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offline Advocate on 2009-06-30 18:30 [#02302010]
Points: 3319 Status: Lurker



Alright my name Alex I’m 15 and I have been having these
weird feelings for other men for about a year now and have
come to the conclusion that I am GAY or BI (but I don’t
want to be). Every time when I’m watching porn I always
find my self staring at the guy/guys. So I tried testing my
theory out by watching gay porn and to my surprise I had an
immediate hard on and found my self masturbating to gay porn
in my mind I was shocked, I wanted to stop but for some
reason I couldn’t. I want to stop but now it feels wrong
not to watch gay porn instead of straight pornography. I
want to tell someone about these feelings, but my parents
are divorced my mom is never around and my dad hates gays
and my friends aren’t the most supportive in situations
like this and most of them are not fond of gay people. I
just need some help dealing with these feelings please
someone help me (all I can find myself doing is crying
because I’m unsure of what to do).



 

offline Advocate on 2009-06-30 18:34 [#02302011]
Points: 3319 Status: Lurker



Hi, I recently met this guy who we agreed to be friends with
no sorta string attached. When we are together, we talk like
friends talk however, the night usually turns in to making
out and oral sex. I have recently told him that I realize
this was suppose to be a n/s/a friendship but I have
stronger feelings for him, we made out again. He has sent me
text messages that all he has to offer is friendship. He
also tells me he wants to live a life a little as he just
got out of a 7 years relationship. At the same time, he told
me he tried to date someone since then and it didn't
workout. He also has sent me text messages saying, "Been
thinking about you, have a great day my friend". He also
sends me a text message saying, "I have never told a guy
this before, but I want to have n/s/a sex with you when the
time is right". In addition he tells me he thinks about me a
lot.

My point is, he sends me very mixed vibes. I have very
strong feelings for him. Actually, I have allowed myself to
become vulnerable and fall in love with him to the point he
is always on my mind.

Since I am new to the gay lifestyle, I am very confused and
do not know what to do. I love him, but I do not want to
ruin a friendship at the same time by trying to take things
too far.

Please Help!!!

Thanks!


 

offline Advocate on 2009-06-30 18:35 [#02302013]
Points: 3319 Status: Lurker



Ok well, I'm 17 and male.
I am more attracted to males physically then females, I
don't really know why. But the thing is, I don't want to be
gay. I want to be straight and live my life with a woman and
have children one day. I don't really find the female
posture sexually attractive but I do think they are very
beautiful and that it doesn't matter as much as the
personality. I never had any experiences where I have
emotionally been connected with any males but I have found
some females that I have alot in common with. Can I live a
perfectly fine straight life even if I think males are more
attractive then girls? Is something wrong with me?

Also this is the first time I ever talked about these
feelings because I don't want to be this way but I'm to
emberassed to talk about this with anyone that knows me.


 

offline pulseclock from Downtown 81 on 2009-06-30 18:39 [#02302014]
Points: 6015 Status: Lurker



rule # 1. everybody's gay, everybody's straight


 

offline MetallicaDude from the stazhole on 2009-06-30 18:57 [#02302021]
Points: 3644 Status: Regular



every person is a bisexual


 

offline Advocate on 2009-06-30 19:04 [#02302025]
Points: 3319 Status: Lurker | Followup to MetallicaDude: #02302021



yes, under the right circumstances and with the right person
i do think that is right.

i think freud would agree with you too.


 

offline recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2009-06-30 19:26 [#02302030]
Points: 40066 Status: Lurker



homo b utt sex


 

offline w M w from London (United Kingdom) on 2009-06-30 19:30 [#02302032]
Points: 21454 Status: Regular



It looks like you have the disease known as 'the gay'.
You'll probably grow a mustache, talk with a lisp and crave
marching in parades soon. I suggest adopting some kids from
an ophanage or becomming a sexual education teacher.


 

offline Advocate on 2009-06-30 19:31 [#02302033]
Points: 3319 Status: Lurker | Followup to recycle: #02302030



greta


 

offline Advocate on 2009-06-30 19:35 [#02302034]
Points: 3319 Status: Lurker | Followup to w M w: #02302032



:)

look, the sensation of the w M w is here. it feels salt and
pleasant in the mouth at first, but soon turns bitter and
lonely.

*gives w M w a hug*


 

offline pulseclock from Downtown 81 on 2009-06-30 19:42 [#02302035]
Points: 6015 Status: Lurker



lol if you have oral sex and make out with a guy, it prolly
means you like him more than a friend, which means that it
is homosexual attraction. It's definitely not "straight" .

and if this thread is serious and not copy and pasted from
some Yahoo! Answers entry, then i would tell you to do what
you want and fuck everybody else who really cares about what
sex you want to have. Go let them do straight things


 

offline MetallicaDude from the stazhole on 2009-06-30 20:05 [#02302040]
Points: 3644 Status: Regular



lets all fuck


 

offline recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2009-06-30 21:18 [#02302048]
Points: 40066 Status: Lurker



lets not


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2009-07-01 12:46 [#02302309]
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jeez, another thread about your cocksucking activity? just
fuck anything you want except lil humans and animals and
everything will be fine


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2009-07-01 12:49 [#02302312]
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also watch out for those deadly disases invented by humans
using some small, oiled plastic bags, always invented by
humans


 

offline yoyoyoyo from Sweden on 2009-07-01 12:50 [#02302313]
Points: 3200 Status: Regular | Followup to mohamed: #02302309



i agree with your thoughts there


 

offline mohamed from the turtle business on 2009-07-01 12:58 [#02302319]
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(small for you)


 

offline obara from Utrecht on 2009-07-01 13:04 [#02302326]
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congs on another crap thread


 


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