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I am at home for Easter hols, so at the moment I am, yes. This may change after I have got to uni, though... |
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y? :( |
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yes |
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business can't get work, and cus of a silly girl who i wasted my time on |
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^ she looked a bit like her, asian |
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Ah right. Was her name pidgin? |
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heh nope things are not that bad, just i'm going through some self pity dealing with failure ... i have a freezer full of waffles and no one to eat them :( |
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things aren't so bad you would date me? fuck you meng u aint worf my time leave it out |
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I doubt that's you in your avy... :) |
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im a 70 on the 1-100 happy scale. im not really in awe at how everything is, but considering everything else in the world, my situation doesnt suck that much either. this is my usual mode, not overly joyed, but not depressed either, just content. |
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define happy? |
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Definitely not. Out of place, out of time, out of options. But I'll continue to fuck around until I'm no longer able to... |
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smile time all the time |
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piss |
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Hell yeah, I have a penis don't I? I'm gonna masturbate soon. I think I'll think about ducks. |
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honestly? yes. should i be? yes. should you? yes. put your petty shit aside and live for once. because it is what you make it. |
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yeah fuck i am actually quite unhappy |
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no wait a minute its fine really |
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the last two posts pretty sums it up |
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Calum will make everything |
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i'm out of step with everyone in the world, and i operate a fabricated persona (infused with my own sensibilities) so that i can continue living here, and i experience emotions that are not connected with what's happening here, and i tend to notice mostly the emotions that are negative. on a good day, i fucking love it. on a bad day, oh god get me out of here. |
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for the now i am yes, enjoying where i am, enjoying what i'm doing. i'm contented with how my life is at the moment. plus i'm off to sweden on sunday, yay for me! |
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im happy when im at home so no so yes |
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pls give me some |
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no wait, it's better now |
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dont ask for it, take some joy or make your own. concentrate on doing unimportant but personally satisfying things. then let the big bits fall into place thereafter. |
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hasn't this post been done before? at this moment in time yes but usually no. lost my job and have had difficulty getting a new one. I'm sure some people can relate with that. |
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i wish i could say yes, but i blame my misery on chemical imbalances in my brain. it's easier that way, even if i never been to a shrink. |
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your brain is in washington? |
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brainwashington, yeah. |
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