06-30 19:35 [#02302034]
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:)
look, the sensation of the w M w is here. it feels salt and pleasant in the mouth at first, but soon turns bitter and lonely.
*gives w M w a hug*
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pulseclock
from Downtown 81 on 2009-06-30 19:42 [#02302035]
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lol if you have oral sex and make out with a guy, it prolly means you like him more than a friend, which means that it is homosexual attraction. It's definitely not "straight" .
and if this thread is serious and not copy and pasted from some Yahoo! Answers entry, then i would tell you to do what you want and fuck everybody else who really cares about what sex you want to have. Go let them do straight things
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MetallicaDude
from the stazhole on 2009-06-30 20:05 [#02302040]
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lets all fuck
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2009-06-30 21:18 [#02302048]
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lets not
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2009-07-01 12:46 [#02302309]
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jeez, another thread about your cocksucking activity? just fuck anything you want except lil humans and animals and everything will be fine
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2009-07-01 12:49 [#02302312]
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also watch out for those deadly disases invented by humans using some small, oiled plastic bags, always invented by humans
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yoyoyoyo
from Sweden on 2009-07-01 12:50 [#02302313]
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i agree with your thoughts there
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mohamed
from the turtle business on 2009-07-01 12:58 [#02302319]
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(small for you)
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obara
from Utrecht on 2009-07-01 13:04 [#02302326]
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congs on another crap thread
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