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am i the only one who gets morre deprressed by the things that should make me happy? forr example, a fun night out 10-Pin bowling with my family, everryone is having fun... barr me, who is just sitting therre getting morre and morre deprressed as the night goes on. I don't go abrroad, but this yearr i did, the whole time i just got morre and morre sad seeing everryone have fun. seeing people happy highlights how crrappy i feel, only when things arround arre morre deprressing it makes me morre grrateful and less deprressed. |
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Exactly. Same here. We had a snowstorm AGAIN, and everyone is complaining and getting the winter blues, but I love it, it's beautiful. My birthday is the 19th, and my family is going to do something big for me I bet... I'm going to hate this. Summer makes me sick, all the happy people... blurrghghg. I just like to wallow in my own misery, it seems. |
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do you feel more cold when you step outside from the warm, or when you step from cold to cold? i get like that sometimes, not so much anymore though. Maybe your more reflectant than depressed? Thinking about how things are, how they might turn out, rather than actually being depressed. usually the people who dont reflect find themselves in more trouble. perhaps you want all these 'fun' people to see the sadder side of you, so that they try to understand it? wild stabs in the dark.... did i hit anything? |
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on my birthday, only my family and one friend who lives a long way away wished me a happy birthday... it sort of felt nice - as if I knew something that everyone else around me didnt know. i didnt feel singled out, it was amazing yet it was just a normal school day. |
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I can relate to that, I guess. I really love it when it rains. you know, when it starts drizzling and all the light turns grey, which most people don't like.. it somehow gives more texture to my immediate reality, I guess, or sumfink.. |
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try duckpins |
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agreed. overcast weather enriches life experience, period. it makes me rejoice and happy to be alive. it gives a feeling of excitement, of something about to happen that sunny weather does not. bland brightness is the worst.. |
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deppresion has ruined my life |
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I'm going through a fucking nightmare of a time at the moment |
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My boyfriend has threatened to put a police restraing order put on me if I get in contact again |
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Yes I know how this sounds ................................ |
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this is no reason to spam |
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isnt it strange that there is so many depressed people on this mb? me including hehe |
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Yep, I love that kind of weather... from what I've heard, Brits get a lot of it, I want to live there JUST for that. The sun is a flaming ball of hate to me, I have the skintone to prove it. What a depressing messageboard. :-) |
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Ive had a period that my whole house was hardly lit when I was at home. It looked like a cave. I liked it like that. Cant stand bright light. |
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My boyfriend has threatened to put a police restraing order put on me if I get in contact again That's usually a reliable sign that it's over. Stop calling him your boyfriend! :-) |
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