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or are you like me: in a constant state of frustrated manic confusion and bewilderment? i am genuinely interested here. i would readily seek the mentoring from a balanced and grounded individual. please share. your wisdom is welcome. |
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to paraphrase george carlin, sometimes i'm bewildered and other times i'm confused... sometimes i'm even manically confused. but rarely am I both confused and bewildered. actually that was a bad paraphrase. scrap that. i think sex helps to most problems, and quitting a shitty job or a relationship. also, take a long walk every now and then... vitamins are good, too. watch your diet. sleep enough. simple stuff like that |
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so putting my willy inside a lady and moving it about until i cum is the solution to my wobbly mind? |
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to your wobbly mind? no. if you wish, you may substitute 'lady' with your favourite home appliance or fruit but there's no difference between mind and body, so taking care of the body is a good way of taking care of the mind - and vice versa |
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im about as fucked up as u can get. hope that helps. |
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in one sense i feel complete stability because it all appears so simple and easy to understand. in another sense i feel like i have no idea whats going on. generally speaking i would say that what you need is to trust your instincts and thoughts. there may be a lot of questions that you dont have the answer to, but trust that you know the truth about the ones you DO have the answer to. and like box said, occupying yourself with primal needs like sleep, sex, eating healthy and such will at least make you feel better and focus on other stuff. |
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one of the most unhappiest times of my life was when i was eating really healthily and working out for 2 hours a day for me, the chemical state of my body etc seems to make little or difference to my state of mind. maybe i'm addicted to feeling 'not quite right'. |
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You're what, 20 or 21? Your mind will start to gel into something stable soon. Enjoy the wild ride and try to do something constructive in the meantime. It will make you happier. BoxBob's advice is good - stay healthy. Get regular exercise and eat fruits and vegetables and lean meats and whole grains. Avoid soft drinks for they are Life Poison. Try not to find all of life's answers in one book or guru or philosopher or tyrant. It's a big, big universe. Boola boola boola kaboola. |
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xltronic is where i "let loose" |
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i don't know why but contemplating how my mind will change over the next few years just got me really excited. i will certainly cut down on the soft drinks as i've heard a lot of 'bad shit' 'bout 'em hmm yes, it's an exciting time indeed full steam ahead |
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EVERYTHINGS A-OK!!! :D IM JUST FINE!!!!!! ::sobs uncontrollably:: |
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i wish i felt confused and bewildered sometimes. for the time being im incredibly stable in my apathy towards everything. i miss having passions about life, enjoy them, because when theyre absent the boredom you feel is far worse than any pain a passion could cause you. |
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oh, and definitely no soft drinks or stimulants (that includes coffee). maybe try a body cleanse, i have a lot of friends who are doing those now. |
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try watching some of your old favourite films from when you were younger. that seems to sort me out when i slip into the old deadening apathy |
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i'm too much of a drug addict right now new years resolution it shall be |
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transformers: the movie is a regular resident of my dvd player, next to this one vivid dvd preview disc i have :P |
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also remember, you may love drugs now, but dont go thinking theyre your whole life. i used to pop pills incessantly, anything i could get my hands on. now im afriad of taking one morphine pill i came upon by random chance. |
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lol i was ok UNTIL i was 21 |
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yes, there's no need to wait, you will start feeling good WHENEVER you have the itch to start feeling better now and it's all uphill from here on out! the world is a really weird place - it is the place of all places - and in such a place the ideal condition is NOT stability OR confusion but stability-in-flux, mania directed at creating your future. and yes, fuck soft drinks, and i would say, in general, keep a good look-out for additives like MGS and other neurotoxins in everyday food. they can cause anxiety, headaches and general malaise. They did for me. Gave them up. Also, reconsider meat. These are the sort of obvious things, yea, drugs and stimulants (incluces caffeine, alcohol, pot, whatever) that you can try playing around with - i mean giving up or trying out different things instead. You say you don't see a connection between body chemistry and mind chemistry, and yet i'm sure you know what I mean when I say you're kidding yourself. |
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21 has been one of my most difficult years ever, but also one of the best. i feel like ive grown so much, but ill be glad when its over. |
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that's MSG not MGS... the latter is a good game that you shouldn't avoid |
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discussion really does help i feel my mind anchoring in a calm bay with aphex gently playing in the background. the tune for this moment being lichen |
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word yo. i feel nothing. never happy never really sad. i just am.. apathic. |
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i feel that same thing robably in my own way, i think letting yourself feel pain or the things that you dont want to feel is the best thing oyu can do, like being afraid to talk to a girl, but then doing it and having something totally better happen to your life. ( that just hapened to me last night, who knows if it means anything, but i felt alot better than knowing i was gonna feel undecided about it) i dont know man just get into it |
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apathetic |
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eventually it will drive you mad |
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hmm on the outside i'm a calm panda but on the inside i'm a pretty disturbed chihuahua/lizard |
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just remember that were all gonna die so it doesnt matter |
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Yes I have a stable personality, my advice to you is to eat fiber and fruit like apples in the morning and drink at least 2 liters per day of water, it's the shit, toxins, inside of you that give the mood swings so you need to get them out your system as fast as possible, I'm a field analyst I think I know a think or two. |
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sano, what about eating things like pizza occasionally? |
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It's ok if they are vegetarian! The oil from the pizza if it's from olive oil it's a good fat for you. |
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i do get enthusiastic about things though, and can deepen myself (very much) in subjects i care about. i think i might have some weak degree of asberger or something. but that's cool, i'm stable. |
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assburgers! |
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Stop listening to IDM. |
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It's Asperger syndrome or AS, you can't even type it and you think you have it. |
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YAY its a fad to have a mental disability. fuck man why would you want to label yourself, and even if you'd want to, why would you want that label? oh yeah i forgot that RDJ has it or w/e now im cool cause im autistic. yay yay again go watch use your disablitiy to cure some disease you fuck fuck fuck |
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YAY! |
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it's what the fascists want |
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everybody has superpowers, use yours |
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I'm too disconnected to have an unstable personality. Nothing really makes me angry or sad, just more and more disconnected and dumb. Sunglasses for my soul. |
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that sucks! |
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it may seem twee or predictable but u just gotta do w/e u need to do. get drunk take drugs murder tom jenkinson u know whatever. |
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i never meant to say i had ASS. do you have it, since you seem to be an expert on the subject? tell us what it's like then. i just think my personality type is in that direction. it's just some quasi bullshit anyway. you can't put people into categories just like that. |
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yeah sorry that was a response ive been wanting to ssay indirectly at people who think autism is a cool thing to have, im not defending or hopefully offending, i just think its stupid. |
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i'm drunk 28 days in a row, in the middle of my 4th nervous breakdown. i know im gona regret saying this but im totally fucked. any advice is welcome ty. |
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guess got nothing left to lose... |
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i thought you were drunk 365 days a year! |
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and stoned |
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get off of your computer, go outside and make friends with the earth, cuddle with the grass and smile at the sky fill your glass with pure water from the earth, not pureified water from your sink (meaphorically speaking) become one with things you donot understand. seek a doorway to the ways you cannot see yourself treavelling dont be afraid to ask |
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i think you have to start with the source to the problem.. why do you drink? |
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