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BlatantEcho
from All over (United States) on 2002-12-26 16:27 [#00491902]
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I am starting to realize that no one holds me back like I do.
When shit goes wrong, I can deal. When I fuck things up though, it takes so long for my own wounds to heal. I love picking at the scars.
Anyway, becuase of this, I start intensive therapy on Monday, to be continued as a go back to school.
Cognative Behavioral Therapy, I mentioned it before, but I'm really doing it now, it will help me, I sure hope.
Suffice to say I'm scared, but ready. Time to stop being my own worst enemy.
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uzim
on 2002-12-26 16:31 [#00491904]
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good luck... ' _ '
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marlowe
from Antarctica on 2002-12-26 16:35 [#00491906]
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That last paragraph sounded like something from Papa Roach or Linkin Park--is it a lyric from either of these two?
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BlatantEcho
from All over (United States) on 2002-12-26 16:36 [#00491908]
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I would be insulted if I wasn't in a relaxed state.
While there is a song "My Own Worst Enemy" by a band called Lit, the last line was just a spur of the moment rhyme that summed up well what I was feeling.
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Monoid
from one source all things depend on 2002-12-26 16:41 [#00491916]
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Ok so, what does one do in a "Cognative Behavioral Therapy" ?! Are you talking to your psychatrist about your childhood and stuff !?
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marlowe
from Antarctica on 2002-12-26 16:43 [#00491918]
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I'm sorry >:)
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BlatantEcho
from All over (United States) on 2002-12-26 16:50 [#00491921]
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no, it is with a Psychologist.
Basically, it is a few months of intensive therapy desinged to help me figure out why I do some of the things I do, and give me strategies to fix that.
Example: I'm a smart guy, but get shit grades. Bascially I don't study, even when I know I must.
I know all this, but I need to understand why I do this, and what I can do to focus at the task at hand, especially studying.
No prescription drugs or anything, just understanding, with the help of a professional, what I can do to be less nervous/anxious/procrastinating etc.
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BlatantEcho
from All over (United States) on 2002-12-26 16:51 [#00491922]
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no harm done m8
Brief Explanation of CBT
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glass_eater
from a blind nerves area (Switzerland) on 2002-12-26 16:56 [#00491923]
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pink is her own worst enemy
dont let her get her shes her own worst ennemy ti na na na ti na na na nananana beuha
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Paco
from Gothenburg (Sweden) on 2002-12-26 16:59 [#00491924]
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Does it cure boredom? I'm sooo bored. Well, there's hope. It's 1am and I should go to bed..
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BlatantEcho
from All over (United States) on 2002-12-26 16:59 [#00491926]
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punches glass_eater in face
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BlatantEcho
from All over (United States) on 2002-12-26 17:03 [#00491928]
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don't know about that, there isn't a cure for any of the stuff that hampers me.
If you are bored, and that is effecting other aspects of your life, then maybe that is something you can help you.
I'll no more on Monday
*hides*
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Laserbeak
from Netherlands, The on 2002-12-26 17:03 [#00491929]
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"Example: I'm a smart guy, but get shit grades. Bascially I don't study, even when I know I must.
I know all this, but I need to understand why I do this"
Maybe because it's less interesting than other things? ....it was my main reason for having that problem
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BlatantEcho
from All over (United States) on 2002-12-26 17:08 [#00491933]
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it IS less interesting, but I still need to do it.
You are probably 100% correct that this is the reason I study so little, I do enjoy other kinds of stimulation more than studying.
I need to figure out how to focus on that shit that needs to get done as opposed to the stuff I wanna do.
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Monoid
from one source all things depend on 2002-12-26 17:11 [#00491935]
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Ahh, well psychology just trys to repress the free thinkers of this world !!! Dont let them get you !
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fleetmouse
from Horny for Truth on 2002-12-26 17:13 [#00491937]
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What you need to do is sue the manufacturers of products you find distracting.
Then you won't even need to study!
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roygbivcore
from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2002-12-26 18:05 [#00491960]
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i <3 u all
get better man! i'll be there in spirit to give you ultra relaxing and questionanly gay shoulder rubs
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BlatantEcho
from All over (United States) on 2002-12-26 18:29 [#00491981]
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i think lack of personal responsibility is the biggest blight on this country.
but if I get rich quick, who the fuck cares about anything else?!!
*jokes*
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BlatantEcho
from All over (United States) on 2002-12-26 18:30 [#00491983]
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"questionanly gay"
there was no question about them last night
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fleetmouse
from Horny for Truth on 2002-12-26 18:36 [#00491993]
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but if I get rich quick, who the fuck cares about anything else?!!
*cackle*
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roygbivcore
from Joyrex.com, of course! on 2002-12-26 18:47 [#00491999]
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:-*
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BlatantEcho
from All over (United States) on 2002-12-26 18:53 [#00492005]
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everyday in everyway I'm getting better and better
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bryce_berny
from chronno (Canada) on 2002-12-26 20:56 [#00492103]
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youre all a bunch of nut cases! :D
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BlatantEcho
from All over (United States) on 2002-12-26 21:19 [#00492122]
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that isn't going to help me on my road to calm and sanity!
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