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Hey, i'm sorry if this topic comes off as immature or self-indulgent, but i realy feel alot different lately. I've recently been through alot of werd psychological stuff, and i'll just say that i went to a hospital. I've been really scared cause i've been thinking that i might be going in a direction that's not good for me. but i feel i've also been almost blossoming or growing up and becoming more aware, if that is even understood in "reality" i really feel like i am growing up or becoming a man, like i am actually feeling it, and im 19, pretty late i think. now i dont think im gonna like emerge into this magical creature or anything, or that the whole world revolves around me, but its like i was living in this tunnel vision room, or like full of mirrors, and im just starting to see life through new eyes and its almost overwhelming. Like almost feeling like an old part of me dying, or old things i used to carry around with me are going away. do you think im just another dumbass american who doesnt know how to be a man without questioning every little thing and just being thankful? i am serious too, i know , i am embarrased |
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Hi! |
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You should talk to swift_jams. |
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Don't be embarrassed about thinking, most people don't think enough about anything serious. In fact, most people are so fuckin thick it's unbelievable - and you don't want to be like them. There is nothing magical about this world unless your perception is mangled. What you see is what you get. Don't delude yourself, live in reality - then you'll be as healthy and responsible as this society allows. |
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just be glad you're living an examined life |
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yeah, iam thankful. i seriously did not think that you could delude yourself so bad. maybe some yoga will do. thanks |
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good luck becoming fulfilled :) |
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r.c.'s |
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maybe you should play with some toy trucks or something. |
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bit snidey recently but without the zip. what gives man? |
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internets. |
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not being snide, just making the point that "maturing" can be overrated and sometimes you just gotta dick around a bit. |
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i'm good at that. |
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getting older suddenly gets shit past 25yo, every year on kills a small part of you. make the most of it. |
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man that sounds bleak... edit: life starts to slide towards less awesome after 25yo... |
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you're holding it down alright! you can be my role model; one day i will link a noisa track that some punk wont stop listening to :) |
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:) i'm off, goodnight mate. |
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Yeah, and society makes sure you spend all the years below 25 locked away in asylums called schools. Ass juicing titty fucking bung tits. Internets has surely earned its second pluralization by now; internetses. |
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vlari said internob recently and i think that's the bestest one. |
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so the point of life should be to look forward to death? cant wait! cant wait to leave this shitty earth...fuck being thankful. i am thankful for nothing, and fuck toy trucks i am not repressed. I am pissed, what are you gonna do about it? fuck you homosexuals anyway |
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just kidding, i am actually an asshole whoh cant get his own life together. please forget this thread ever happened. PEACE |
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might never again be as relevant as it is right now, in this thread. |
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Hey. Hey kid. C'mere. word of advice: don't let your trip to the hospital label and define you, if you know what I mean. Also, whatever revelations and realizations you have are perfectly valid beautiful expressions of you as part of the universe becoming itself, but don't expect the Most Bitterest Messageboard Ever to appreciate that. Now go make me a sandwich. And the tomatoes better not be runny this time. |
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hey fleetmouse, thank you, i needed to hear that, for a second i thought all i was just a worthless piece of shit. I guess everyone does from time to time. what does this mean? "Now go make me a sandwich. And the tomatoes better not be runny this time. " is that a cryptic message for go make a really good song and show it to you ? cause if thats the case, welll it's finals week in school and i cant. |
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please don't call yourself shit it's just silly |
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No, the tomatoes part was just me being silly. But if you want to make some music when your finals are over, that's cool too. :-) |
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That achewood strip is beautiful. You sound like a very sane mad person, don't be hard on yourself. |
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Sane mad person? Fucking hilarious, slipdrinkmats! |
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You could try meditation- you may feel its silly and perhaps not something you would every choose to do, but it can be really helpful- enlightening even. It could help you 'find yourself', or find your place, or whatever you prefer to call it. I hope you find happiness through whatever means you can, dude! |
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That was a great comic, man! I hope the grammatical errors were intentional- they added to the style of the comic, I guess. =) Cheers for posting, it was cool! |
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yeah, some of my friends meditate. i just can't do it right now, too man things going on. I'm finding happiness more and more though, and thanks for helping me out you all, especially rad smiles. |
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if it made you smile, my friend.... |
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