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chr2
on 2008-09-18 10:14 [#02237838]
Points: 156 Status: Lurker
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whatever i try. it doesn't matter what. it always ends up feeling like it was a big joke set up to make me look like a
fucking idiot. and i always end up feeling that way.
i see myself constantly from a critical perspective laughing
constantly at the bitter mess i get myself into. i know exactly what i should do but find absolutely no control over
myself. i fuck up constantly and it's always blatantly aware
to me.
i'm fed up of observing my life. observing the failures and miserable embarrassments.
when i watch the news it depresses me. i look for hope but i
see nothing. i look to the past and i see the world wars. i think 'jesus, what the fuck happened there?' and yet i see now and i can't help but think it never ended. the nazis never lost. we're being raped by them ever since. we've lost
our souls and i pray for anything to end it all.
the hadron collider is my only hope. lol
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recycle
from Where is Phobiazero (Lincoln) (United States) on 2008-09-18 10:19 [#02237844]
Points: 40062 Status: Addict
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talk to Raz0rBlade_uk
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blaaard
from Imatra (close to sky) (Finland) on 2008-09-18 10:20 [#02237845]
Points: 1207 Status: Addict | Followup to chr2: #02237838
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bend over.
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Falito
from Balenciaga on 2008-09-18 10:28 [#02237851]
Points: 3974 Status: Lurker | Show recordbag
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no problem everythings gonna be alright
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