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Arre you headed anywherre? to my frriends and parrent* i am just a no good worrk shy loserr, as i will have said in the past. i worrrry, at times like now, that i am the only one and therre is no hope forr me. i figurre out of all the people on the boarrd i can't be the only one... orr am i??????????!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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*my mam. and as you may know she also "thought" i was gay. |
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stop worrying - start living |
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i have no motivation. i don't work enough. i don't know what i will do in life, and i don't want to think about it. i'm irresponsible. no future. |
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does it everr just hit you, that you need to do something, coz it does'nt me, until people put the prreasurre on, and its getting morre and morre often. I'M FED UP. |
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Did you tell her about us? ;) |
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lol. |
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i have no motivation. i don't work enough. ''i don't know what i will do in life, and i don't want to think about it. i'm irresponsible. no future.'' Took the words right out of my mouth. |
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Do you think thats funny?! *Gives anus_presley the Look* |
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i know i'd need to do something... but i don't want to. i don't want to commit suicide, but i don't really want to go forward in live either. that's all, stupid, but how i feel it! |
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*preparres the sofa forr the night* |
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"welcome to the lost souls club!! ^^" |
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i want to do something but what?? nothing seems worth it. i know am lazy and so on and so on, but if something good came along i would worrk at it. (maybe) |
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i'm in the same boat as uzim and ophecks i wish i could have more motivation, but...it just seems like nothing is worth it anymore. |
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i'm the kind of perrson that will come in and sit at the computerr and do something about it laterr and laterr neverr comes. |
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we all analyze and doubt ourselves, it is a part of life, all artists go through it! best thing to do is not dwell in it too much but aknowledge it and hope to move on. |
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same herre |
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i don't know about you lot but i live at home and i would be happy with a flat, a regualrr carr. i'm not afterr a big merrc and 10 bedrroom house. some people think thats what i should be aiming forr. |
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That the way I also feel often. But just thinking about suicide gives me motivation to live on. You have to find a goal in life. I had a goal, become an admin. I planned 2-3 years to reach that. I was lucky, it only took me 3 months, but I lost my goal. I've been wandering for 2 years, not knowing what to do next. But now I know: I want to release my stuff on vinyl/CD whatever medium. And I want to play live. I'm less down, less sad, I've got no girlfriend anymore and allthough I do miss the warmth and cosyness of a relationship, I really like my freedom. (unless Ive been drinking, but then it isn't love what I seek ;) ). |
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It's hit me many times, I am younger than a majority of you's so I should probably stop worrying. But then, if you knew how things were... |
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I may be " i am just a no good worrk shy loserr, as i will have said in the past. i worrrry, at times like now, that i am the only one and therre is no hope forr me", but I think I make some pretty jammin tunes for having no life! And that is how I get by, I dont dwell on it. You gotta express yourself somehow, or else youll just shrivel up and die. |
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im kindof ok... i could work more, have no jobs actually, but i mean i could me more productive, but sometimes (like now) i only care for few things but i smile look :) |
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i have no girlfriend and i think i'm afraid of love, one part of me wants to have one but one doesn't and i'd rather follow the second part... i can be hurt very easily and i would certainly get hurt if i had one... |
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Exactly mickey. Putting all my negative energy and fears in music is what does the trick for me. When I dont make music for 2 weeks I get frustrated. |
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i think the problem i have is that i'm afraid of rejection. i won't even make the attempt to meet people because i automatically assume that they don't want anything to do with me. that along with low self-esteem = depression and feelings of worthlessness. |
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"i think the problem i have is that i'm afraid of rejection. i won't even make the attempt to meet people because i automatically assume that they don't want anything to do with me. that along with low self-esteem = depression and feelings of worthlessness. " BINGO! hit the nail on the head for me. I bet the same goes for alot of other people around here. |
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Turn it around. YOU dont have to like everybody. You're a viewer in your own life. Be the controller dammit! (Easy to say, but I still fail to control things myself sometimes) |
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I'm headed right now, thank god. I was only beheaded for a brief time thanks to modern medicine. |
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all the feelings expressed in this thread are all too familiar for me also |
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hey man that is JUST like me. |
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