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offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 11:56 [#00487373]
Points: 4904 Status: Regular



i feel so bad...
i told you i had a chat girl, and she also talked to another
guy, for a year, now she told me she had sex with him, that
hes good and she feels shell get addicted
man you dont know how bad i feel...
like a week ago she told me shell never do that with him cos
she wasnt physically attract by him (and she told me she was
attracted by me :((
and now like that in the middle of a sentence, "ive already
slept with him"
OMFG i feel i cant get through that...
my life is filled with moments like that where it seems
obviou that i must be the "stupid guy of the story"...
how can anybody be so cruel ? the worse is that she is not
clearly saying bye bye to me...
she lets me free to decide let me know there are ways to get
her for real...
i dont know what to say, in a way im happy for her cos she
seems quite found of him...but she for sure burned a part of
my soul tonight... :(



 

offline Anus_Presley on 2002-12-21 11:58 [#00487374]
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go on the defencive.

"hey chat girl i'm glad forr you, it just so happens i met
someone a week back, and shes hot and kinky in bed, c ya"


 

offline weatheredstoner from same shit babes. (United States) on 2002-12-21 11:59 [#00487376]
Points: 12585 Status: Lurker



Girls are absolute headfucks. Everything they say is a lie
and you need to not get fooled by them. I hope you learned
your lesson.


 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 12:02 [#00487379]
Points: 4904 Status: Regular



one other shitty part is that she enjoys sex chats, i mean
getting dirty while chatting, like cyber sex in a way...
and im really not the kind to talk about that like an erotic
book, i hate that...
i keep sex in the reality...
even if i can do that really well, i feel not natural
talking like that to her, im crazy about her, i need time,
and i need real sex, non virtual it gets me sick...
but she told me she needed virtual and real love...that
stinks



 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 12:05 [#00487381]
Points: 4904 Status: Regular



weather : ive learned the lesson hundreds of times, but its
just incredible...
why doesnt she yell at me to go fuck myself?
shes not brave enough? come on girl say im a bastard, please
say that...
:((((


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2002-12-21 12:06 [#00487382]
Points: 22557 Status: Lurker



i know exactly how that feels. it hurts. really bad. it was
a few years back. and she kept talking about this guy named
julio. and i was like ok. and he was her ex, and she was
like he's such an asshole. and then she got back with him,
and i had such a huge crush on him.


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2002-12-21 12:07 [#00487383]
Points: 22557 Status: Lurker



i mean. her. fuck. i had a huge crush on her.


 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 12:09 [#00487384]
Points: 4904 Status: Regular



anus i told her i was happy for her in a mail just an hour
ago, but she knows i cant fuck with someone without
feelings, i mean serious feelings not the "you look good
girl, your quite my style, i need to know the person (im not
proud of it i live it as a sickness)
i really dont feel much excitement with someone just looking
good
kill me
kill me
:(


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2002-12-21 12:09 [#00487385]
Points: 23472 Status: Lurker | Followup to roygbivcore: #00487382



was herr name steph at all...


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2002-12-21 12:10 [#00487387]
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can you not settle sometimes and, well, just have sex forr
fun, and trreat it differrently than a rreal rrelationship.


 

offline dave_g from United Kingdom on 2002-12-21 12:12 [#00487389]
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dont worry theres plenty of other women out there. women
just mess with your head, best not to try and understand
them, just get on with life, the right girl will come along
sooner than you think...


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2002-12-21 12:12 [#00487390]
Points: 22557 Status: Lurker



"i cant fuck with someone without
feelings" i'm exactly the same way. for me, sex needs to be
a product of love, you know?


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2002-12-21 12:14 [#00487391]
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i'm NOT saying yourr prroblem is bad orr wrrong, but in that
case is porrn of no interrest to you.


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2002-12-21 12:14 [#00487392]
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orr that its a prroblem :S


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2002-12-21 12:17 [#00487394]
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in fact i am prrobuably alot like you guys when i think
about it. i take things like that serriously and i like to
think that sex is something between people that love each
otherr.
but i'm not strrick about it.


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2002-12-21 12:18 [#00487395]
Points: 22557 Status: Lurker



hahaha, porn is definately not a problem for me


 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 12:18 [#00487396]
Points: 4904 Status: Regular



i got plenty daemons in my life lets name daemons !!!!!
here they are :
Marie (mmmh must be a classic :)
Cynthia (the absolute queen of decadence)
Jill (just a psycho)
and my chat girl name wont be reveled not now, at the right
moment ill make a voodoo topic here to destroy her !!!

AAAAAHHAHHAHHAHHHEUUUUHHH

btw Cynthia was the worse, i mean im always thinking about
her loads of times, and she doesnt deserve any attention...
i was ruined after her and so happy to find a perfect angel
that cared about me (wait she still cares -yeah right! :(
and now what am i supposed to do now?
all the girls i loved have a nasty evil side..............
she wants to destruct me im pretty sure about that, ill keep
you informed on how violent and insane shell get

someone have got a virus that makes your computer kill you?
please send it to me
:(
kill me


 

offline Anus_Presley on 2002-12-21 12:21 [#00487399]
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all girrls want to destrroy lad's. its a trrait. they brreak
us down so we arre dependant on them...


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2002-12-21 12:26 [#00487402]
Points: 22557 Status: Lurker



i refuse to join in on the girl bashing.

seriously, there ARE good girls out there who aren't bent on
destroying men. for serious.
you just have to keep trying.


 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 12:29 [#00487406]
Points: 4904 Status: Regular



porn is not a problem for me neither i love lesbians =)
seriously talkin about sex is not a problem, i just
absolutely dont need it while chatting with her...she needs
it
and what can i do, shes always saying that the other guy is
a good fucker, and she says that about his sex chats
also...
i dont want to be fighting for the first place in her
life...
but im found of her...really
i just feel half dead, but it always happens to me...
i hope i wont get as depressed as the last times...
why am i so sensible?
i mean the society gets me angry...
filled with sex and stupidity (thats also why sex is not my
priority, i feel like doing something for the world by not
making sex so often...i dont miss sex i miss love)



 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 12:33 [#00487408]
Points: 4904 Status: Regular



i know great girls... i need one...why am i so expecting
perfection?
i only feel attracted by inaccessible girls... and one just
get fucked by a fat guy thats not her type of guys under my
nose !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
thats so horrible
i understand why lovecraft couldnt find some words to
describe abominations...
:((


 

offline nanu from neverland (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 12:44 [#00487414]
Points: 222 Status: Lurker



love is hard to find
nice to have
easy to lose
and impossible to 4get


 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 12:45 [#00487415]
Points: 4904 Status: Regular



im into the impossibility to forget part

kill me
:(


 

offline jabizzy from St. Louis, Misery. Er, that's (United States) on 2002-12-21 12:57 [#00487423]
Points: 434 Status: Regular | Followup to weatheredstoner: #00487376



*is not an absolute headfuck*


 

offline Ophecks from Nova Scotia (Canada) on 2002-12-21 12:58 [#00487424]
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I'm a bit confused. Have you actually met her or is the
''chat girl'' someone you know only online?


 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 13:02 [#00487426]
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what??

btw, the nickname of the guy she fucks with is belzebuth

is that funny?
i could have chose judas or pierre or jean... it was simple
i just had to pick a name in the bible
why so much irony?
i can hundle a little but that amount of stinky
iroooonnnnyyyy !!!!!!!!!!!
people need their fuck fuck it, they dont know what love
is...



 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 13:06 [#00487430]
Points: 4904 Status: Regular



only online ophecks... and that other guy too before she
decided to go fuck with him for real...
shes an angel, she send me lot of pics, me too, she find me
cute man and not that other guy....
hes just to good in his way to spread the word sex to her i
assume, she wanted to test him fo real, but she said to me
she ll never do that... it ruins me



 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 13:09 [#00487432]
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and i know if i stop talking to her, she wont really care,
shes not really showing affection i dont even know why im
crazy about her...
shes a smart top model man that must be the reason, and
maybe also the reason why shes playing tricks to see when my
brain will explode...


 

offline weatheredstoner from same shit babes. (United States) on 2002-12-21 13:15 [#00487436]
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Dude, you are being a pansy. Just get over it and move on.


 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 13:17 [#00487439]
Points: 4904 Status: Regular



ill try to do that

po po po po its the day of groundhog
hehehe


 

offline Ophecks from Nova Scotia (Canada) on 2002-12-21 13:18 [#00487440]
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Tread carefully with online relationships, I'm in one now
and it's very very rocky and tough, but I won't let myself
get too upset about it... although it's impossbile not to
get a bit annoyed.

You can't expect her to not do her own thing... she's free
to fuck whoever she wants, like it or not. Of course it'll
make you jealous. Meet her in person before you get too
upset about something like this.

Online relationships... uuuuuurrrrggghhh... irritating.



 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 13:23 [#00487443]
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and i hate compuuuuterssss i just have free time now, and it
was good to talk to her every day...
yeah ophecks since the beginning im not really expecting
anything with her, but i get close to a person, and care for
her to quickly...
im sick with that i want to act like a normal single guy who
can have sex without care more than that...

"and i sing to myself whhhattt a wonndeerfeeewwwwwll
world..."
*jumps out of the window*


 

offline nanu from neverland (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 13:32 [#00487447]
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:/
that just came into my head right now.. but i'm always
asking myself where i'm living..
when 21 years old men who see you for the first time (not a
date! and never seen before) say they want to fuck you.

i don't provocate such situations with clothes or
something.
i'm 17 and i look younger than i am.

really disgusting



 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 13:42 [#00487451]
Points: 4904 Status: Regular



yeah a sad sad world, and the sex is not really present in
my mind...its in the streets on tv, in peoples mouth...
in my mind i got thousands of hidden secrtets that have
nothing to do with sex...
everybody is so alike now... they want to have sex just to
enjoy while they are joung, then after want a big house a
big car, children...and people are sure thats the only way
to live on earth...fuck it that doesnt mean a shit to me!!!


 

offline roygbivcore from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2002-12-21 13:53 [#00487465]
Points: 22557 Status: Lurker



i know how it is to just want to never deal with girls
again...

if you don't try, you can't get hurt.

but you have to keep trying to find that one person who
makes you want to paint the world a picture of a heart. i
don't know what the last part means.
but you can't let one girl or fifty girls ruin it for you.


 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 14:07 [#00487477]
Points: 4904 Status: Regular



yeah right
*climbs up the window and lick it a little*
oufff
man i just mailed her my true impressions (i even told her
that lovecraft abominations name reference)
at least she will really know what my heart is made of and
its better like that...


 

offline surrounded from it won't be hard anymore to li on 2002-12-21 15:16 [#00487565]
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i'm sorry to hear that glass_eater :-/
You seem to have alot of bad luck in your lovelife.

I hate online relationships... i never want to be in one
again... never! (but who knows... these things have a way of
just happening unplanned).

After reading this thread... as an objective bystander so to
speak... i'd say you'd best forget about this girl and move
on. Find another girl, a nice one :-) This one sounds a bit
crazy... i think if you will keep talking to her, she's just
going to hurt you more :-(


 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 15:21 [#00487570]
Points: 4904 Status: Regular



yeah but i dont feel so bad right now in fact (good to see
you surrounded! :)
i just want to see how far shell get im curious... yeah a
lot of bad luck, but i think this had built a protection
around me after the years
i wont search a girl for a long time now...........its so
frustrating for me


 

offline DJ Xammax from not America on 2002-12-21 15:23 [#00487573]
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I'm sorry to hear about all this, glass, but if you want
real things look for them in real places.


 

offline surrounded from it won't be hard anymore to li on 2002-12-21 15:28 [#00487579]
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"i wont search a girl for a long time now...........its
so frustrating for me
"

Great idea imo. Don't be fixated on finding a
relationship. Just live your life and try to be happy... and
who knows... good things might happen to you :-) Maybe you
will just run into someone (or someone will find you!).

Searching for love usually just leads to frustration in my
experience. You have to be open for it, but not search too
hard. Concentrate on other things :-)

btw nice to see you too my glass eating amigo!


 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 16:22 [#00487594]
Points: 4904 Status: Regular



see i wasnt searching for it neither on the net...just heard
a chat adress go there to see, and after a week or so. this
girl came in, i wouldnt have spend this much time on chat
rooms, i dont like that in fact, but shes just the kind i
really like in some ways and her bad ways arent so horrible,
i was just too optimistic with the whole thing...
:)


 

offline boxrocket from mine (United States) on 2002-12-21 16:40 [#00487608]
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glass...

it sucks to see someone else going through this type of
thing because i've felt the same before. on the other hand
it's nice because you know you're not the only one that has
to deal with this type of bullshit. in time you will feel
better about the whole situation, i promise. the only advice
i can think of to say as far as the future goes is that the
next time you encounter a girl that makes your heart go
"BOOM" (whether in real life or online life), run away as
fast as you possibly can and don't look back. it's extremely
difficult to do, and it hurts bad too, but not near as bad
as when you put all your energy into loving her and then she
fucks you over (which there's a 99.9% chance of). chin up,
man. you don't need false concern on her behalf anyhow.


 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 16:48 [#00487618]
Points: 4904 Status: Regular



thanks boxrocket ive lived that shit plenty times...
i just need a normal girl and not a psychopatic one like all
the one i really loved
(that sound s crazy)


 

offline Asche XL on 2002-12-21 17:05 [#00487638]
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Yeah the girl i like blew me off when i told her i liked her
and went out with my friend. Good stuff.


 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 17:13 [#00487650]
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thankfully she doesnt know any of my friends, she would
surely fuck everyone of them
:I


 

offline neetta from Finland on 2002-12-21 17:53 [#00487679]
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girls are so mean :(
it makes me sad


 

offline glass_eater from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-21 19:29 [#00487707]
Points: 4904 Status: Regular



thanks little neetta
:)
i feel better now cos ive mailed her the way i felt about
that...
and im not so preocuped about it now...i just hate the way i
deal with sentiments



 

offline BlatantEcho from All over (United States) on 2002-12-21 21:17 [#00487745]
Points: 7210 Status: Lurker



girls can be much more manipulative than boys. boys are
usually just assholes.

glass: cheer up man. when you find a girl around your area,
you will forget your internet gf. time will heal this
wound, and the only sure thing in this life is the constant
advance of time.


 


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