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Delphium
from Rauma (Finland) on 2002-11-13 23:52 [#00441260]
Points: 262 Status: Lurker
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I love my girl and she loves me and we have a great relationship, still every time she goes out wit her friends i'm terrified that she will cheat on me, all though i know she wouldn't. Of course i don't speak to her about this problem of mine cos' its stupid... Wish i could get rid of this fear, fucking waste of time.
Hang in there oscillik!
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sadist
from the dark side of the moon on 2002-11-14 00:52 [#00441307]
Points: 8670 Status: Lurker
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problems over problems...listen to my history: i live in poland for 4 years, and i fucking hate it... when i lived near munich i always wanted to go back to the roots (my parents are from poland) but now i think this was my worst fault in my live. but know i can't change anythin... imagine, you fucked up your own life and know you have to live with it...kinda funny
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oscillik
from the fires of orc on 2002-11-14 03:35 [#00441355]
Points: 7746 Status: Regular
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i love my girlfriend more than anything...even more than music....and that's a BIG statement for me, because music has been my whole life for god knows how long, and I'd give up music totally if it meant I could stay with her.
But because of shit that happened to me in school, bullying and everything, I don't think anyone could really blame me for being just the slightest bit insecure.
Thusly, even though she tells me I'm gourgeous, a great boyfriend, etc, I don't really think it's true....even though I want to so much
So obviously, I'm gonna be thinking "well, she'll come accross someone who's better than me, because let's face it - anyone is better than me" and I get scared.
I know that I started off this thread, and some of you out there might think that it's a bit too much like a teen agony aunt thing, but I really really appreciate all the support that everyone's shown on here
I hope that I haven't pissed too many people off with this post, because I can imagine some people will be like "Oh yeah, whatever!" but I dunno....I just needed to kinda vent it out somehow, and being the nerdy geekazoid 19 year old I am (only kidding!) I don't really have many friends in real life!
Anyways, thanks again everyone and I hope that someday I can offer my pearls of wisdom to others
:o)
Oscillik aka Andrew
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