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offline chr2 on 2008-09-18 10:14 [#02237838]
Points: 156 Status: Lurker



whatever i try. it doesn't matter what. it always ends up
feeling like it was a big joke set up to make me look like
a
fucking idiot. and i always end up feeling that way.

i see myself constantly from a critical perspective
laughing
constantly at the bitter mess i get myself into. i know
exactly what i should do but find absolutely no control
over
myself. i fuck up constantly and it's always blatantly
aware
to me.

i'm fed up of observing my life. observing the failures and
miserable embarrassments.

when i watch the news it depresses me. i look for hope but
i
see nothing. i look to the past and i see the world wars. i
think 'jesus, what the fuck happened there?' and yet i see
now and i can't help but think it never ended. the nazis
never lost. we're being raped by them ever since. we've
lost
our souls and i pray for anything to end it all.

the hadron collider is my only hope. lol


 

offline recycle from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2008-09-18 10:19 [#02237844]
Points: 40062 Status: Addict



talk to Raz0rBlade_uk


 

offline blaaard from Imatra (close to sky) (Finland) on 2008-09-18 10:20 [#02237845]
Points: 1207 Status: Addict | Followup to chr2: #02237838



bend over.


 

offline Falito from Balenciaga on 2008-09-18 10:28 [#02237851]
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no problem everythings gonna be alright


 


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